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don't be a macho man,

better do only what you can.

16.o4.2oo7
Monday, April 16, 2007

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!! i'm back again...
seriously i dont like my com...keep spoiling and spoiling!!! arggghh!!!
everytime i want to blog cannot blog de...)= but yeah! i'm blogging now! XDD

woohoo!!! PRAISE THE LORD!
hmmm...firstly 15th of april ish here...but has past 1 day le...
hmmm...restructuring took place le!!!
my shepherd and caregroup din change...but at first i thought i change shepherd to *****...
dun wanna say who...shhhh alright?ooppps...=x
but really thanks god that i din change ya...
but i know that i really wanna treasure my shepherd MENG MENG NOW!!!
but....one very sad thing...minyi ish no longer my sheep...
but i know it's god's plan!!!
melissa,michelle,sabrina,mag will be transfering out...to eastc...
jeslin ,yingying and kaysee added to easte...WOW!!!
and now my sheeps are all nort really very stable?
no support,but never mind...
as long as i dont give up on them!
show them my love,care and concern for them...
i will do things to the extreme that even they reject,i wont stop too!
i will just keep on doing to let them feel touched!
KEEP ON GOING ON! PERSERVER! NEVER GIVE UP!! JUST DO IT! XDD
seriously i have things to say to some of my cg memebers....
below are some things that i really wanna say to some of them!

are euu ready?hahahas!

MELISSA!
-i seriously appreciate euu alot! i wanna thank god for putting euu in my life! i will miss eur "shyness and funniness"...LOLS...we have been through thicks and thins together...one thing that i remember clearly ish that,euu never fails to cheer people up,euu never fails to serve people,euu never fails to be a good armour bearer to eur shepherd! and euu will really do things willingly! it really WOW! euu never fails to inspire me as well...th way euu evax etc...WOW and WOW and WOW!!! i wanna learn from euu to be a good armour bearer! (= seriously...euu grow alot and euu never give up easily...yeah man! that's right,PERSERVER! although at times euu feel sad,i dunno how to cheer euu up...all i can only do ish to see euu and keep quiet...but melissa,dont be sad anymore! remember i'm there for euu...anything still can share with me although we are different cg now...alright girl? i'm sure euu will grow even more de! JIAYOU!!! CL BY JUNE RIGHT!!!?LET"S WORK TOGETHER!!! woohoo!!! i will never forget the times we spend together as well as how euu cheer me up! thanks girl! although we quarell,but i still wanna say sorry...yeah...extreme sorry...but no matter wad,we are still the best of the best friends and sister in christ alright?JIAYOU for DAMAI!!! GOGOGO! I WILL MISS EUU MELISSA! remember to come and disturb me oh...hahas...can ask me go out okies?i'm waiting...lalalas...=DD let's run and complete this race together! MELISSA EUU ROCK!!!!

MAG!!!
-hey girl! euu are really very inspiring to me! i can see how much euu really love and treasure eur sheep...how euu love eur shepherd as well...eur laughter never fails to make me laugh...i really will remember the times that we spend...like euu are my guatarist,study together...or even go home together after service or even go out after service! euu never fails to put a smile on eur face...euu also desire to have sheep as well as be a CL soon! WOW! JIAYOU MAG!! i'll support euu all the way! and i can see st.hildas ish starting to grow and multiply man! dont give up! can de!!! the harvest ish here! jiayou mag! although now euu might be busy with eur "O"s?,euu still do god's stuffs first...which ish really WOW!!! if euu have anything can come to me too alright?but i might not be close to euu,i seriously want to be there for euu when euu need someone...yeah?alright?find me if euu wanna study or go out or wad okies?heex...MAG,I WILL MISS EUU!!! EUU ROCK TOO!!!!

Sabrina!!!
-SHEEPMATE!!! I MISS EUU!!!! seriously...at times euu are really cute! hahas...especially eur laughter...hahas! although i seriously dunno euu well,but i can see how much euu appreaciate eur shepherd...! hahas! euu are a cheerful girl too!! i'm sure euu can be a shepherd soon! JIAYOU JIAYOU! i'm sure euu will grow like never before de! go sabrina!!! REVIVE EUR SCHOOL TOO!!! never give up!!! woohoo~~ I MISS EUU! EUU ROCK! HIAK! =DD

Michelle!!!
-hmmm...dun really know michelle well too...although we are nort in the same cg,but we are still the same ushering team! woohoo!!! euu rock! hahas...hmmm...jiayou oh michelle!! be a shepherd soon too!! jiayou in eur studies! euu are really a cheerful girl like sabrina too!!! =DD GO MICHELLE!!! =D KEEP GROWING GIRL! =DD

MINYI!!!!
-sheepy sheep! EUU SERIOUSLY ROCK! euu are my first sheep that i take care of...the first stable sheep...at first i really scare of euu,cos euu are so quiet...as in i dont know how to approach euu and talk...as euu know,i'm quiet too...LOLS...=x i also very scared euu will backslide...but really thank god that euu din backslide,but instead euu grow so much!!! minyi,i can really see how much euu grow man! eur desire to fins lost souls out there,eur passion to outreach...etc etc!!! it really wow and inspire me alot!!! that time when meng says the restructuring result,and i saw euu cried,really make my heart broke...as in i din expect euu will cry...but minyi,dont worry okies?we are still the same caregroup and same school!!! although we are not shepherd and sheep anymore,but we are still serving the same god,JESUS...right?amen?heex...continue to grow much much more under jeslin okies?! ask jeslin to feed euu more of WOG too...! support jeslin too!!! jiayou! BE ACCOUNTABLE OH!! heex...i'm always there for euu too alright?just call or sms me if euu have anything...can ask me to evax with euu or even go out with euu de...but seriously that day,our last shepherding,i meet euu i will feel quiet relieve...cos i think euu are starting to get used to jeslin?heex...and the neos we took,it ish just so memorable...yeah man! must keep properly okies?remember wad i told euu on that day okies?minyi,lets be this generation that will set up a cg in changkat okies?still on for it mahx?and CORETEAM arhs! dont forget! see euu in coreteam man! woohoo!!! minyi,i believe euu will grow like never before de! CAN DE!!! take good care of szeying too!!! any problem follow upping her can ask jeslin to help euu too...and remember to remind caijuan to take good care of dionne...hahas! XDD anyway,i seriously appreciate euu alot in my life...my first sheep,i WILL NEVER EVER FORGET EUU,THE TIMES WE SPEND etc...dont be so quiet le okies? *CHEERS!* I MISS EUU MINYI! SHEPHERD AND SHEEP FROM:22.11.2006---14.04.2007!!! i will never forget euu as well as how much we go through! let's finish this race together!!! GO MINYI! let's revive changkat!!! woohoo!!! XDD on mahx??JIAYOU!

yeah,that all i wanna say...i will upload some of the pics soon...stay tune!!! woohoo~~~
blog till here!!! buhbye guys!! I MISS EUU ALL!!!! )= LOVE YA!!! EASTE ROCKS! XDD


PHOTOS!!! XDD


EAST ECCENTRICS!!! WE RAWKSS!!!
MY PRECIOUS!!! =DD

EAST E!!!!

we are so childlike!! *SMILES*

my sheep:minyi and i! *LOVES*

22.11.2oo9~14.o4.2oo7 =DD

MELISSA;CAIJUAN;ME! we rawks!

euu are all miss by me!!! *loves*

some random pics...there's more...but i'm just so lazy...psps...
unable to post the neos that i took with minyi,but i will post it sooner or later!
yeah man!!! WE ALL ROCKS! LOVE YA AND MISS YA!!! =DD


M.O.N.D.A.Y
Monday, April 09, 2007

hey hey...i've come and blog le...LOLS...today school was a BAD one!
first three periods,CME,Chinese and English...
CME do wad international friendship day...design costumes...=.=
den chinese period,i kinda falling asleep...LOLS...i close my eyss...=x
den after class,teacher ask me wanna go wad shan dong or dunno where la...LOLS...
den i at first heard wad??! CAVE?! LOLS..but it's nort...
but the fact ish i dont understand wad teacher say...LOLS...
shall ask her more den...
den english go throught comprehension...
den recess,eat...till den i'm alright...

AFTER RECESS!!!
bad things started to happen...
my stomach very very pain!!!
which ish physics period...
i wanna ask teacher to go toilet,but didn't ask...
nort i want da pian alright?LOLS...
den i at there hug my bag...
feel very sick seriously...very uncomfortable...
den wait...next period,mr barry lim never come...
relief teacher...den can't tahan le...
ask teacher for pass go general office take medicated oil...
den my school horx,very budget...LOLS...dont have medicated oil..
gort dunno wad tiger palm...diaos...LOLS...
den i think i took about 20 mins like tat...den go back to class...
sit down,but still very pain...den wait again...
den take pass from teacher go find mrs ang...
but dunno where ish she,cos i wanna go home!
den wait till mr lim come,amaths,hazel pei me go find mrs ang...
den that time i feel like vommitting...
so while hazel calls teacher,i go toilet and i vommited...=x
but din feel better...)= feel kinda giddy...
so in the end,hazel suggests to ask me go general office instead...
took the permission to leave home early...
call and ask my mummy come fetch me...
den hazel went back class help me take my bag and stuffs all that...thanks girl!
den sit at the sofa there,feel sick!! ahhhh!!
i grab the paper very tightly...
cos i gort nothing to hold on...my stomach very very pain!
head kinda giddy too...den hazel came down with erica...
and they pass me my things...thanks!!
den i sat there wait for my mummy...she ish long...LOLS...
but wad i wanna thanks god ish my mummy,
first time in history,she come and fetch me back...LOLS...=x
thanks MUMMY!!!
den went home,while mummy go work...
den here i'm blogging...LOLS...

i just hope that i'm gonna be alright bahx...
abit of feverish now...)=
hmmm,write till here bahx...
buhbye...

THANKS HAZEL;MY TWINS! =D


LEAVE the past ; LIVE your now!!
Friday, April 06, 2007

I or maybe we should remember this:

LEAVE the past ; LIVE your now!!

=DD


whees!
Wednesday, April 04, 2007

hey guys...i'm backed again...i guess i'm alright le bahx...yupps...
and we were back once again...sorry girl...
hmmm,today ish wednesday...i pon school??LOLS...
no lahx,just tat i din go school...cos cant really talk...
oopps...dunno wad happen...hahas!
and guys,my that phone line no,ish currently only can receive incoming call and smses...
but ish just that i can't reply euu all...something ish wrong ya...but i have a new temporary no.
if euu want,ask from me ya...but that ish prepaid card no...

TMR,THURSDAY! something very special!!!
woohooo~~~~it's MCG!!!!
i'm really looking forward to it...hahas!
some highlights are: watching sunsets,games,building sandcastle and more!!!
anyone wanna come???ask me for more details!!!
dont be paiseh to ask as well as dont miss it! =D

hmmm,seriously,MID YEAR EXAMS are coming real soon...
listen people,it's REAL SOON! 4 more plus plus weeks only...
and my exams are so scary...ish from 2nd may till 14th may...
three weeks i think?ahhhh! so scary...
i will start studying from 9th of april all the way till my exams end...
anyone wanna study together?
i really scare i can't do well...just so stressing...!
can anyone tutor me???hmmm....

i really pray hard that everything will be fine...
and even me,i wont bring anymore unhappiness to people...
GOD,renew me...transform me!
i want to be happy once again!
yeah! i'm trying and trying...!
i wont give up! PERSERVER!

yeah...write till here...buhbye!!!
i'm scared of restructuring...sobx sobx...)=

*God will make a way,even if there's seems to be no way"





it hurts!
Monday, April 02, 2007

SERIOUSLY I'M HURT!!!!
a scar that ish left in me by you...?
so deep so BIG so hurtful!!
never to forget about it...
the words euu say...
i can really feel the pain...
i can feel like a real knife ish really stabbing my heart...
stab and stab...till i can't breathe...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
it just simply hurt!
do euu all understand?
never mind...
emo me,lonely me!
just leave me alone in one corner!
sad...)= )= )=


The Parables of the Three Trees!

The Parables of the Three Trees!

this was what pastor shirley say last sat during sermon...
took from yushan's blog...

Once there were three trees on a hill in the woods.
They were discussing their hopes and dreams when
the first tree said,"Someday I hope to be a treasure chest.I could be filled with gold, silver and precious gems."
The second tree said, "Someday I will be a mighty ship. I'll take kings and queens across waters to corners of the world."
The third tree said, "I want to grow to be the tallest tree in the forest.People will see me on top of the hill and look up to my branches, and think of the heavens and God and how close to them I am reaching.I'll be the greatest tree of all time. People will always remember me."
After a few years of praying that their dreams would come true,a group of woodsmen came upon the trees and cut them down.
When the first tree was cut and sent to the carpenter, he's happy as he thought the carpenter would make him into a treasure chest.
But he was made into a feed box for animals and was placed in a barn.
This was not at all what he had prayed for.
When the second tree was cut and sold to the shipyard, he was happy as he thought he's on his way to becoming a mighty ship.
But he was made into a small fishing boat.
His dreams of being a mighty ship and carrying kings came to an end.
When the third tree was cut, he was sad.
His dreams of being the greatest tree in the forest would not come true.
He's cut into large pieces and left alone in the dark for a long time.
The years went by, and the trees forgot about their dreams.
One day, a man and woman came to a barn and she gave birth.
They placed the baby in the feed box made from the first tree.
The tree could feel the importance of this event.
The Son of God was just born and was laid in this manger.
The first tree knew that it’s holding the greatest treasure of all time.
Years later, some men got in the fishing boat made from the second tree.
One of them was tired and went to sleep.
While they were on the water, a great storm arose.
The boat didn't think it was strong enough to keep the men safe.
But the sleeping man was awoken.
He stood, rebuked the wind and the waves.
The storm stopped.
At this time, the tree knew it’s carrying the King of Kings in its boat.
And finally, someone came and got the third tree.
It was then carried by this man who was already beaten and whipped.
Many people mocked the man as he carried the tree through the streets.
When they came to a stop, the man was nailed to the tree.
Then he was raised in the air to die at the top of a hill.
The third tree realized that it had come close to God and became the greatest tree of all time,because the Saviour of the world had been crucified on it.
Each of the trees got what they wanted,though not in the way they had imagined.
In the end, God's way is higher than our ways.
And He will never forget our desires to be used by Him.


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