hello...today ish thursday...yesterday sleep around 2am plus again...ahhhh!!! why these few days i just sleep so late??can anyone tell me why?haishh...den morning i wake up at 6.15am..!! can euu all believe it??i hardly get any sleep...just the 4 hours of sleep...or maybe less than that??oh man!! arghhh!!! neber mind...morning wake up,bath and prepare all tat...den around 6..55am,i left my house...i'm late...cos i meeting chiachia at 7am at mrt station...oopps...sorry sorry...euu all must be wondering why we so early meet one another bahx??oh...cos i need to go somewhere...LOLS...and i asked chiachia to pei me...on the train,we hardly talk,cos i'm too tired to says anything...so i think i rest awhile first...sorry chiachia for nort talking to euu nehx...so sorry...but when we on the way there,we started talking le...hahahs...hmmm...okies lahx...we went to TTSH...den we walked to the place where i wanted to see the doctor...den wait for my turn,went to take x-ray first...den wait for my turn to see the doctor...and know wad,i simply hate the doctor lahx...wad the.....when he says injection this word,or take blood test,i started to cry le...i simply hate the word related to injection!!! cos i bet euu all dunno lahx,whenever i take injection thingy,i will feel very giddy and want to vomit...really really...see how scared i'm to injection thing...den i keep saying dun want...cos euu see arhs...take injection ish giddy and vomit...wad euu will expect when i take blood test??tell me...i think i might be fainting...ahhhh!!! i hate it lahx...!! and i tell doctor abt it,and the doctor can says i'm kidding with him...IT'S REALLY NORT FUNNY LOH!!! and where gort doctor laugh at patient de??first time in my life i see it!!! i'm just so angry...his attitude really makes me wanna complain abt him le...just so sucky...den nehx,went to pay for today's bill...ahhh!! need to go take blood...i didn't go...and somemore wad,ask me go for counselling at one of the room?? i heck care...cos i'm really stubborn...no matter how long they counsel me or wad,i wun agree them de...so i just go off...i really dun wanna go back to that place anymore le!!! can anyone please tell me or advise me something??haissh...i cried again...:(( den after tat,me and chiachia went to novena square...cos i haben have my breakfast...so went to there de bread talk...den nehx,took train...actually i suppose to go for crash course de...but i didn't...cos i really nort feeling well...sorry chiachia...den chiachia alight at somerset...while i sit the train all the way to tampines...i feel like crying...but i didn't...i just hold back the tears...to euu all,i might seems tat i always cry,but the word or the feeling of needle poking euu ish really very scary...i really can't tahan anymore le...haissh...den nehx,took bus 38 home...reach home around 10 plus...watch teebee,use computer all tat...den i went to my bedroom...and i fall asleep...den i ask my mama to wake me up at 12.30pm...LOLS..know wad,i din realised my mum ask me to wake up...and i sleep till 12.45pm!! ahhh!!! cos i meeting minyi 1pm...LOLS...oopss...den i quickly sms her says tat i will meet her 1.30pm instead...really sorry...den i quickly eat my lunch...and i took bus 8 to interchange...den saw shirleen...den after tat,minyi and me went to cs 3rd floor there de food junction to have a seat...and i briefly explain to her abt our caregroup etc...hope she know abt the basic or easy things first??yupps...den around 2 plus going to 3pm,minyi has to go home le...cos she going out with her mum...den i send her till interchange de traffic there...minyi,thanks for coming out before euu going out with eur mum ya...really thanks alot...and i hope euu enjoy today as well...xDD and also thanks for encouraging me...whees...:)) den after tat i went to walk around in tm and cs...walk here and there...but i spend most of the time at TIMES...i went there to read books...LOLS...some ish just so nice lahx...and 4pm ish coming soon,i dun wanna leave TIMES,but can't...so i leave TIMES and went to tm de entrnce to wait for joey...hahas...cos meeting her out...as alexis told me tat she wanna be a christian...wow..!! praise the LORD!!! den nehx,actually we went to open plaza there de,but ish wet plus gort ants,so we both went to romantic mac...saw caijuan,siqin and bernadette there...they were having shepherding...join them awhile den me and joey shifted to another seats...den i share christ with her and also the passport thing...and she choose A...she wanna received jesus into her life...wow!!! really thanks God!!! she ish also part of the family le...!! whees...JOEY:euu habb made the right choice in your life..!! welcome to this family...!! xDD hahas...den after tat,went to sit with siqin they all...cos they were crapping le...LOLS...den talk alot of rubbish...hahas...so funny...den awhile,caijuan and siqin having shepherding...so i ask bernadette and joey to move to another table??so tat when we talked,we wun disturb the both of them...den nehx,i went off to buy my curry puff...den bernadette and joey were at there talking...hahas...den we spend our time there joking with one another...i really want to thanks them for making me feel nort tat sad...yupps...den nehx,around 6 plus,joey and bernadatte have to go le...but bernadatte waits for siqin and caijuan,so i went off with joey...den pei her wait for bus...yupps...heex...den took bus 3 home...and know wad,i'm kinda unlucky...cos the bus aircon gort water come out from the back...leakage i think?thanks gort no bomb...phew...den we habb to get out of the bus and wait for another bus...ahhh!! first time...but nort bad,new experiences mahx...hahas...den wait for another bus 3...and i reach home today around 7pm plus...whees...first time so early...LOLS...den right now i'm blogging...yupss...heex...i really really want to thanks God for God...!! he ish just so great...! amen?! heex...hmmm...i think i'll write till here bahx...yea...tml have EC camp!! i love camp...hohoho...1 day camp...stay overnight on friday....but i dunno if i wanna stay anot...shall see tml bahx??hmmm...okaes...write till here...buhbye...nobody wants me...:((
Welcome JOEY to this wonderful and eccentrics family...whees...
euu habb made the right choice!!! xDD
hey...i'm just so sorry...my mood just affect my everything...sorry sorry...:((
T.H.U.R.S.D.A.Y
Thursday, November 30, 2006
survey...
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
i took this quiz from keiko's blog..!! =xx
This quiz has 85 questions. Here's what you're supposed to do....and DON'T spoil the fun.
Change all the answers so that they apply to you. Put how long it took u to do in the subject.
The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known facts about those who know you.
1. Start Time: 11:50PM
2. Name: SiewLing
3. Nickname: siewsiew, lingling
4. If u were a skittle what color would you be? Green?? or White??
5. Chinese Zodiac: monkey
6. Zodiac: Aquarius
7. Hair color: Black
8. Eye color: Black
9. Height: 164cm
10. Favorite Color: White,Green,Brown,Black,Purple,Pink
11. Glasses?: Yups[but only wear if i can't see clearly]
12. Braces?: Nope
13. Piercing/tattoos?: Piercings only
15. Area code: 520***
17. Cut your own hair?: Nope
18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret?: I think yes bahx??
20. Kissed someone who isn't ur g/f or b/f?: Nope?
21. Skipped school?: Nope
22. Bungee jumped?: Nope...ish it fun??
23. Had sex outside?: Nope definately
24. Dumped someone?: Nope
25. Been arrested?: No
26. TP'd someone's house?: huh??
27. Won something?: Yupps...i think...
**28 and 29 missing**
30. Been rejected?: errr...no??
31. Been to a funeral?: Yup
32. Used a lighter?: No
33. Been on stage?: Yupp
*****FAVORITE*****
34. Season: Spring and autume?
35. Food: ehs...no preference??as long as not veggie can le..xDD
36. Ice cream flavor: Chocolate, strawberry,durian,vanilla and lotss...
37. School subject(s): Lit,chinese and???
38. Person?: EUU!!!
41. Book(s): err...nort very sure...
42. Movie(s): alot...!!
43. Song?: christian songs!!! and geiwonideaii
44. Park?: east coast park??
45. State: Singapore??
46. Place: Tm open plaza,own's room,RC,and romantic place
47. Sport to watch : dunno...
**where is 48??**
49. Bands/musicians: dun habb??
50. Letter(s): ehs...dunno...
51. Restaurant: err...dun habb??
52. Cartoon Character(s): Mickey/Minnie Mouse,xiaoxin!!
53. TV Station(s): channel 8,channel 5,channel U
54. Name for a son: Matthew
55. Name for a daughter: siewsiew =xx
******DO YOU PREFER******
56. Chocolate or Vanilla?: Chocolate
58. Long relationships or one night stands? :Long relationship of cos...
59. Dogs or cats?: Dogs
60. Scary movies or comedies?: comedies bahx??
61. Short hair or long: nort short nor long loh...hahas...
62. Croutons or bacon bits?:Bacon
63. Kissing or hugging: ermxx...
****FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****
64. Mexicans: dunno??
65. School: Exams,stress
66. Grass: Field
67. Cow: moo moo ice-cream
68. Canada: dunno??
69. Mouse: hamster or computer mouse
70. Hands: Handphone
******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie?: Nope...i miss going to cinema...=pp
72. Talked on the phone?: Yups
73. Cried?: Yupss
74. Threw up?: Nope
75. Drank a glass of water?: more than a glass...LOLS...
76. Done Drugs?: Nope
77. Read a book or magazine?: Yupps
78. Watched TV?: Of cos...hahas...
79. Looked in the mirror?: Of cos...
80. Taken a shower?: Definately!!
81. Taken a picture?: Nope...
82. Listened to music?: Yupp
83. Kissed someone?: Nope
85. Told someone you liked them: Nope
Time finished:12:12AM
This quiz has 85 questions. Here's what you're supposed to do....and DON'T spoil the fun.
Change all the answers so that they apply to you. Put how long it took u to do in the subject.
The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known facts about those who know you.
1. Start Time: 11:50PM
2. Name: SiewLing
3. Nickname: siewsiew, lingling
4. If u were a skittle what color would you be? Green?? or White??
5. Chinese Zodiac: monkey
6. Zodiac: Aquarius
7. Hair color: Black
8. Eye color: Black
9. Height: 164cm
10. Favorite Color: White,Green,Brown,Black,Purple,Pink
11. Glasses?: Yups[but only wear if i can't see clearly]
12. Braces?: Nope
13. Piercing/tattoos?: Piercings only
15. Area code: 520***
17. Cut your own hair?: Nope
18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret?: I think yes bahx??
20. Kissed someone who isn't ur g/f or b/f?: Nope?
21. Skipped school?: Nope
22. Bungee jumped?: Nope...ish it fun??
23. Had sex outside?: Nope definately
24. Dumped someone?: Nope
25. Been arrested?: No
26. TP'd someone's house?: huh??
27. Won something?: Yupps...i think...
**28 and 29 missing**
30. Been rejected?: errr...no??
31. Been to a funeral?: Yup
32. Used a lighter?: No
33. Been on stage?: Yupp
*****FAVORITE*****
34. Season: Spring and autume?
35. Food: ehs...no preference??as long as not veggie can le..xDD
36. Ice cream flavor: Chocolate, strawberry,durian,vanilla and lotss...
37. School subject(s): Lit,chinese and???
38. Person?: EUU!!!
41. Book(s): err...nort very sure...
42. Movie(s): alot...!!
43. Song?: christian songs!!! and geiwonideaii
44. Park?: east coast park??
45. State: Singapore??
46. Place: Tm open plaza,own's room,RC,and romantic place
47. Sport to watch : dunno...
**where is 48??**
49. Bands/musicians: dun habb??
50. Letter(s): ehs...dunno...
51. Restaurant: err...dun habb??
52. Cartoon Character(s): Mickey/Minnie Mouse,xiaoxin!!
53. TV Station(s): channel 8,channel 5,channel U
54. Name for a son: Matthew
55. Name for a daughter: siewsiew =xx
******DO YOU PREFER******
56. Chocolate or Vanilla?: Chocolate
58. Long relationships or one night stands? :Long relationship of cos...
59. Dogs or cats?: Dogs
60. Scary movies or comedies?: comedies bahx??
61. Short hair or long: nort short nor long loh...hahas...
62. Croutons or bacon bits?:Bacon
63. Kissing or hugging: ermxx...
****FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****
64. Mexicans: dunno??
65. School: Exams,stress
66. Grass: Field
67. Cow: moo moo ice-cream
68. Canada: dunno??
69. Mouse: hamster or computer mouse
70. Hands: Handphone
******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie?: Nope...i miss going to cinema...=pp
72. Talked on the phone?: Yups
73. Cried?: Yupss
74. Threw up?: Nope
75. Drank a glass of water?: more than a glass...LOLS...
76. Done Drugs?: Nope
77. Read a book or magazine?: Yupps
78. Watched TV?: Of cos...hahas...
79. Looked in the mirror?: Of cos...
80. Taken a shower?: Definately!!
81. Taken a picture?: Nope...
82. Listened to music?: Yupp
83. Kissed someone?: Nope
85. Told someone you liked them: Nope
Time finished:12:12AM
M.O.N.D.A.Y [crash course]
Monday, November 27, 2006
hello...today ish monday...so fast...another week has past...tat means camp and christmas ish coming!! whoots...can't wait can't wait...xDD hahas...hmmm...yesterday i sleep around 2.30am...cos i writing letter...den actually wanna write finish all at one go de...but i dun think i can endure...cos ish already very "early" and if i dun get to sleep tat time,i next morning will really have difficuilty waking up...hahas...so went to sleep...and this morning was suppose to wake up at 7am de...but due to my sleepynees...i slack in bed for another 15 mins...hahas...*oink oink* i meeting chiachia 8am for breakfast...den after tat,quickly wake up all tat and prepare...den ended i meet chiachia late...oopss...=xx sorry sorry...den nehx,was actually intend to go to cs basement to eat the noodles...cos melissa says very early jiu open le...but when me and chiachia went there,it was nort yet open...so sad loh...my yummy noodles...din get to eat...awww~~ :(( den nehx,since it's nort yet open,i dunno gort where can go eat le...so chiachia decides...and we both ended up in the end go to eastlink to eat noodles too...whoots...hahas...so nice...guigui,sniffsniff and minmin accompanied us...LOLS...hahas...so yummy...but i'm full...din eat finish my food...hahas...i know i wasting my food,but i'm just so full...hahas...den nehx,was 8.50am le...so we both went to small mac to find out cg members...den blahx blahx blahx...EastE only have 5 ppl going only...but ish still better den if none go rites??heex...den went to take mrt all tat...suddenly in a short while,i'm nort alright again...ahhhh!!! siewling,wad are euu doing??!! haissh...jux so suddenly...neber mind...den nehx,reach somerset...den walked fast to nexus...and yea...the crash course starts!! whoots...for the first part ish really very interesting!! i really learn alot...den in between gort breaks...breaks for 1 hour...12.30pm to 1.30pm i think??den me and mag nort eating...cos we are fasting...yupps...den we both play tik tak toe,candles games thing...LOLS...hahas....while sally,mengmeng and melissa eating...heex..den after finish eating,went back to nexus again...to continue the other part of the teachings...hmmm...at tat time horx,my eyes really feel like closing...cos i'm really over tired le...so i jux close my eyes for a few secs and i open le...ahhhh!! really feel like sleeping...but thanks god,in the end i feel refreshed...yupps...learn also alot of things...crash course ish really great!! i want to learn alot and alot things from it...!! yupps...today i din go co...but i did tell felicia and hongyu the week before le...so yupps...dunno if they forget le or wad...den crash course ended at 5pm...oh ya,before crash course start,we have two songs of praise...!! so cool...so total we sang 4 praise songs today...whoots...so nice!!! den i went home alone...meiyi pei me out of the auditorium...thanks laopo...LOLS...hahas...den nehx,meiyi and candace bully me...so bad...LOLS...den after tat,went to take mrt alone...i did tell myself nort to think of anythings...but i jux can't...!! haissh...ahhhh!!! i jux felt so alone...lonely me...haissh...den nehx,reach tampines le..went to buy the newspaper...after tat,actually i wanna walk in the rain to go home de...but in the end,i din...so i took bus 3 home...i really hope i can walk in the rain...shan't says abt it...den right now i'm blogging...heex...okaes bahx...i think i will write till here...tml habb shepherd's class and coreteam meeting...hmmm...okaes...buhbye...nights nights...
i really wish someone will really hold my hand tight tat it will make me realised tat i'm at the correct track...
sometimes i really feel i'm lost...lost in/at dunno where...
and while i'm thinking,i think God hint me this songs:
Now That You're Near...
I stand before You Lord
And give You all my praise
Your Love is all I need
Jesus You're all I need
My life belongs to You
You gave Your Life for me
Your Grace is all I need
Jesus You’re all I need
Hold me in Your arms
Never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with You
Now that You’re near
Everything is different
Everything’s so different Lord
I know, I’m not the same
My life You’ve changed
I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You
And I will sing for You always
Cause in Your presence God
Is where I wanna stay
i jux hope tat god will nort let me go...
neither will euu all let go of me...
GOD please hold me in your arms and NEVER let me go...!!!
i really wish someone will really hold my hand tight tat it will make me realised tat i'm at the correct track...
sometimes i really feel i'm lost...lost in/at dunno where...
and while i'm thinking,i think God hint me this songs:
Now That You're Near...
I stand before You Lord
And give You all my praise
Your Love is all I need
Jesus You're all I need
My life belongs to You
You gave Your Life for me
Your Grace is all I need
Jesus You’re all I need
Hold me in Your arms
Never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with You
Now that You’re near
Everything is different
Everything’s so different Lord
I know, I’m not the same
My life You’ve changed
I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You
And I will sing for You always
Cause in Your presence God
Is where I wanna stay
i jux hope tat god will nort let me go...
neither will euu all let go of me...
GOD please hold me in your arms and NEVER let me go...!!!
S.U.N.D.A.Y
Sunday, November 26, 2006
:(((
i'm just so sorry...
make euu all wait and come for nothing...
:((
i'm just so sorry...
make euu all wait and come for nothing...
:((
S.A.T.U.R.D.A.Y
Saturday, November 25, 2006
hello...today ish saturday...woohoo...service service!!! morning wake up around 9 plus...cos i jux dunno why i can't get to sleep...hahas...den nehx,watch teebee...use computer and EAT!! hahas...eat bak kut teh...so nice...hahas...den nehx,after tat,went to bath and prepare all tat...den around 11am i went out of my house...ahhh!! i was late...LOLS...den horx,after a long time my bus still haben come,so i pray a short prayer in my heart...and soon,bus 18 come...hohoho...bus 18 ish really my saviour...LOLS...cos everytime when i'm late or really needed a bus,bus 18 will come...woohoo...heex...den nehx,actually wanna buy soya bean to drink de...but didn't...so i went to guardian to buy the newspaper and saw siqin on the way...and we both together with siqi went to small mac to meet the rest of them...while siqi went off...yupps...den nehx,on the way,talk to jiajia...i quite like spending time with jiajia...cos she will talk and talk...nort trying to mean anything...but jiajia ish really a type of person tat wun let euu feel bored...really thanks god for jiajia...den on mrt,i sit alone at one side...while the others sit at the other side and the others sit on the floor...den nehx,reached nexus...and awhile,teachings start...i'm just so wow by the testi the people shared...ish really a WOW thing...i want to see our caregroups,our school to grow like neber before...amen??! i'm again ON for changkats...22!! it will come to a past...yupps...god ish nort a liar...wadever he says,will come to a past! yupps...den i learn alot of things during today's teachings...den after that,during the break,i quickly run to somerset mrt to fetch minyi and alexis...my toes was injured lahx...and it's bleeding...imagine how i run with my toes bleeding bahx...LOLS...it's jux so funny lahx...i dun care at tat time if my toes ish pain or wad,i jux dun want any of us to miss the praise and worship...so quickly run here and there...LOLS...thanks god we din miss worship but miss a little bit of praise...den nehx,today teachings was the last part of supernatural life...but it was great!! i want god to give me more spiritual gifts...i also want to practise my spiritual giftings...yupps...den after service,i saw WHITE!!! he wore green...hoho...den went to basement 2 for a short meetings for the whole EAST...it really inspired me alot...!! let's see more lost souls coming to know god!! 170 for EAST!! it will come to a past de...amen!!woohoo...den after the meetings,went to snack world to eat...i share with mag...thanks mag...den nehx,i'm so glad tat alexis and minyi enjoy today...woohoo...around 5 plus,i send both of them to mrt station...spend time talking to them...yupps...really hope to know them better soon...yupps...den nehx,walked back alone...i was thinking a lot of things...one of the things was..."wad if one day i......" why will it come across my mind??WHY??!! ish it going to come soon?!?i really feel so troubled...ahhh!! can someone jux listen to me?!??! neber mind...haissh...i jux feel myself so problematic...no one ish going to care abt me...:((( no one wanna care abt me...i really feel like crying that time...but i control...cos can't possible come back with red eyes mahx...haissh...i think i've been pulling a long face??haissh...den nehx,collect camp fee and rc fund too...at 6pm,i eat my dinner...cos it's after my fasting time...heex...den i eat like so hungry like tat...melissa saw it...oopss...hahas...den i ask mag to pei me to nexus to pay the camp fee...this time round the conunter ppl was nort as bad as last time de...cos last time de was like make me also very luan...LOLS..but today de very calm...hahas...den after tat,mag told me to smile more...but can i??today i really experience tat when euu are sad,no use faking a smile...cos it wun look natural...i jux dunno how i smile today...haishh...siewling...smile more please...mag really told me alot of things ya...thanks mag...den went back to snack world...to choose ministry...LOLS...very difficult to choose...so i put usher,offering counter and den drama...LOLS...hahas...all three ish i like de...hoho...den nehx,went home after tat...was around 7 plus i think...den i went off with mag,caijuan,siqin,melissa and melody...yupps...but mag alight at douby ghaut...yupps...den nehx,on the train,i really feel so much like keeping quiet...but i din...jux talk...but after awhile,i started to keep quiet le...and alot of things came across...ahhhh!!! den nehx,took bus 3 home alone...cos i think melody need to rush back home...so she took 292...den once again...alone on the bus...haissh...i jux wish someone will be there to pei me whenever i need someone...ahhh!!! think and think and think...den reach home around 8 plus today...watch i nort stupid...nice nice and it makes me laugh like last time tat was so crazy de me...den right now i'm blogging...whees...tml i dunno going out or wad...i jux hope tat i wun be alone...anyway,no one cares...haishh...my right eyes keep blinking and twitching...from yesterday...as in always blink??LOLS...dunno ish a good thing or a bad thing...LOLS...okaes...i'll write til here...buhbye...!!
SIEWLING SMILES MORE!!!!
i want to be back like last time de crazy siewling...!!
to shepherd mengmeng:
thanks for the book euu bought for me...
i appreaciate it...thanks alot...!! xDD
and sorry for letting euu worry about me...
i think i'm better than the last few days bahx...
so yupps...
SIEWLING SMILES MORE!!!!
i want to be back like last time de crazy siewling...!!
to shepherd mengmeng:
thanks for the book euu bought for me...
i appreaciate it...thanks alot...!! xDD
and sorry for letting euu worry about me...
i think i'm better than the last few days bahx...
so yupps...
F.R.I.D.A.Y
Friday, November 24, 2006
hello...today ish friday...so fast...another week gonna pass le...haishh...yersterday cm,cj sms me...and ahhh!! while sms~ing...i cried all the way in my bed...i really feel very sad...*sob* neber mind..shan't says abt this le...ehs...today wake up at 10am...LOLS...den when i wake up,my mum told me that 201 there ish selling shorts...cos my daddy gave me money to buy shorts...whess...~~den my mum brought me down to the place and none i like de...:(( den neber mind...i went home le...while my mummy go eat...thanks god tat my mum din call me early in the morning to ask me go down...phew...hahas...den nehx,reach le le,bath and prepare all tat...cos i'm meeting siqin and caijuan at 11am at tampines mrt station...i took bus and i reached there...late a few mins...psps...den nehx,i was reading the newspaper on the bus...it makes me feel giddy and wanting to sleep...hahas...LOLS...den nehx,cj reached ltr than me...LOLS...den we were there to meet the people for the fliers thing...ahhh!!ish an indian guy...he wears jewellery all over can...LOLS...den nehx,me and caijuan went to 300++ there to distribute,while siqin went to rc there distribute and siqi went to 800++ there to distribute...den nehx,the fliers ish abt housing de...den nehx,took bus 18 with siqi and caijuan...but me and caijuan alight at 300++ there...while siqi habb a few more stops than us...so yupp...den nehx,started distributing...it's really very tiring...cos muxt house to house and there will be ppl to check on you...hmpf!!! den we distribute loh...i play with caijuan andi scare her...LOLS...so fun...hahas...LOLS...jkjk...den nehx,it's was raining...how i wish i'm walking in the rain...neber mind...den around 1 plus,went to take bus 34 to rc...but before that went to buy blue tack...actually was quite funny...cos me and caijuan ish keep crossing the road to and fro...LOLS...actually i din wanna go for today de training class de...but i jux dunno why lahx...haixx...but cj keep persuading me...so no choice and i went...den when reach rc,rc was nort open yet...so cj decided to go to food palace to eat first...and i only bought soya bean to drink...see cj eat i also feel like eating...but can't...cos i'm still fasting...den cj quickly eat finish and we went back to rc...hmmm...today teachings are jux so great...the funny part was the acting part...me and pooi yee are jux so funny lahx...hahas...LOLS...funny us...hohoho...so paiseh...LOLS...den nehx,i find it beneficial for me...yupps...i habb the longest eyeslasher??LOLS...so funny loh...hahas...den after tat class ish armour bearer class...i really really learn alot from there...and i'm really gonna apply it...!! amen! den in between the teachings,we habb games and need to form group of 5s...with chiamin this time round....lalalalas...the strange part ish that we won the game and we habb to do forfeit??LOLS...act retards...i dunno how...!! ahhh!! den nehx,the game at the field was quite interesting too...hahas...but my leg very dirty...den went to stadium to continue the teachings...i can really says tat today's teachings was for me...i'm gonna apply it!! yupps...den after whole thing ish finish,me and cj and melissa need to go back rc...cos cj left the fliers at rc...ahhh!! and i run there...i jux feel like running to relief my unhappiness...den nehx,reach rc,took the fliers...den we took bus 69 to tampines interchange with cj and melissa...den nehx,melissa went to find peiqing they all i think...while me and cj went to buy shorts...LOLS...den on the way,saw jacq,jingjing and yingying...hahas...jacq ish crapping and fun!!hahas...LOLS...den nehx,walked alot of places jux to find shorts...but all dun habb i like de...so went back to interchange and i found one tat i like very de much..and i bought it...and jux nice alexis called me...she says she and minyi going for service tml!!whees...i'm jux so excited...hahas...den me and cj took bus 38 to 300++ there again to continue distributing our fliers...LOLS...tell euu all something...i nort going to work for the fliers le...ish like very strict lahx...they really send someone to spot check on you de...really hate it!!it jux so strict...and i nort going to work for tat anymore...hahas...den pei cj wait for her bus 39...after she board her bus,i went to coffee shop to buy food...i haben eat my dinner yet...:(( and yupps...i reach home around 10 something...and i eat my dinner and right now i'm blogging...i think i've panda's eyes le...:(( ahh...i dun want i dun want...i gonna sleep now le...buhbye...nights...!!
hmmm...i jux find that i'm stubborn...
i find myself very guilty and sad...
really sorry for nort replying smses...
sometimes when i'm nort alright,no one will sense it...
why why and why??
i think my feelings ish really really hidden deep in my hearts tat no one can sense it...
i'm sorry and sorry and sorry...
siewsiew ish jux nort alright... :(((
hmmm...i jux find that i'm stubborn...
i find myself very guilty and sad...
really sorry for nort replying smses...
sometimes when i'm nort alright,no one will sense it...
why why and why??
i think my feelings ish really really hidden deep in my hearts tat no one can sense it...
i'm sorry and sorry and sorry...
siewsiew ish jux nort alright... :(((
will there be someone to hear me out??
will there be someone who understands me??
haishh...:((
baichi siewling...
T.H.U.R.S.D.A.Y
Thursday, November 23, 2006
hello...today ish thursday...morning wake up very late i think...10am++...going to 11am..hahas...den wake up watch teebee...eat snacks...use computer...den when the 11am show finish,i remember tat my fasting start!!and i haben even eat anything...my stomach ish empty...ahhh!! forget abt it...den i was quite tempted today...my mum keep asking me want to eat anot...why dun want to eat all tat...den i was like errr...how am i going to answer...i jux says dunno...LOLS...nort hungry...hahas...den nehx,have to tahan loh...cos i dun want to restart my fasting...yupps...den nehx,see newspaper for job all tat...and i found 1!!wall's ice cream!whoots...and i call them...hopefully tat it will be successful...cos the pay ish really very good...yupps...den nehx,around 3 plus,went to sleep...cos i'm tired and habb nothing to do...actually i says i wanna evax de,with caijuan and siqin...but i didn't...:(( den nehx,i watch teebee...hahas...hmmm...around 5.45pm,i went out of my house le...cos passing melody's guitar to melissa...and meeting caijuan and siqin for dinner...den nehx,waited for melissa so long...neber mind...cos i'm really very hungry and really feel very giddy...i really feel like fainting...today i'm reallygonna lose weight...din eat for breakfast and lunch...den after pass melissa the guitar...went to tampines mall 4th floor de foodcourt to find caijuan and siqin...i reach first...cos i went to buy food first...as usual they din see where am i...haixx...neber mind...went to call them...den eat my mee pok...hahas...yum yum...finally habb my dinner...den we were really quiet...dunno why...den after eating,i went home first...cos i dun like to go out with 2 ppl...nonono!! i wun want to go out with 2 ppl anymore...as in plus me if the no ish odd no,i wun go out le...dun ask me why...haixx...den nehx,i went home first loh...took bus 18 home...reach home around 7.30pm...yupps...right now i'm blogging loh...hmmm...i think i should write till here bahx...buhbye...
sometimes i really think tat i'm alone...
when i habb something to share,i find that no one will be my side...
no one i can share with...
i can only happy within myself...
i can only sad within myself...
no one can truely understand me...
i'm NORT ALRIGHT!!!
i jux hope tat i'm a baichi siewling...
i wish to be sick..
i jux feel like crying now...
haixxx...:(((
*i lurbb walking in the rain,cos no one will know tat i'm crying...*
sometimes i really think tat i'm alone...
when i habb something to share,i find that no one will be my side...
no one i can share with...
i can only happy within myself...
i can only sad within myself...
no one can truely understand me...
i'm NORT ALRIGHT!!!
i jux hope tat i'm a baichi siewling...
i wish to be sick..
i jux feel like crying now...
haixxx...:(((
*i lurbb walking in the rain,cos no one will know tat i'm crying...*
haixx...
i'm MOODLESS now..
no mood...haixxx...
:(((
no mood...haixxx...
:(((
W.E.D.N.E.S.D.A.Y
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
hello...today ish wednesday...hahas...morning wake up at 8am...cos haben choose my worship song...so wake up early in the morning to listen to the songs and choose the one i prefer...although i really feel like sleeping back...cos sleep around 1am++ yesterday...but i jux wake up loh...den around 9.10am went out of my house...i'm late!!extreme late...cos was suppose to meet 9.15am at small mac de...cos going church office with melissa,sabrina,sally,mag,caijuan and bernadatte...yupps...den waited for bus quite long..den when reach le,go to mrt station to top up my card...den met caijuan there...as in dunno de...hahas...so funny...she also top up her card...den i ask her tot pei me to ntuc...cos i wanna buy mineral water..so i can eat medicine...den went to delifrance to buy curry puff...so nice!! i lurbb eating it...heex...!! first time i eat delifrance i suppose??hahas...LOLS...den went to small mac to find them....melissa bought cake for me...thanks god for euu!heex...cos she know i haben eat yet...heex...den went to take bus 10 there...ish near katong mall there i think...LOLS...45 mins bus ride...i sit with bernadatte in the bus...den we all helped sab to do the card...cos she gort alot haben finish i think...den nehx,when reached church office...i quite excited...LOLS...cos first time went there mahx...hahas...LOLS...i'm lame...muahahas...den nehx,do the stuffs together with sab,caijuan and bernadatte...den ish really very fun...hahas...den nehx around 12 plus we habb to go le...cos we habb caregroup mahx...heex...den meilissa send us off to take bus...woohoo...hahas...there habb katong laksa can...so tempting...awww~~hahas...den nehx,sit with sab on the bus...listen to her mp3...and we both are sleeping...hahas...den the bus was filled with caijuan and bernadatte noise...LOLS...so funny...hahas...den nehx,reached tampines interchange le...actually wanna eat at small mac,but no place...so we went to tampines mall de mac...hahas...they three bought things to eat...i can't eat...cos i'm fasting...ish nort tempting...hohoho...den nehx,sab leave first...cos she going rc to prepare game stuff first...den left me,bernadatte and caijuan...den yingjie and slyvinia...i dunno how to spell...ooppss...=x come and join us...as slyvinia joins our caregroup....heex...den after tat,went to small mac to meet our conatcts...actually i discovered my secrets and shyness...LOLS...when talk to brothers or guys horx,my face with blushed...hahas...really really...cos at small mac i tok to the small brother...cos keep him company mahx...den when caijuan called me,she spotted my face red...LOLS...yingjie also said so...LOLS...ahhhh!! i feel so paiseh and shy...oooppss...LOLS...den nehx,my contacts very late den reach...den i can't wait le...cos my another contacts waiting for me at other place...so i ask caijuan to help me wait for my contacts...den nehx,i quickly rush to blk 915 to meet min yi and her friend...i was keep looking did i take the correct bus anot..cos neber go there before mahx...hahas...thanks god i alight one stop before...LOLS...hahas...den the rain was so big..i was drenched...cos i run here run there...finding the place...neber mind...i might as well sick again...haixx...den nehx,reach le...they both are quite kind actually...heex...they see i no umbrella,alexis lend me hers and she share with minyi...thanks alot...!! heex...den the ground and path was flooded can...my leg ish jux so dirty...including my shorts...ahhh!!! den we somehow walk to a wrong bus stop...LOLS..thanks god minyi and alexis went to check again...phew...den we went to another bus stop take bus 293...den reach tampines interchange...meet caijuan they all...den took bus 69 to rc...hmmmm...today there were actually quite alot of visitors...nort bad huh??heex...den nehx,started caregroup...i today seems so baichi...really really...i dun think today ish myself...everytime i start to says something i looks so baichi...LOLS....den i think i'm really having high temperature that time...i feel myself so hot loh...neber mind...den caijuan,me and siqin habb to share testi...den today worship isn't well as well...cos din manage to lead again...neber mind...den nehx,after worship i think...we were ask to split into groups to share christ...den me and siqin share to minyi and alexis and yanqin...i looks so baichi too..LOLS...neber mind...den all of them hear the bridge disgram before...so i share the passport thingy...i tried my very best to add in jokes and make them really feel fun or interesting yea??heex...den nehx,i keep talking and talking and talking...den siqin went to caijuan there...so it's alright...den yanqin habb to go le...den we went to simon's room to continue...hahas...den i let them have 10 mins to think carefully...den i was at there entertaining myself...ish funny lahx...can't blame me...i'm jux baichi today...den they told me they okaes le...so thumb up ish yes,i want to received jesus into my life...thumb down ish,no,i don't want...then tat time my heart was pumping so fast...i pray before they are ready...so indeed,god answered my prayer...THEY CONVERTED!!!whees...i'm jux so happy...and say sinner prayer for them...and yeah!! MINYI AND ALEXIS WELCOME TO THIS ECCENTRICS FAMILY!! whees...heex...den nehx,they habb to go le...so i send them off...den saw caijuan they all at bus stop...LOLS...den they took bus 291 back...den me,caijuan and siqin took another bus to interchange...LOLS...cos we going to work the ice-cream thingy...den we call melissa,michelle,mary to ask them where ish bedok blk 413...LOLS...but none of them know...so it's alright....den we take mrt to bedok..i saw zhong rong...heex...xDD den we look for directory all that...hahas...in the end,took bus 17 there...den we find that blk le...den they were this 2 guys,looks like ah beng sitting uner the blk using laptop...and there ish one girl pulling one box of ice-cream...the guys look quite pervetic...yucks..!!den in order to confirm ish it them,we call the person,but we went to one corner to call...and indeed ish them...we walk off to somewhere to discuss...as in to work or nort...i says NO...LOLS...cos ish better to nort to earn rather den dangerous loh...we suspect they are very suspicious...cos if they are selling ice-cream,the cargo should be habb gort the ice-cream brand de...but dun habb...ish jux a small,plain,white box...so we really suspect alot loh...den we went to check out wad they going to do next...we kind of playing with them as in saying where ish blk 413...i dunno i dunno...LOLS...so funny lahx...we spend alotof times tailing them??LOLS..no tailing should be see them wad they going to do next...awhile,they left...and they sms says wad,they waited us for 2 hours den dun want us to come le...i think they scared we call police or something...LOLS....me and siqin feel quite fun...LOLS....hahas...den nehx,took bus 17 back to interchange...den me and siqin took bus 18 home...while caijuan took mrt home...yupss...we waited so long for the bus...ahhh!!! den we talked abt the ice-cream man...their age ish really like 17++ or even 20++only loh...neber mind..shan't talk abt that...den suddenly received sms from sab...i'm jux so stunt...wad happen??neber mind...shan't says more...den reach home around 9.55pm...den right now i'm blogging...hahas...hmmm...i think tat's all bahx...buhbye...nights!!
welcome alexis and minyi to this wonderful and ECCENTRIC family...hahas...
euu both habb made the right choice..!! whees...heex...
i'm just so baichi today...lalalalalas...=ppp
welcome alexis and minyi to this wonderful and ECCENTRIC family...hahas...
euu both habb made the right choice..!! whees...heex...
i'm just so baichi today...lalalalalas...=ppp
survey
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
celia tagged me...whees...tralalalas...
7 random things about myself:
1.loves GOD
2.loves sleeping
3.dun open myself to others
4.loves to keep everything to myself
5.can't live without phone??
6.loves going out
7.crush on HIM
7 things that scare me:
1.horror movies
2.sudden exams and tests
3.my results
4.when i'm lost
5.sudden loud bang??!
6.when i lost something
7.insects!!
7 random songs at the moment:
-ehs...dun habb...LOLS...
7 people to do this:
1.ahtoh
2.ahneo
3.felicia
4.PHY
5.yanqin
6.siqin
7.anyone
survey
JESSICAHONG tagged me...xD
5 years ago i was- 9 years old, primary 3, haben know God, playful, naughty,doing things without a purpose...
5 snacks which i enjoy- ice-cream,chocolates, potatoes chips,fries,sweets!!
5 songs which i knew all the lyrics-hmmm...yue ding,dang wo men tong zai yi qi,tong hua,etc...i also dunno le...
5 things i would do if i had a million dollars- i would gibb my parents some of the money,buy all the things we needed,saveup,SPENT!!
5 things i wont wear- those old-fashioned de,banana clothings,coconut,transparents??LOLS...nort anything tat makes me feel a weirdo...
5 bad habbits- do nort open up to others, wasting my time dreaming, addicted to computer,loves spending money,cannot live without phone??
5 biggest joy- knowing God,my family,having frenx and people to care about me, presents,suprises...
5 famous person i would date with- RAIN, and i dunno le...LOLS...
10 pple to do dis quiz-
-felicia
-hongyu
-siqin
-yanqin
-ahneo
-celia
-chiamin
-ehs...anyone who wanna do bahx...xDD
5 years ago i was- 9 years old, primary 3, haben know God, playful, naughty,doing things without a purpose...
5 snacks which i enjoy- ice-cream,chocolates, potatoes chips,fries,sweets!!
5 songs which i knew all the lyrics-hmmm...yue ding,dang wo men tong zai yi qi,tong hua,etc...i also dunno le...
5 things i would do if i had a million dollars- i would gibb my parents some of the money,buy all the things we needed,saveup,SPENT!!
5 things i wont wear- those old-fashioned de,banana clothings,coconut,transparents??LOLS...nort anything tat makes me feel a weirdo...
5 bad habbits- do nort open up to others, wasting my time dreaming, addicted to computer,loves spending money,cannot live without phone??
5 biggest joy- knowing God,my family,having frenx and people to care about me, presents,suprises...
5 famous person i would date with- RAIN, and i dunno le...LOLS...
10 pple to do dis quiz-
-felicia
-hongyu
-siqin
-yanqin
-ahneo
-celia
-chiamin
-ehs...anyone who wanna do bahx...xDD
survey
Name 20 ppl you can think of right now..dun read the following questions until you have named them..at the end..choose 5 ppl to do this..
1)ahtoh
2)ahneo
3)felicia
4)PHY
5)melissa
6)chiamin
7)mengmeng
8)nicholas
9)silas
10)ivan
11)guozhong
12)leon
13)khairi
14)vincent
15)sabrina
16)celia
17)caijuan
18)chenglee
19)peiqing
20)HIM
how du eu meet #14? vincent??
-hmmm..actually i nort very sure also...=x
through celia??through msn??
wad will eu du if eu didn't meet #1? ahtoh
-hmmm,i wun be laughing away so happily??
wad if #9 and #20 dated? silas and HIM
-no way??LOLS...cos they both are guys...=xx
wuld #6 and #17 stead?chaimin and caijuan??
-hahas...wun de...LOLS...
describe #3. felicia
-my TWINS,my JIEJIE,chiobu,cheerful
describe #8. nicholas
-hmmm...a good brother...and his spirit for changkat neber fails to inspire me...
describe #7. mengmeng
-my SHEPHERD!! she ish jux so caring and nice and....LOVING!!! i lurbb her...
who's #12? leon
-my gan-kor...
wad if #18 confesses tu eu dat he/she likes euu? chenglee??
-hmmm...nono...cos she habb meng le...muahahas...=xx
wad languages does #15 speaks? sabrina
-english and chinese i think...
hu is #9 going out wif? silas??
-i dunno...hahas...
how old is #16? celia
-14
wad is der last time eu spoke tu #13? khairi
-ehs...when we collect our report book??
hu is #2's fav. band/singers? ahneo
-i dunno nehx...oopss...
wuld eu eva date #4? PHY
-ehs...dun want...LOLS..
wuld eu eva date #1? ahtoh
-cannot le..she has junyang le..=DD
is #19 single? peiqing
-yupps...i think so...
wad is #10 last name? ivan
-koh??
wuld eu eva be in er relationship wif #11?
-ehs...nope...he ish taken...whoots!!
which skool is #3 in? felicia
-changkat!!
where #6 live? chiamin
-TAMPINES!!!
wad is yr fav. ting bout #5? melissa
-she ish LAMEO but yet she ish kind too...xD
eu eva seen #2 naked? ahneo
-NOPENOPE
choose 5 ppl to do this
-ehs..anyone bahx...=DD
1)ahtoh
2)ahneo
3)felicia
4)PHY
5)melissa
6)chiamin
7)mengmeng
8)nicholas
9)silas
10)ivan
11)guozhong
12)leon
13)khairi
14)vincent
15)sabrina
16)celia
17)caijuan
18)chenglee
19)peiqing
20)HIM
how du eu meet #14? vincent??
-hmmm..actually i nort very sure also...=x
through celia??through msn??
wad will eu du if eu didn't meet #1? ahtoh
-hmmm,i wun be laughing away so happily??
wad if #9 and #20 dated? silas and HIM
-no way??LOLS...cos they both are guys...=xx
wuld #6 and #17 stead?chaimin and caijuan??
-hahas...wun de...LOLS...
describe #3. felicia
-my TWINS,my JIEJIE,chiobu,cheerful
describe #8. nicholas
-hmmm...a good brother...and his spirit for changkat neber fails to inspire me...
describe #7. mengmeng
-my SHEPHERD!! she ish jux so caring and nice and....LOVING!!! i lurbb her...
who's #12? leon
-my gan-kor...
wad if #18 confesses tu eu dat he/she likes euu? chenglee??
-hmmm...nono...cos she habb meng le...muahahas...=xx
wad languages does #15 speaks? sabrina
-english and chinese i think...
hu is #9 going out wif? silas??
-i dunno...hahas...
how old is #16? celia
-14
wad is der last time eu spoke tu #13? khairi
-ehs...when we collect our report book??
hu is #2's fav. band/singers? ahneo
-i dunno nehx...oopss...
wuld eu eva date #4? PHY
-ehs...dun want...LOLS..
wuld eu eva date #1? ahtoh
-cannot le..she has junyang le..=DD
is #19 single? peiqing
-yupps...i think so...
wad is #10 last name? ivan
-koh??
wuld eu eva be in er relationship wif #11?
-ehs...nope...he ish taken...whoots!!
which skool is #3 in? felicia
-changkat!!
where #6 live? chiamin
-TAMPINES!!!
wad is yr fav. ting bout #5? melissa
-she ish LAMEO but yet she ish kind too...xD
eu eva seen #2 naked? ahneo
-NOPENOPE
choose 5 ppl to do this
-ehs..anyone bahx...=DD
T.U.E.S.D.A.Y
hello...i'm here to blog...today has been doing quite alot of survey...3 surveys for today...cannot says surveys...should says quiz...hahas...but i enjoyed it...xDD today ish tuesday...morning actually suppose to wake up at 8.30am de...but due to tiredness,i continue to sleep...LOLS...sleep till 9.25am...LOLS...i can't make itfor today morning QT le...:(( den wake up,use computer all tat i think...i'm fasting today...fasting from 12pm till 6pm...i wun be able to eat my lunch and i'm fasting from chilli and soft drinks...will be fasting till 5th of dec...there ish objectives behind it de...so yupps...den i went out of my house around 11.45am...cos meeting peiqing they all 12pm at small mac...pq,melissa and cj are late...oopss...LOLS...yanqin reach first follwed by me...hehex...den nehx,we stood there to wait for cj's contacts...but ended,they nort coming??so we went to take bus 38 to expo...we going to the food fair!!!whoots...but i'm fasting...no food...melissa too...hahas...when reach le,wow!!hahas...but i dun feel tempted at all...dunno why....maybe the food ish nort my likeing bahx...hahas...melissa feel so tempted...hoho...LOLS...den nehx,around 1.45pm,i left le...cos i going to school for co...gort farewell party for seniors...so it's alright...den melissa very good...she pei me wait for bus...thanks god for euu...!!! den nehx,bus come and i board the bus...den nehx,reach scholl quite punctual loh...LOLS...den nehx,started practising...cos i quite lacking behind...hongyu pei me practice...thanks you...den horx,only gort me 1 pipa...aiya...shiqi pangseh one loh...says going ended up switch off her hp,din come...wth??neber mind...actually i like being alone...dunno why...i today den realised de...hahas...den nehx,pipa only gort me...den when he zou,i mux play with yangqin all tat...quite nervous...cos only pipa add in,liuqin neber...so sad...:(( but i tried my very best le...yupss...den around 4.30pm,end le...but have farewell party...cannot go yet...so wait and wait loh...hahas...den i'm fasting till 6pm right??den while waiting for one more graduates,we can eat first...den it seems like no one ish eating??den the teacher come and ask us to eat...i was like errrr....cos the time ish still nort yet...LOLS...but i tell god that pray tat the graduates will come soon...and yea...she came!!so we went to take photos instead...hoho...den come out ish like 5.57pm??meaning after taking photos...den nehx,i take food first...hahas...and it's 6pm...!! i can eat le...whoots!! really wanna thanks god tat the food wun tempt me...and i'm sure for the next few days even weeks,can also endure de...yupps...heex...xDD hmmm...den after tat,went off le...hongyu pei me till first floor...thanks you...hahas...den nehx,took bus 38 home...den reach home around 7pm i think...i also nort very sure...LOLS...den eat my dinner...bak kut teh!! so nice and yummy...hoho...den right now i'm blogging...woohoo...yeah!!mengmeng ish coming back soon...SOON!!!...hoho...i really miss her alot and alot...*misses* heex...tml caregroup....!!! i bringing contacts!!whoots...help me pray tat they will really be able to make it yea??they really have the potential...siewling...JIAYOU!!! gonna depend on god for their converts!!! sure can de...!! heex...okaes...i'm jux too happy...hahas...i now choosing songs for worship...ahhh!!! announcement and chairing done le...yupss...okaes...will write till here...i'm juxso excited for tml...cos get to see mengmeng le!! hohoho....night night...xDD
M.O.N.D.A.Y
Monday, November 20, 2006
hello...today ish monday...wake up around 11 plus...cool urhs???LOLS...cos yeaterday sleep around 1am plus mahx...definately since no skool,as in holidays,might as well sleep till late late...hahas...LOLS...den wake up,watch teebee...din habb my breakfast...my mum din buy...and i nort really tat hungry,so din eat...den around 12pm plus,use computer...den around 3plus,my mum decided to cook for me instant noodles??LOLS...cos she sees i din eat,den she cook for me...thanks mama!! den nehx,while eating,watch teebee too...oh ya,today din go for co again...due to laziness i suppose...haixx...but i din spend my days rotting at home...instead i learn guitar and also read bible,do devotion all tat...yupss...den around 6.30pm,i went to take a nap...cos my eyes really very tired...hahas...den wake up around 7.50pm...mum bought fish soup for me...it's nice!!yummy...!! den watch teebee...LOLS..seems like i keep watching teebee...hahas...den right now i'm blogging loh...and chatting too...hmmm...tml going to melissa's house in the morning to do QT as a EAST-ECCENTRICS...hahas...den after tat,going to food fair...whees...we bringing contacts there to sow on...heex...hmmm...mengmeng will be back very SOON!!! yippe...hahas...i miss mengmeng!!! *misses* hmmm...okaes...i write till here bahx...nothing to write anymore...hahas...buhbye...
mengmeng i missh euu...lalalalas...
xDD
mengmeng i missh euu...lalalalas...
xDD
wedding dinner...!!
Sunday, November 19, 2006
heyyo...today ish sunday...and ish a very special sunday yea??heex...cos i'm attending wedding dinner...hoho...i'm getting married today...LOLS...jkjk...okaes...enough of my crapping...hahas...it's my relatives's wedding...wow!!! hahas...early in the morning i wake up at 7am++...cos i'm meeting peiqing at 201 bus stop...hahas...cos i no shoes wear to the wedding dinner...she lend me hers...it's really so kind of her...den she pass me the shoes and also milk...STRAWBEERY MILK porduce by DUTCH LADY...i think so...i lurbb tat brand de strawberry milk...hahas...peiqing...really thanks god for euu!! heex...den nehx,pei her wait for her bus to come...den after tat,i went back home to bath,prepare all tat...den nehx,my mum and i took taxi to my relative's house...cos i'm so call the one helping my relative...as in stand at the door there de...i think euu all understand...hahas....so cool...it's my first time yea??new experiences!!! hahas...den around 8.45am,the bridegroom come le...cos i'm still quite young among them,and my biaojie haben reach,so i jux stand at the back there...hahas...fun fun...den it's really so funny lahx...hahas...before the bridegroom come in,he has to do forfeit play games all tat...hahas...den he passed!! den the bridegroom come in the house,but cannot enter the room yet...he have to answer questions all tat...hahas...den finally,he get to see bride le...btw,bride ish my relative....de nehx,went off to the bridegroom's grandparent house...den his family house... den went to his house...went quite alot of places...den eat buffet...was so nice...i take so many food loh...i'm greedy...LOLS...ish i'm hungry and the food looks really nice...hahas...den i didn't know tat be"ah yi" as in help the bride all tat gort hongbao one...LOLS...den my camp fee gort hope le...LOLS...ish so sad i can't use the money to buy things lahx...but camp ish important...really thanks god...den nehx,went back to bride's house...finally can rest le...LOLS...den sit at the bedroom with my biaojie,ginnie...hahas...den around 1 plus,i gtg le...cos going back home to change...den take taxi home with my mum...den nehx,reach home,use computer,watch teebee blahx blahx blahx...den around 5.50pm,went went out le...as in my mum,my kor and me...my dad nort going...we went to take taxi...i sit in the front...woohoo...i jux lurbb sitting in the front...dunno why...hahas...den the wedding restaurant ish at novena there...i lurbb that place...hahas...den we reached around 6.20pm...LOLS...it's EARLY!!! den we sit at the bus stop there...hahas...finally around 7 plus,my other relatives come le...yeah!! den went in the restaurants...whoots!! so nice!! tat time i'm really wishing i'm the one getting married...LOLS...i still have many many years...hahas...den nehx,around 8 or 9 plus,the ceremony start le!!whoots!! the bride ish jux so pretty...like fairy...heex...den food began to come one by one...altogether there were 8 types of food...so nice...i lurbb the shark fins and duck...LOLS...i dun like abalone...do euu all believe??LOLS...i really dun like...hahas...den i very extreme funny...cos everytime the waitress pour water,i will drink...den hai dao that waitress keep on refilling my cup...so funny...LOLS...den around 10plus,after the last dish,my mum,my kor and me went off le...cos my mum scared ltr no taxi...tat time actually i was quite angry,cos ish like so fast leave,somemore ish our relative de wedding loh...neber mind..it's alright...den the gift for everyone was a cake...yum yum...will show ya the package ltr...heex...den took taxi back home...i sit in the front again...hahas...den nehx,reached home around 10 plus...ish early rite??haixx...den right now i'm blogging...hahas...i really enjoyed today...whees...tralalalalas...new experience today...hmmm...okaes...i think i write till here??heex...i lurbb today...!! i will give my blessings to the newly bride and bridegroom...whees...hope that they stay happy forever and will lurbb each other no matter wad...hurry give birth to babies too...LOLS...heex...xDD okaes...write till here le...i'm tired...2 more days mengmeng will be back...i really miss her to the extreme...=D buhbye...nitex nitex...
ginnie and miie...cousins forever...*smiles*
took in the toilet...19112oo6 =DD
it's cute rite??tat was the gift...
inside was the small cake...so cute and nice...
i took home 4 of these...LOLS...xD
service!!!
Saturday, November 18, 2006
hello...i'm here to blog...whees...lalalalas...my mood ish better den yeaterday bahx...ahhh!!i'm really missing mengmeng...mengmeng i miss euu lots...hmmm...today ish saturday!!! service! woohoo...hahas...today i leave my house late,thus meeting them also late...but i went to bread talk to buy bread first before meeting them at mrt station...cos i need to eat medicine...that's why no choice...habb to eat...den nehx,i bought the newspaper...can't believe it??i can't believe i buy that newspaper...cos i dun buy de...LOLS...suddenly have the urge to buy...hahas...den nehx,on train talk to siqin...hahas...she jux so nice to talk to...heex...den reached somerset...went for teachings...before teachings,peiqing pass me the postcard which mengmeng write for me...i read the first sentence and my tears rolled down??LOLS...den i dun dare read le,i intend to go home den read...hahas...den when praise den shi hou i was like crying??LOLS...it's jux funny...but i'm okay after awhile...yupss...heex...den today teachings really teach me alot...the habit of fasting...wad i want to apply ish tat if i fast,i must have objectives...nort jux like,oh,fast loh...but have objectives before my fasting...yupss...it's really WOW!! den service start!!woohoo...today teachings was on when the spirit leads...hmmm...i want holy spirit to lead me more...MORE AND MORE!!i also want to hav the desire to follow Holy Spirit! yupss...i lurbb today teachings too...whoo!! i really learn alot...den after service,went to S-11...to eat...den i eat chicken porridge...it so nice can!! yum yum...i will eat it next week again!!! hahas...den siqin,caijuan were discussing abt Y-Hope Olympid...hahas...i wanna join captain ball...heex...:) sab too...hahas...hmmm,i really looking forward to the camp!!! i'm gonna fast before the camp...yupss...den after tat,peiqing gave us the paper...which we need to pray for the 5 friends to see them to know christ...hmmm...i really want to see at least 3 on my list tat they come to know christ...yups...can de...as long as i dun stop sharing with them the good news...yea??yupps...den after tat,went to toilet with mag,siqin,caijuan and melissa...jiajia and sabrina went off first...den on the train i was very tired...i everytime like tat de...LOLS...i'm like a pig...*oink oink*...hahas...den nehx,walked to interchange with melissa loh...took bus 3 home...den right now i'm blogging...woohoo...hahas...tml i going to my relative's wedding dinner...so look forward...hahas...hmmm...okies...i'll write till here bahx...buhbye...
2nd days has past...
i really miss mengmeng alot...!!
hope she wun skip meal too...=D
2nd days has past...
i really miss mengmeng alot...!!
hope she wun skip meal too...=D
1ST DAY
Friday, November 17, 2006
hello...i'm here to blog...woohoo...hahas...i switch to new blogger le...thanks to celia for her help...heex...okies...today was friday...it's jux so fast...another week gonna pass le...ahhh!! can time jux slow down...hmmm...den morning talk on the phone with mengmeng...she going for mission trip today...will miss her de...den talk on the phone with her...actually i really enjoyed talking to her??hahas...cos she ish a funny person...LOLS...i lurbb her...heex...den went to meet caijuan around 9am at pasir ris mrt station...i went to see doctor...caijuan pei me...really thanks god for her...heex...den we were crapping on the train...LOLS...den nehx...reach le...i shan't blog abt seeing doctor thing bahx...den we were at novena...den i went to bread talk...cos we were both hungry...den we both bought bread...den i saw the cake...ish so nice loh...it makes me drools and dun feel like leaving the shop...LOLS...den in the end,bought strawberry cake for meng...heex...was so nice the cake...HEARTSHAPE de...heex...den went back to tampines...went to popular buy pens...den after tat go find banana...at first went to ntuc...their banana all long long de...cos i intend to buy short de...LOLS...den dun hab i want de...so went to shop and save buy...found the banana i want...whees...caijuan help me with the picking of banana...hahas...den after tat,caijuan went to change to her skool uniform and she has to leave le...so i went to cs food junction to eat...first time eating alone...LOLS...the feeling ish very extreme weird...hahas...den nehx,meng sms says she coming to tampines mall...and she leaving around at 2 plus...den i says die die le...cos i haben do finish the things i want to give her...den i left my food aside,neber eat finish,den went to library to do all the things...LOLS...i was like rushing...den quickly do...but den time ish really running up...so i think like tat...den leave library hurry go find mengmeng...saw michelle...i think she ish like doing presentation or wad...i nort very sure...saw sharifah also...i also can't reongnise her...LOLS...it's funny lahx...hahas...den went to tm 4th floor outside food court to meet her...hahas...pass her banana,cake and my drawing...but i feel very sorry...cos my drawing ish half done...as in left the colouring...hahas...so sorry...but hope mengmeng will like it...heex...den after tat,i went to walk around awhile,den took bus 3 home...den on bus,meng sms me...she told me tat she ish on the way to malaysia's custom?den horx,i cried can...it may seems funny why i cried...but i jux dunno...maybe ish like can't imagine without her??yupps...but i'm sure meng will miss us de...heex...*grins* den reach home,use computer,eat medicine...tears roll down again...haiss...den nehx,around 4 plus,went to rest awhile...den sleep...den i wake up around 5.40pm...my head was so giddy...tat's why i can't go for prayer meet...ahhh!!i miss this chance...hmmm...den right now i'm blogging and also missing mengmeng at the same time bahx...i jux hope tat sabrina and jiajia wun be tat sad anymore le...yupps...cheerup..!!my sheepmates! hmmm...5 days may seem long...but soon it will be 5 days le...yupps...i pray tat mengmeng will nort fall sick and she will come back with alot of "WOW" things to inspired us...yupss...ehs...okies...i think i will write till here bahx...buhbye...~~
1ST DAY HAS GONE~
lalalalas...
1ST DAY HAS GONE~
lalalalas...
survey...
You're supposed to get below 30 points in total to
be considered an angel[guai kai] n if its over..
youare a DEVIL[pai kai]. - in nicer words.
[x]=yes
[ ]=no
[?] dunno
1) smoked b4 [ ]
2) drink alcohol b4 [ ]
3) slept with someone of the opposite sex [ ]
4) slept with someone of the same sex [x]
5) gotten into any fights [ ]
6) kissed someone of the opposite sex b4 [ ]
7) kissed someone of the same sex b4 [ ]
8) had someone in your room of the opposite sex [ ]
9) scold vulgarities [ ]
10) bought porn [ ]
Total: 1
11) take drugs b4 [ ]
12) hate going to the doctors [x]
13) lied to your parents [x] tat was when i'm young??
14) lied to a friend [x] tat was when i'm young too...
15) sneak out of the house [ ]
17) cut yourself [ ]
18) hurt someone [x] nort purposely??
19) wished someone to die [ ]
20) seen someone die [ ]
Total: 4
21) missed curfew [ ] no curfew for me...as long as dun so late can le...
22) stayed out all night [ ]
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself [x]
24) been to a therapist [ ]
25) been to rehab [ ]
26) dyed your hair [ ]
27) received a ticket [ ]
28) been in a wreck [ ]
29) been to a club [ ]
30) been to a bar [ ]
Total: 1
31) been to a wild party [x]
32) seen the Mardi Gras [ ]
33) had a fight [ ]
34) had a spring break in Florida [ ]
35) sniffed anything [ ]
36) wore black nail polish before [ ]
37) wore wrist bands [x]
38) wore t-shirts with band names [ ]
39) wore black eyeliner [ ]
40) own a 50 cent CD [ ]
Total: 1
41) hugged someone of the opposite sex [ ]
42) hugged someone of the same sex [x]
43) gone out with someone of the opposite sex [x]
44) gone out with someone of the same sex [x]
45) stole something [ ]
46) been too drunk to remember anything [ ]
47) blacked out [ ]
48) fainted [ ]
49) had a crush on your neighbour [ ]
50) had someone else snuck into your room [ ]
Total: 3
51) snuck into someone else's room [ ]
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex [ ]
53) had gone and watched movies with friends [x]
54) dry humped someone [ ]
55) been called a sl*t [ ]
56) called someone a sl*t[ ]
57) installed speakers in your car [ ]
58) broke a mirror [x]
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house [ ]
60) brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush [ ]
Total: 2
61) consider Mac,Dr Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper [ ]
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters []
63) going out with friends to the mall [x]
64) skipped school [ ]
65) had an eating disorder [ ]
66) had hurt yourself b4 [?]
67) gone to court [ ]
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying[ ]
69) caught something on fire [ ]
70) lied about your age [x]
Total:2
71) owned an apartment [ ]
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend [ ]
73) cheated with someone [ ]
74) got in trouble with the police [ ]
75) talked to a stranger [x]
76) hugged a stranger [ ]
77) kissed a stranger [ ]
78) rode in the car with a stranger [ ]
79) been sexually harassed [ ]
80) been verbally harassed [ ]
Total: 1
81) met face to face with someone you met online [x]
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight [ ]
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours[ ]
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight [ ]
85) been to a fair [x]
86) been called a bad influence [ ]
87) been cursed [ ]
88) prank called someone [x] when i was young...=x
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex [ ]
90) cheated on a test [x] when i was in primary 2 i think...
Total:4
91) cheated on homework [x]
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex [x]
93) wants to be dead [ ]
94) cuts yourself b4 [ ]
95) hate yourself [ ]
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you [ ]
97) had a crush on someone younger than you[x] =x
98) worn eyeliner [ ]
99) worn contact lense [ ]
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt [ ]
Total: 3
Grand Total was 22...
LOLS...i'm guai...hoho...=ppp
be considered an angel[guai kai] n if its over..
youare a DEVIL[pai kai]. - in nicer words.
[x]=yes
[ ]=no
[?] dunno
1) smoked b4 [ ]
2) drink alcohol b4 [ ]
3) slept with someone of the opposite sex [ ]
4) slept with someone of the same sex [x]
5) gotten into any fights [ ]
6) kissed someone of the opposite sex b4 [ ]
7) kissed someone of the same sex b4 [ ]
8) had someone in your room of the opposite sex [ ]
9) scold vulgarities [ ]
10) bought porn [ ]
Total: 1
11) take drugs b4 [ ]
12) hate going to the doctors [x]
13) lied to your parents [x] tat was when i'm young??
14) lied to a friend [x] tat was when i'm young too...
15) sneak out of the house [ ]
17) cut yourself [ ]
18) hurt someone [x] nort purposely??
19) wished someone to die [ ]
20) seen someone die [ ]
Total: 4
21) missed curfew [ ] no curfew for me...as long as dun so late can le...
22) stayed out all night [ ]
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself [x]
24) been to a therapist [ ]
25) been to rehab [ ]
26) dyed your hair [ ]
27) received a ticket [ ]
28) been in a wreck [ ]
29) been to a club [ ]
30) been to a bar [ ]
Total: 1
31) been to a wild party [x]
32) seen the Mardi Gras [ ]
33) had a fight [ ]
34) had a spring break in Florida [ ]
35) sniffed anything [ ]
36) wore black nail polish before [ ]
37) wore wrist bands [x]
38) wore t-shirts with band names [ ]
39) wore black eyeliner [ ]
40) own a 50 cent CD [ ]
Total: 1
41) hugged someone of the opposite sex [ ]
42) hugged someone of the same sex [x]
43) gone out with someone of the opposite sex [x]
44) gone out with someone of the same sex [x]
45) stole something [ ]
46) been too drunk to remember anything [ ]
47) blacked out [ ]
48) fainted [ ]
49) had a crush on your neighbour [ ]
50) had someone else snuck into your room [ ]
Total: 3
51) snuck into someone else's room [ ]
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex [ ]
53) had gone and watched movies with friends [x]
54) dry humped someone [ ]
55) been called a sl*t [ ]
56) called someone a sl*t[ ]
57) installed speakers in your car [ ]
58) broke a mirror [x]
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house [ ]
60) brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush [ ]
Total: 2
61) consider Mac,Dr Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper [ ]
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters []
63) going out with friends to the mall [x]
64) skipped school [ ]
65) had an eating disorder [ ]
66) had hurt yourself b4 [?]
67) gone to court [ ]
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying[ ]
69) caught something on fire [ ]
70) lied about your age [x]
Total:2
71) owned an apartment [ ]
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend [ ]
73) cheated with someone [ ]
74) got in trouble with the police [ ]
75) talked to a stranger [x]
76) hugged a stranger [ ]
77) kissed a stranger [ ]
78) rode in the car with a stranger [ ]
79) been sexually harassed [ ]
80) been verbally harassed [ ]
Total: 1
81) met face to face with someone you met online [x]
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight [ ]
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours[ ]
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight [ ]
85) been to a fair [x]
86) been called a bad influence [ ]
87) been cursed [ ]
88) prank called someone [x] when i was young...=x
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex [ ]
90) cheated on a test [x] when i was in primary 2 i think...
Total:4
91) cheated on homework [x]
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex [x]
93) wants to be dead [ ]
94) cuts yourself b4 [ ]
95) hate yourself [ ]
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you [ ]
97) had a crush on someone younger than you[x] =x
98) worn eyeliner [ ]
99) worn contact lense [ ]
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt [ ]
Total: 3
Grand Total was 22...
LOLS...i'm guai...hoho...=ppp
to realise...
Thursday, November 16, 2006
To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.
To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.
To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.
To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother
who gave birth to a still born.
To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.
To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...
To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics
Time waits for no one.
Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.
To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.
To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.
To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother
who gave birth to a still born.
To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.
To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...
To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics
Time waits for no one.
Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.
HOPE FAITH PEACE LOVE!!!
sick...
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
i'm sick...
temperature ish rising..
now ish 38.2...
cough plus flu...
ahhhh!!
i'm feeling hot and weak...
:(
temperature ish rising..
now ish 38.2...
cough plus flu...
ahhhh!!
i'm feeling hot and weak...
:(
:((
Monday, November 13, 2006
hello...i'm here to blog...but i supposed i should be posting quite short bahx...hmmm,ahhhh!!! whenever i think of the same thing,i will really feel so sad loh...den yesterday talk on the phone with felicia and caijuan..cos we arediscussing abt the games...but after awhile felicia has to put down le...so left me and caijuan loh...den talk and talk...talk with her on the phone for 2 hours plus...can euu all believe it??i myself also cannot believe it...den nehx,when talking with caijuan,i feel like crying....dunno loh...my eyes was so watery...haixx...sobx sobx...but awhile i was okies,but jux feeling down...den today arhs...i was sick...as in cough plus flu...morning meet caijuan...go distribute fliers...sianxx...den went to tampines mall and century square....den nehx,euu can ask caijuan how many times i sneeze...really...more den 10 times...i keep AH CHOO,AH CHOO...!! LOLS...until my tears roll...LOLS...den also i today keep on screaming...LOLS...it's so funny loh... okies...den today i was really cold to freezing point...hahas...hmmm,i shan't say abt everything,i will jux says the important thing bahx...again,i suddenly feel mood down...i jux dunno why loh...haixx...GOD GIVE ME JOY!!! i'm really lacking of joy... :( hmmm...den wait for felicia to come...she comes with her brother...den nehx,we sit at small mac there to discuss the games...quite long bahx...den i pei them to rc there de park...cos we wanna see the surroundings...den we walk here and there...den keep thinking of the games...AHHH!!! God gives me more and more creative ideas!! den nehx,they went to rc while i went home to rest plus eat...den wait for bus 34 very long...stoning there...LOLS...den reach home,eat,sleep,wake up...LOLS...yupps...den now i'm blogging loh...i'm stuck with the games...! neber mind...by tml we will have great ideas de...! i shall and will bring my friends and contacts come for ecg de...yupps...hmmm...sorry to hweeying and shiqi for nort going to co today...sorry sorry....hmmm...i think i will write till here bahx...buhbye~~
siewling ish weak and sad...
so weak tat i think she can no longer hold anything...
no longer have the strong strength...tat she one day might.....dots dots dots bahx...
AHHHH!!!! feel like bursting... BOOM!!
:((
siewling ish weak and sad...
so weak tat i think she can no longer hold anything...
no longer have the strong strength...tat she one day might.....dots dots dots bahx...
AHHHH!!!! feel like bursting... BOOM!!
:((
12.11.2oo6
Sunday, November 12, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIAMIN!!!!
hohohoho...
xD
hohohoho...
xD
11.11.2oo6
Saturday, November 11, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY KOR KOR!!
x)
x)
AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
Friday, November 10, 2006
i feel like wanna fall a big sick now...
ahhhh...i jux dunno how to say abt it lahx..
jux let me fall sick!!!
temperature increase..
cough come,flu come...
haixx...when can i be a happy person??
siewling ish backed to sad again...
:(((
ahhhh...i jux dunno how to say abt it lahx..
jux let me fall sick!!!
temperature increase..
cough come,flu come...
haixx...when can i be a happy person??
siewling ish backed to sad again...
:(((
T.H.U.R.S.D.A.Y
Thursday, November 09, 2006
hello...i'm here to blog...ehs...today ish thursday...actually was supposed to go to KBOX with ah neo they all de...cos ah neo birthday...whoots...hahas...but den no one inform me the time of meeting...den morning get alot of missed calls...den nehx,thanks god i wake up..if nort horx,i scared ltr fel they all wait for me to come...phew...den when fel call me,i suppose they were at tampines mrt station le...so ended up i din go to KBOX with them today...so sorry...but i suppose euu al sure have fun de...woohoo...heex...den i went back to sleep again...LOLS...piggy me..hahas...den wakeup again..watch Rob-B-Hood..whoots...the baby matthew so cute...guo ran ish jessica de hai zi...LOLS...hohoho...my kor bought the disc...my kor also bought death note!! so cool...heex...den i think most of my times today i rot at home...haixx...den nehx,actually was suppose to meet meng for shepherding...but i can't...sorry sorry...den nehx,was also suppose to meet lihui at 4.30pm for shepherding,but she can't...she everytime only tell me she can't..she din tell me the reason...haixx...neber mind...but i still persist on...cos meng gort say tat i die die also mux meet her this week...and she fri nort free mahx...so i keep on calling her house,her hp...no one pick up...i think all plus together should have 50 calls i suppose??haix...den i tell myself,i dun care how late i'm going to meet her,i jux mux and want to meet her today...den my headache come back..but neber mind..den around 7 plus like tat,she den reply my sms...i was like..thanks god...den i quickly pack my stuffs...meet her at tampines mart de mac...i walk there...hahas...cos was also quite near my houee mahx...heex...i thought i will be meeting her alone...but no...she brought along her friend...so i was like...hmmm...okies...den i pass her newspaper tat melissa bought for her and the devotion paper...hmmm,i ask her abt some of her application...hmmm,wad i think was tat she nort really do her devotion??i dunno how to say...but...haixx...jux hope tat for the rest of the devotion she would really do it seriously loh...den her friend was looking at wad lihui ish doing...and noe wad,there was a mad man...very very kee siao sia...i scared until my heart beats very fast...i was like OMG!!!! den i asked them,euu nort scared of him??den they lihui's friend say scared,but lihui nort scared...LOLS...i think there's something nort right,so i asked them to hurry go out of the mac...meaning all of us went out of the mac...LOLS...so funny lahx...hahas...thanks god that the mad man din come disturb us...phew...den we sit outside the mac...den awhile,he also come out,den we went to kfc...LOLS...den awhile,they went home...while i walk home loh...den while i cross the bridge,i saw JIAJIA!!my pipa senior!!i miss her lots can!! hahas...she so cute..heex...i lurbb her...whees...lalalas...den i went to mac buy student meal...take away...hahas...tell euu all something,my throat become worst after i eat the fries and nuggets and coke...LOLS...so pain...die die...soar throat...ahem!!throat very pain...neber mind...shall drink more water den...den i'm here blogging...heex...hmmm,okies...i think i'll write till here...buhbye...~
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO JACINTHA AKA AH NEO MY NUER!!!
MAY EUR WISHES COME TRUE..!!
xD
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO JACINTHA AKA AH NEO MY NUER!!!
MAY EUR WISHES COME TRUE..!!
xD
headache..
i'm having terrible headache now...
ahhh!!! so pain...
my head now ish jux so heavy and dizzy...
ahhh!!! so pain...
my head now ish jux so heavy and dizzy...
W.E.D.N.E.S.D.A.Y
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
i'm here to blog...hmmm...i really dun have the mood to blog bahx...haix...i dunno wad's wrong with me...hmmm,morning i wake up around 9.30am,den i went down me house to distribute the remaining of the fliers...den also went to check out the blocks...den nehx,was walking in the small rain...den nehx,reach home...go bath first...hahas...den eat porriage!! nice nice! heex...den after eating,hurry go prepare,cos i meet cj late le...oopss...den went out my house,it's raining...i think i jux lurbb walking in the rain...hmmm,den saw shazly in the interchange...hahas...den me and cj went to take mrt to city hall loh...den reach the office,have to cut and paste something first...and the cut and paste something ish so many lahx...we only managed to do finish 500 fliers...and the time was like late le!! for cg...den we went off witht hhe 500 fliers...have to continue with the rest of the 1500 fliers the other days...den nehx,we run...LOLS...den went to ntuc buy chocolates...den nehx,i went to buy curry puff to eat..cos i'm really starving...den nehx,buy le,we ran and walk extreme fast to rc...den i was also eating on my way...LOLS...den nehx,reach rc,sweating like in desert like tat...haix...but neber mind...but was really dearly sorry tat we are late...cos we dunno we have to do the stuffs so long...really very sorry...den nehx,cg started...this was when my mood low until very low...i dunno why...i'm like in my own world...den the worship i lead was nort very good...i feel tat there ish lacking of something...and i asked jiajia to help me end with a prayer...den after cg was learning guitar lesson...all i could say was "no" or "shake my head" i really dunno wad's wrong with me...den we left rc...i jux feel like being alone...den when i'm on bus 34,cj sms me...den i went down the bus...cos ish like the fliers very heavy...den we went to distribute...den cj pei me walk till 201 there..thanks god for her...den she took bus 12 home..and i went home after that...den i eat porriage...yum yum...heex...den right now i blogging...hmmm,tml really hope tat i'm able to meet lihui...cos i really very long din shepherd her le...i really want to meet her!! hmmm,i think i will write till here bahx...buhbye... *i'm sorry*
i jux dunno wad's wrong with me...
ahhhhh!!!! i feel like bursting out!
tears jux rolled down when melissa and me sms...
tears roll roll and roll...
:(((
i feel like going to beach or even somewhere that ish really very quiet for me to spend my day...
:(((
i jux dunno wad's wrong with me...
ahhhhh!!!! i feel like bursting out!
tears jux rolled down when melissa and me sms...
tears roll roll and roll...
:(((
i feel like going to beach or even somewhere that ish really very quiet for me to spend my day...
:(((
i lurbb mengmeng...!! :)))
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
hello...heex...i'm backed i'm backed...lamer me...hahas...today ish tuesday...morning wake up around 11am...hahas...i'm jux a pig...LOLS...den nehx,watch teebee...den use computer all tat...den i eat porriage today...yum yum..so nice...cos my mama cook de...hmmm,sometimes i really feel so guilty,cos i was like vent my anger on her if i dun get the thing i want??as in food lahx...LOLS...den horx,i really feel very guilty loh..as in my mama have to please me like tat...AHHH!!! siewling wake up!! hmmm,now i mux nort vent my anger or even if i dun have the things i want,jux neber mind loh...jux keep quiet...i want to repent...i want to treat my mama good good now...yups...can de...i feel so extreme guilty...sorry mama...:( hmmm,den chatted with mengmeng...CRAPS!!! whoots...fun fun...heex...i lurbb playing with her...hoho...den around 1 plus,i went out of my house le...cos meeting cj and siqin...den went to cs fifth floor to find them...they were evaxing...heex...xD den nehx,went to east-link to eat...on the way to east-link,saw yushan...hohoho...hahas...den cj and siqin both eat...i neber eat...cos i eat porriage before i come out of my house...den we spend almost our time there,cos caijuan ish choosing the worship song she wants...den i stare here and there...so funny...hahas...den nehx,around 3 plus,siqin has to go le...so me and cj went to send her to interchange...den after tat,i went to buy curry puff and bubble tea...den went to library...me and cj at first went to second level...den there was this guy tat makes me and cj laugh like mad...so funny...the guy's expressions...hahas...den we laugh the whole one round of the library...so paiseh...hahas...LOLS...den no place to sit,so we decided to go to first level,kid's corner...hahas...nort many ppl...so we sat there and cj listen to song while i staring again...hahas...cj very funny lahx...hahas...she talk so loud in the library...hahas...thanks god we din get chased out...phew~! heex...den nehx,around 4 plus,walk to rc...cos i suddenly feel like walking...heex...den when reached rc downstairs,meng haben reached yet...so i asked cj to go to the nearby park??hahas...den we sit down there...play,listen to songs...hahas...cj so fun to play...lalalalas...oopss...den nehx,went to rc...started to practise on worship...yupps...hmmm...i believe for tml worship for cg,i can really lead them well and let them really experience god ya...but i still kinda scared,cos first time lead the back part...neber mind...God will guide me and mengmeng will help me de...heex...den nehx,around 7 plus,we left rc and went to bus stop...very funny...okies..hahas...den after waiting bus with caijuan,me and mengmeng went to the nearby park to jog...whees...hahas...i lurbb the presence of mengmeng...also dunno why...heex...den instead of jog,we walk...hahas...cool man...very fun...i enjoyed it!! heex...den also talk and chat...heex...we walked around the park around 5 rounds??hoho...the funniest part ish that mengmeng suggest that i run she chase me...den after tat,i suggest she run i chase her...den she very funny loh...pass me all her things,and den she pull her shorts run...hahas...so cute of meng...heex...den nehx,she pei me to walk to interchange...pei me wait for bus...awww~~ so sweet...heex...i feel like with her presence,i'm nort alone nor lonely...yups..heex...i really wanna thanks God for mengmeng...heex...den nehx,reached home around 8 plus i think...den right now i'm blogging...hmmm,i really wanna change...as in i want my parents to see that i really change in some areas...not like i want to be the apple of their eyes,but i want them to like ermxx,nort causing them to worry or angry abt me...yups...heex...btw,keep me in eur prayer...cos my eyes red again..but nort tat red like last time...but i dun want my eyes red...so yups...keep me in eur prayer tat God will definately heal me...heex...have FAITH!! ermxx...i think i will write till here bahx...cos it's nort very late...and i have to do my devotion...yeah!!tml caregroup...!! heex...jiayou! spirit-led...heex...buhbye...nitexxx...~~
I LURBB MENG MENG!
26th of Nov let's see it come soon...heex...
xD
I LURBB MENG MENG!
26th of Nov let's see it come soon...heex...
xD
hmmm...
Monday, November 06, 2006
i'm wondering...
AM I REALLY VERY QUIET???
AM I REALLY VERY QUIET???
.......
hello...i'm back to post...LOLS...lazy me...hahas..but it wun be a long post...hmmm,my red eyes come back again...sianx 1/2...haixx...i think due to everyday late sleep bahx...so i'll try to sleep as early as possible after i do my devotion de...yupps...but today my eyes nort really tat red...but yesterday de was very red as compared to today...thanks god! i'm sure tml my eyes will definately be white again de...hoho...keep me in eur prayer ya...heex...dunno still gort wad to write...gort!! i'm hungry now...suddenly feel so hungry...but too bad nth to eat..have to wait till tml morning...ahhh!!morning hurry come...hoho...tml go jog jog with meng...whees...hmm,i think i will write till here bahx...buhbye...
I LURBB PLAYING WITH MENGMENG!!
FUN FUN!!! HOHO!!!
xD
I LURBB PLAYING WITH MENGMENG!!
FUN FUN!!! HOHO!!!
xD
AHHHH!!!!!!
Friday, November 03, 2006
alot of things ish stirring up in my minds...
AHHHHHHHH!!!!
i jux want to scream it out...
let me scream let me scream!!!
i'm nort in the correct mood now...
haixx....
:((((
AHHHHHHHH!!!!
i jux want to scream it out...
let me scream let me scream!!!
i'm nort in the correct mood now...
haixx....
:((((
T.H.U.R.S.D.A.Y
Thursday, November 02, 2006
hello...i'm here to blog...hoho...i only left 15 mins to type all wad i wanna type..cos my QT at 12am...hahas...kind of late...but neber mind...hmmm,today ish thursday...morning wakeup around 8plus i think...but i very tired,cos yesterday sleep at 1am++...so i decided to sleep back again...oh no...i wake up around 10.50am...den i was like...CHUM!!! cos meeting cheng at tp at 12pm...den like no time..den quickly rush to do all things...den around 11.35am,went out of my house le...took bus 8 to tp...i feel kinda weird...dunno why...hahas...weirdo me...lalalalas...den nehx,cheng asks me to go library find her??but i can't find the library,so decided to stop...and sms her...but while i sms her,she called me...den saw where she ish...go look for her...hahas...den nehx,pei cheng go canteen eat...the food looks so delicious...yum yum...but i din eat...heex...cheng lurbb to says:it's fattening...hahas...okok...den saw jacq too...but she din saw us...den cheng and me talk talk...den after she finish eating,she brought me to library...den sitted at one corner...talk again...hmmm,i understands somethings le...yupps yupps...ermxx...quite enjoyable spending time with her...heex...i lurbb TP too...hahas...LOLS...den nehx,after tat,we both took bus 89 to rc...saw meng meng at the traffic light there...xD den nehx,went to peiqing's caregroup...whoots!!fun fun...heex...den after tat,around 1 plus i think,me and melissa pei mag to go to food palace to eat...although the food there ish nort alot,but i find wad i want to eat le..hahas...visecare soup??i dunno how to spell...but ish start with V...hahas...so nice...hahas...i wanna go there eat again!! heex...den nehx,around 3 plus,pei mag to go to bus stop to wait for bus...den after tat,me and melissa went back to rc...hahas...had fun with melissa...whees...den went back to rc,meng say melissa pants behind gort ermxx...euu know...hahas...but den ish dun have lahx...hahas..so funny...LOLS...den awhile,we left rc liao...meng,pq,felicia and melissa going to sab's father's shop...while me and melody went home loh...haixx...it's still early...so go home quite boring??but neber mind...hmmm,on bus,i think alot of things??and ermxx...ya...den feel quite moody??cos sleepy bahx...den reached home around 4 plus...use computer awhile and den go sleep at 5.30pm...i sleep from 5.30pm till 6plus plus...really very tired...den eat my dinner...den right now i'm blogging...heex...tml have training class...whees!!! excited!! woohoo...!! xD ermxx...okies...i'll think i'll write till here bahx...buhbye~~
i understand le...wad affects me will and definately affect others...
i understand le...wad affects me will and definately affect others...
......
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
CHEER ME UP
WITH LAUGHTER &
WITH JOY!!!
xDD
awww...
i want to learn guitar!!
:))
XD
WITH LAUGHTER &
WITH JOY!!!
xDD
awww...
i want to learn guitar!!
:))
XD
