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Saturday, March 24, 2007

hello...i'm backed to blog...sorry for not blogging for so long...cos packed with lots of stuffs...
like homework etc...if not ish laziness...ahhhh!!! hmmm...school days weren't a good one...i simply dont like school...because of something that make me feel so...ahhh!! neber mind...sometimes i really wish that there was just this person whom i can spend with every single days and moments,talking and peiing one another...it's just so difficult to find...dont euu all think so?hmmm...let me say about today bahx...morning meet melody around 8am,cos she lending me her guitar...den after that,went home use computer awhile...den jiu go out le...took bus to inter...den from inter took train to novena...for some of euu who know why,just keep it silence alright?actually it's kinda lame...go there jiu can come back le...LOLS...actually wasn't kinda feeling well...cos head was giddy plus i din have my breakfast...den the time ish around 10 plus,i went to walk around novena square...LOLS...hmmm,but i feel lonely at the same time...cos i'm waiting for minyi's sms to let me know she reach city hall le...so that i can take train to somerset and meet her...den walk lai walk qu...finally decided just to wait for her sms at novena mrt station,before tapping the card there...i feel very giddy...have the feeling the i'm so light till can float...hahas...yeah..den waited quite long...den finally she sms come,and off i go,went to somerset to meet her...den we sit down at one side,waiting for caijuan to come...LOLS...that caijuan ish really very funny...LOLS...den saw michelle and sabrina...den while waiting,i ask minyi to do her devotions,while i write cards...den caijuan finally reach...off we go...but we were still early?cos shirley talking to the grads??finally we can go in the american room...den settle down...start by playing i i captain...so funny...i look blur?said by someone...LOLS...but i think so too...cos being pull here pull there,i dunno where to go...hahas...den after that,watch video clips of the grads...it's really a memorable one...den after that ish holy com as a whole district...we can offer the drinks with the cup to the grads...meaning exchange...yeah! see some of the grads and magcry,i nearly tears too...cos can't bear them mahx...oopps...den when nicholas exchange with me,he said something about changkat...yeah! changkat will grow even more...! one cg,one unit, one district will be set up in CHANGKAT!!! this generation will not let changkat died down...there will be even boy's cg...yeah! do my 100%,god will do his 100% as well...can de!! NEVER NEVER EVER GIVE UP!!!! den there will be 17 of the grads transfering...chiachia transfering...i'll miss her...)= prayed for them...den yeah,dennis meeting ish over...den eastE stay at the american room...we talked about mcg...yeah!! it's sure gonna be a cool one man...want to know more,den join us!! hahas...den after that,we went to B2to slack...played card games...hahas...den time to go up to nexus le...caijuan!!! euu are so cute and funny!!! hoho...but seriously she look cute...heex...den nehx,prayer meet...prayed in threes...with melissa and minyi...i ask minyi to pray for me...woohoo!!! den praise and worship was so cool!!! i want to be child-like...hahas...yeah man!! i want to praise and worship god like never before...cos god ish jus just so great!! amen?! den today's sermon really speak to me...it's point 3...i shan't elaborate,if euu want know,ask me...heex...den after service,went to B2 to take district photo...sit beside melody...hahas...so cool man!! EAST ROCKS!! woohoo~~den nehx,we went to s-11...but was changed to le meriden...den i dont feel like eating..suddenly so full like that...also dunno why...collect rc fund...EastE: can euu all pay the remaining rc fund for jan and feb and march asap?so that i wont have to keep on pestering euu all...i'm sure euu all dont like bahx...cos i myself dont really like to chase people for money de...oopps...but for the sake of rc,can euu all pay faithfully?if euu all have any difficulties in paying,let me know alright?(= thanks...den finally i calculated the total amount i will be receiving for the rc fund...yupps...finlly i'm done...den sit there,stare...hahas...all the CLs and UL all go for retreat...den left only me,minyi,mag,sab,melody,melissa and caijuan...after eating,sab and melody went off first...den left only the 5 of us...den around 7 plus,we went off le...went to the grads...take photos with pooi yee...heex...muacks!! i will miss pooi yee too...she ish the one that always make ppl laugh de...jiayou pooi yee!!! =D den went off together with minyi,mag,melissa,kerlyn,caijuan,pooi yee and pei chyi...den walk to doubhy ghaut mrt...melissa and kerlyn go to another place,while the rest went home...we very funny...cos the train ish like fully packed,but we all squeezed in...hahas...saw jessica chow in the train...den nehx,in the train nothing much...after that,reach tampines le...went to buy a curry puff...that's my dinner??den peh chyi buy bubble tea...den when reach inter,minyi told me one thing.but i'm sure still gort alot of things bahx...but never mind..it takes time...den nehx,pei peh chyi to the traffic light...tml ish peh chyi's spiritual birthday...should be 3 years...wish her alright??hoho...den after that went home...yeah!!! spending time with you* ish just so great and memorable...wo ai shi te ru ni!!!* yeah!!! i shall write till here bahx...buhbye...!!


i'm really very scared of her eyes eyes contact!!!ahhhh!!
HAPPY EARLY 3 YEARS SPIRITUAL BIRTHDAY TO PEH CHYI!!! =D


METAMORPHOSIS!!! =D
Wednesday, March 14, 2007

METAMORPHOSIS!!! =D

hey hey...my blog ish revived...hoho...LOLS...
on the 14th of march ish METAMORPHOSIS!!!
woohoo...i think it's the third time i went before le...
if i didnt remember wrongly...hahas...isnt tat cool??=D
first time i went ish for me?cos i'm still a new believer...
chiamin brought me there...=D
second time i help caijuan to take care of siqi and siqin they all...
den today i bring minyi there...woohoo...
was really looking forward to it...hahas...
eastE only have me and minyi...
joey and vivian were suppose to come...
but they can't make it...so sad...)=
they missed out something that's just so great!
was like quite sad...as other caregroup ish like alot of ppl...ahhhh!!!
den meet at small mac,was late again...oopps...
den went to take train with yingying,her contact and yushan
as well as chiamin and minyi!!!
awww~~i miss chiamin can!!! )=
den on the train,they all all sit down on the floor
but i pei minyi stand...i was very very sleepy...
i sleep very little...oopss...hahas...
will nort mention so many things...
so i'll jump to the part of METAMORPHOSIS!
hahahas...when come out of the train,suddenly the rest dunno go where le...
so me and minyi just go first...
den waited outside as it haben open...den the newbie has to take goodie bag...
den minyi very funny,dont dare take...i was like errr...
den help her and everything...den finally can went in...
at first me and minyi sit nort with the eastc and eastf they all,we sit behind them...
no space...den i feel very weird...really have the feeling of should nort have come
as well as being pangseh...it's just so awakard...ahhhh!!
but thanks god they move in den me and minyi went down and sit with them...
the praise songs ish so great...i'm enjoying myself...hahas...
den the teachings was great too...re-learn the things...
actually they very good,theirs teachings was on book...
whereas my times ish file with paper...LOLS...
den after teachings ish break?
fell so awarkard again!ahhhhhhh!!!
went to find peiqing and melissa at hemisphere cafe...
as they are having shepherding...
order cookie and cream and fries...hahas...
den stay there awhile...
1pm le...den me and minyi went off the nexus first...
it's games...!! get into gropus of 7-10 ppl...
my group consists of angel,jingjing,yingying,caijuan,mitchiko,yushan,minyi,two eastF converts...
yupps...that's so cool...leader ish angel and the treasurer ish jingjing...
i miss mitchiko lots...lalalas...hahas...
the game ish like amazing race...so cool right??! hahas...
one thing i never forget ish gort one station ish abt pass ice de...
den the game master start from me...i was like ahhhh!!!
i very scared...ooppps...hahahas...
and the winner district ish northwest i think...
was like WOW!!!hahahas...
den rest first...went back to nexus...
was so tiring...sweat all over...ooopps...
meaning i play very mad okies??hahas...LOLS...
our caregroup members finally can join us...
i no longer feel awarkard anymore...thanks guys!! heex....
den went over to sit with my caregroup members...=D
den gort band performance,the redemnption i think...dunno how to spell...oopps...
that's cool...hahas...gort dance,gort drama as well...
my shepherd mengmeng ish just so cute and funny...hohoho...
PIKACHU!!!! PIKA PIKA!!! hahas...
den teachings...i learn a new ways of drawing the bridge diagram...so cool!
will use the method...hohoho...
hohoho...den ish about holy spirit baptism...
prayed for our new sister,minyi...
den i received something from god while praying for her...
ish that,god wants me to ask minyi to speak out...
god whisper to me,SPEAK!!!
den that time meng gort says,so i din says out...
it's so cool...GOD I WANT EXPERIENCE EUU MORE AND MORE!!!
as well as i asked god for new tongues?heex...
but minyi still haben holy spirit baptise...hmmm...
never mind...MINYI DONT GIVE UP ALRIGHT?!
den went to have dinner...
cos it's dinner time...woohoo...i'm hungry...hahas...
minyi and peiqing din eat...
so me and caijuan decided to bless them...hahas...
we both went to cold storage...
actually wanna buy biscuits to bless every of our caregroup members de...
but nort enough money...
so decided to buy fu choy for peiqing and minyi...
den went back,pass them,den me and caijuan went to buy food to eat...
cos it's only left 5 more mins...
den quickly buy and eat...den i eat till very xin ku...
cos i stuff everything...LOLS...
den yeah!! went back to nexus...still early...LOLS...
den it's the FINALE!!!!
FINALE ISH ALWAYS THE COOLEST PART!!! dont euu agree?hoho...
praise god,worship god...!!!!
i really enjoy myself...heex...
den gort one part ish whereby ULs pray for the new brothers and sisters...
den i pei minyi went down...
she never give up...
she continues to ask the UL to pray for her to be holy spirit baptise...
i was WOW!!! hahahas...
and cheng said she has been holy spirit baptise!!!
that's cool!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!! woohoo!!!
everytime when it ish going to end,they will ask for more!!!
hahas...cool right??hahahas...
den it ended around 8 plus...went home after that...
was sleepy too...den i take bus 3 home...
listen to my mp3...fa-dai~ing...hahas...
yeah!!!! overall wad i wanna say ish tat...
METAMORPHOSIS ISH JUST JUST JUST SO GREAT AND WONDERFUL!!!
A GREAT TIME TO KNOW GOD MORE AS WELL!!!!
DONT EVER MISSED OUT IF EUU HAVE THE CHANCE THE GO!!!
NEVER EVER!!! OKAYS? =D
I WANT TO GO FOR EVERY METAMORPHOSIS!!!
meaning i must have new believers!!! whees...!!coolness~~
yeah!! SIEWLING JIAYOU!!!! EASTE JIAYOU! EVERYONE JIAYOU!!!!
heex...okaes...blog till here...buhbye...
METAMORPHOSIS RAWKS!!!!
=DDD


Y-HOPE SHEPHERD APPRECIATION!!! =D

Y-HOPE SHEPHERD APPRECIATION!!!

to my dearest shepherd:
BERNYCE JASMINE SIM MENG HONG!!!
hey...shepherd...this affirmation ish for you...
continue to read on to find out more...=D

woohoo!!! excited excited!! xD

i still remember on the 7 august 2006...
there ish restructuring...
i from EASTC to EASTE...
and that day ish whereby you are my SHEPHERD!!!
but before EASTE,i have already known you in EASTC!!
i remember tat when i first know you are my shepherd,
i was "UH OH!"cos i very scared of you...oopps...=x
i also dunno why...hahas...
you all must be wondering that
she seems so funny,so easy get along,but i just very very scared of her...
it's kinda funny right?hmmm...
maybe there ish fear of you within me...?HAHA!

BUT...this shepherd of mine,really cares alot for me...
-->Incident 1:EVERYTIME if she knows that i din eat,she will ask me to eat if not she herself also dont eat...thus,in order i dont want her to starve,or because of me she dont eat,so i buy food and eat in the end...
--->Incident 2:I remember one time before service,i tell her i have sore throat,den when saw her during service she bought a box of strepsil for me...i'm so touched...
--->Incident 3:during shepherding she will buy food/drinks for me if i nort eating...such as iced milo and chocolate sundae...but one time i really feel bad,as i din even touched the choclate sundae at all...i sense that she ish kinda sad,but i really dont feel like eating...no appetize or maybe i'm just full...SORRY SHEPHERD! hai you waste money...


but shepherd,although till now i'm nort accountable or submissive to you,i promise i'll try my very best to account to you everything okies?and i confess something:I'M REALLY STUBBORN! =x although i'm a stubborn and difficult sheep,i know tat you never give up on me,as well as you will do all ways to help me...
--->Incident 4:there was this one day when i really very troubled with my problems,and you know it,so you came over to my house corridor and sms me asked me to come out to meet you,but i just rejected euu and asked euu to go down to my house voideck,cos if nort i will get scolded...den euu sms ask me to come down,i once again rejected you...but you keep persuading me down,despite i keep rejecting you,but one thing tat make me touched was tat you said: you can wait for me to come down even if there ish no bus you will still wait,even you have to walk home you also dont mind...i was like ahhhhh!! "why are you persistent!?"but i know you meant well to me,but in the end,i did not meet you.

i'm really very inspired by her as well...
i guess everyone around her do get inspired by her too...am i right?
her passion for the lost souls,her fire buring for JESUS ish always there!!
she never fails to inspire us as well as she never give up on me or even others too!!!
she puts others before herself as well...
--->Incident5:everytime go to a place or come out of a place,she will open doors and even wait for every single people to go out,she den go out.

THANKS SHEPHERD FOR EVERYTHING!!!!
I APPRECIATE WHAT'VE DONE;
AS WELL AS I APPRECIATE YOU!!!
YOUR SHEEP HERE LOVE <33 YOU
I LOVE MY SHEPHERD!<33
**picture of her below!!=DD**



your difficult yet cute sheep here =pp:
SIEWLING xD

-We are from EASTE!! =D


12.03.2007
Monday, March 12, 2007

for my previous post,dont really need to care much bahx and i have deleted it...
cos the only way i think it can help me ish by blogging...
i just dunno wad happen to me...haissh...)=
i'm just nort feeling well and just nort myself...!
but still wanna thanks some of euu for showing me care ya...
euu should know who euu are...heex...
thanks girls!!! =D

Oral:
my oral for today dunno ish die or alive...LOLS...
dead part ish i use alot of den horx,english sub in...!!
ahhhhh!! i force myself nort to say anymore,but can't control...
just hope tat i wont minus marks...oopps...
den the lang du thing,i alot of words read wrong,as in too nervous...
but i read slow to calm myself down...LOLS...
but overall actually nort tat bad...
teacher comment:read nort bad,and for the conversation,ideas nort bad...
whees...just hope tat i will get very good marks bahx...
A1 for chinese!!! JIAYOU!!!

Studies:
get back progress report...
ish so dead can...
i failed three...
dnt,amaths,emaths...
this ish the worst result i ever get man!!!
neber mind...this ish just the beginning...
i will strive and work harder from NOW!!!
no moe SLACKING...!! but i'm really lazy...
can i find a study buddy??ahhhh!!!!
one question tat bother me alot ish:
should i drop amaths??
but.........
I JUST WANT TO GET A TUTOR!!!

Personal:
haissh...i really feel like breaking down...
or maybe i'm breaking down now...?
everything seems so WRONG!!!
wad had happen to me??!?
i just feel like shouting all i can...
ish there anyone i can confide to mahx?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
ppl around me can sense i'm sad...
but i just dont want them to worry for me...
so i can only pretend tat i'm alright...
haissh!!!!
to me,something dont really mean anything to me le?
easpecially THAT!!! ish it??
never mind...dont wanna say le...
haishhh...


tears tat just over flow deep in my heart all day...
it can never be mend back anymore!!!!
)=


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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

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