:+:LiNg:gErl:+:

MOVED! (=

2009-08-29T23:00:00.001-07:00

dear people, i have moved.
no longer using this blogger anymore.
want my new link? ask me onlineeee!
cuiyun, heehee, ask my new link online! (=
andand, in one week times, i will close down this blog as well.
loveyou people! =DD

heeheee

2009-06-19T14:01:00.000-07:00

just changed my blogskins.
nice isnt it? but to me,it's nice,so i decided to change.
heeheee, ask me for my new moved blog. (=
the links part i will update again,no worries yea. (=
want me to link you,just kindly leave your links behind.
xiexieeeeeee!
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

loveyaaaa!!!!!!!!

i love cookiesncream.

2009-05-21T23:25:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLOOOOO PEOPLEEEE!
i wanna officially announce that........

I HAVE CREATED WORDPRESS ACCOUNT!
YAYNEESSSSS! (=

so i might no longer blog here,
or probably i will come back once in a while here ba?
thanksss ilovecookiesncream.blogspot.com
me lovee you deeep deeep ohhhhh!
and here comes wordpress.
wanna know my link,ask meeeee! (=

bye peopleeee.
i will be back! (=
however you guys can still tag on my tagboard.
i will still check and see this blog yea.
SMILLEEEEEEE! =D
heeheeee. misssssss me!
LOVE YA! =DDDD

hohohoho! (=

2009-05-15T13:41:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! (=
no school from wed to fri, it's kinda bored though. =/
though i can have plenty of rest! heeheee.
wed stayed at home till evening,and then go for cg.
thurs i stayed at home the whole day. hurry,say i guai. hahahahas
actually need to go down church office to help cg collect flag day shirt,
but since i din go out on thurs,i decide to fri den go collect it.
and actually got class bbq de,but i dunno any info,so i din went also.
today is fri. meeting candace later and then cooperate prayer meet at suntec.
awesome! cooool yo! =D
and,tell you all something.
i wanna have a wordpress blogger! hahahahhas.
cos it can lock the post,which means i can type anything i want.
as in what God speaks to me individually,i can type out so as to remind myself.
so coooooooooooooooool!
it just gonna be like a blog between me and God if i lock it.
but i cant think of any meaningful username. )=
ohmannnn,any suggestions?
i feel like changing this link also. LOLS.
shall see how it goes.
and recently,think i have addict to restaurant city? hahahhas
but the interesting part i like is level up only. LOLS.
im looking forward to sat and sun alsooooooo!
im so gonna enjoy myself before my next module and before school start the next week.

joke of the day:
i thought today is saturday. and saturday i have APEL lesson from 9-12pm.
and i wake up about 10 plus,so i jump out of my bed,
heart beating very fast. LOLS. and i remember today is friday.
phew,scared me.
cos need to go APEL in order to graduate.
hahahhahahahahs!

and and,siew is looking forward to her next module tooooooo!
im so gonna pray it wont be a combine class.
pleaseeeeeeeeeee. hahahhahhas!
will update againnnnnn!
MISSSSSSSSSSSS ME! =DDDDDD

YAYYY! end of 1st module! =DD

2009-05-13T12:26:00.000-07:00

i wanna start this post by announcing that..........
I FINALLLLY HAVE UNLIMITED SMS!!!!!!!!
woooooooohoooooooooo!
(=

tadaaas! today is Week 4,Wednesday!
last week of module and submission for the design students.
and guesss what????
my teacher taught finish earlier, so,we ended our first module yesterdayyy!
which means wed to friday i need not go school already,
awaits till next mon for my new module: Intruduction to Visual Merchandising
YAYYYYYYYY!

firstly,i sum up my first module.
my first module is: Architecture Drawing.
though im once a DnT student,but i totally forget about all the techiques and all.
and last time got alot of people helping me.
but now,less help.
ohmannnnn,of cos,this wasnt a happy module for me in some ways.
i struggle quite alot silently?
at first when i draw at home,cos was like an assignment.
den the next day when i come back school and take a look at my friends' one,
im definately 100% wrong. ohmyyyyy!
i spent my time drawing,lesser sleep,i still draw wrongly.
im disaapointed and of cos sad.
but know what?
i really still wanna thanks God for his faithfulness to me.
Indeed,he bless me with friends who will be there to help me.
namely,Jolene,she really helps me alot. thanks!!!!
and friends like huiwen and zhixuan and carleen,for tahan-ning my lameness.
HAHAHAHAHHAS!
and also, God really bless me with his peace and patient.
cos to say frankly,i dont really feel stress with this module,though i struggle.
i still tackle my drawing slowly and steadily! PRAISEEEEEEE GOD!!!!!
and through this 4 weeks of Architectural Drawing,
i had indeed improve and better understanding as well.
thankssss GOD! =DDDDDD

my first shepherding with ahbe was on last week friday at bedok pizza hut!
woooohooooo! she's dumb.
hahahhaahhas,but seriously we have a great time of laughing.
especially with that oyster sauce. hahahhas!
after eating,pei her to get shoes.
however she did not find the one she like.
and we parted,she went for meeting at city hall,
while i went back tp with a pizza hut ballon for cg evaluation!
(= balloooons are loved!
*hinthint*

meet up with ahbe again on monday,
had lunch with her at design canteen! =DDDDD
our shepherding is to do our submissions.
went to artstudios. awesommmmme!
thanks God for her for blessing me with biscuits!
and the dumbest moment i have today is: i lost my way in design school.
cos all the rooms look the same,so i called ahbe. hahahhahas!
and we took loads of funny photos. hahahas!
left at 6.30pm,and home sweet home after that! (=
i ask vivian for help also,thanks God for her!!!!

tuesday submissions,rushed everything.
i din managed to finish my two point perspective.
plus i dunno how also. but i really pray that God will bless me.
but i feel a sense of satisfied and relieved and JOY!
like finallllly,complete that module le! wheeeeees!
im a happpy kid! =D

yippppeeeeeeee!
caregroup later on.
will update you guys again. buhbyyye!
currently in love with facebook-restaurant city. wooooooo! hahahas!
and JIAYOUUUUUU EVERYONE!!!!!!!
for doing projects,submissions......
=DDDDDDD SMILES!

end off with:
I HAVE A GOD WHO IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME 24/7
XIEEEXIEEEEEE JESUS! =D
*Dear God,my prayer today is that i wanna draw near and closer back to you once again*

i wannna go loads of placess.
eat loads of thingssss!
ohhhhh,anyway freeeeee? hahahhahahas!

[edit]
caregroup was awesome muchieeee! =D
lead holycom with chester,
din really reherse with him,but i believed we did a good job!
hahahhas,thanks God for him!
worship- i really feel refreshed!
why? because God showed me something.
God showed me two people- a adult and a child.
overall the picture and what God is trying to tell me is that:
"Come near to God,and God will take a thousands,hundreds steps to us."
God is never ever too far from us.
All we have to do is just take one steps,and God will run towards us.
and also,i reflect alot also in my spiritual life.
i really want to be like Jacob,one who wrestle with God till God bless him.
i want to be like him,i want God to use me greatly.
though i might not have any sheep now,i believed,one day, i will bear fruits!
and that one day will be sooooon ohhhh! (=
keep me in prayer okays?
i really dont want my spirit of being ready to serve God to the max to die down.
yea mannn! SPURR ME ON!
IM READYYYY! BRING IT ON! =DDDDD
amen! (=

=DDDDDDDDDDD

2009-04-30T23:50:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO!
im back to blog oh.... =DDDDD
i will sum up all that happen to me.
firstly,i wanna announce the CCA i join in TP.
wanna make a guess first???

tadaaaaaa!
i joined TPSU and VC! hahahahahhas!
i really hope i can get in! YEA MAN! =DDDDDDD
coooollllllllllllllll yo!

finalllly,two weeks of architectural drawing had past!
im seriously over the mooon!
hahahahahas,two more weeks,and architectural drawing will be down.
YAYYYY! cant wait.
anticipating what i will learnt next. heehee.
but im quite sad in ways like i spend my night and time drawing,
and know what???
alll i draw wrongly de. meaning my effort kinda waste though.
but nvm,i will still work hard for it.
though architectural drawing is like dnt,just that we drawing buildings,
however i really just feel im noob yo. )=
cos i really like all dunno how to draw. ohhhhhhhmaaaaaaan, God help me.
and now,know what we are doing??
WE NEED TO DRAW ON A1 PAPER!!!!!
it's alot alot alot times bigger than A4,ohmy!!!!! go find out youself how the size looks like.
really wanna faint already. )=

and apart from school,i have a new shepherddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she's none other thannnnnn................
AHBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! =DDDDDDDD
but candace,i still love you trucky trucky loadsss ohhhhhh! =D

i end my post here okays, feeling kinda tired already. goodnightsss dudes!
i will update sooooon! =D

ohohohoho

2009-04-22T21:57:00.000-07:00

heyyyyyyy! i decided to blog today.
today ah,i got to know new friends!
carleen,cheryl and another two malay girls.
today im punctual for lessons yo! cheers with me!
as again,architecture drawing tutorial again.
and know what?? from week 1-4,we will be learning and doing that.
i thought only for this week. ohmannnn! )= im sad.
i cant draw for nuts man,seriously.
but by the end of week 4,i really hope that my drawing will become nicer and nicer.
yea man!!!!
today im nice,hahahas,cos we need to take board for us to like draw properly.
den i help my classmates take lei,which i totally havent talk to them before.
and that's how i know cheryl! a very friendly girl!
today is orthographic drawing,to me,that should be alright.
however,i find it hard to visualize,ohmannn! SCREAMSSS!
but i promised that every work i had,i will put in my best effort!
PASSION FOR DRAWING AND DESIGN! =DDDD
after lesson,we had induction programm.
we like tourists like that,walking round and round to look for the places. ahhahahs!
and i can say my classmates are funny.
i saw celia and wilson today tooo!!!! my primary school friends.
went to school bookshop after everything.
and the things they sell are really very expensive!!! SCREAMMMS!
den i accompany jolene to see laptop,after which took bus 8 home.
however on my way home,i decided to go tamp inter instead.
cos i have not pay 8 bucks for my ezlink card.
den i went to popular to get my sketch book. and home after that.

tmr i will be having lunch with CARLEEN! hahahas!
i hope to know her better as well.
and probably art.friend tmr too. YAYNESSSS!
lunching with JOLENE on friday.
my class is really kind of scattered,really hope that soon,we will be united as one.
having lunch together,going out together etc.
currently considering what cca/s to join.
i feel like joining student union,however alot of people said need alot of commitment.
might be joining visual centre?take photograph de.
i wanted to join dance esemble initially,however,decided not to?
arent very sure yet,shall see what i join in the end den. heehee.

alrights,i shall end my post here.
SIEWLING will try her best to practise drawing everyday.
ohmannnnn! )=
i believe i can do it! JIAYOUUUU WORS!
goodbye people!
MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS MEEEEEE! =DDDD

AWESOMMME! (=

2009-04-20T23:29:00.000-07:00

DESIGN ORIENTATION CAMP: CAMP-X
was definately a blast.
one word: AWESOMEEEEEE!

this is my Sub-Empire: Korey!
Freshie cum GLs, YOU GUYS ROCKS!!!!!

finally,4 days 2 nights of DOC was over.
it's definately tiring.
slept for only about 3 hours per day. :S
i will just sum up everything.
Xanthe lurbb lurbb chicken dance,tp mass dance and tp school song.
not forgetting tp hand sign song,cooooollllllll!
night walk,i gave up.
actually i wanna take light stick de,but in the end,i still back out.
hahahahhas,cos i was dead serious scared yo!
so i went medics instead. hahahhas!
but hearing all the ghost stories,i really wondering if it's real.
some sounded so real,goosebumps.

and finally! today is my first day of school in POLY LIFEEE! woooohooooooo!
for design school,we had Genesis Student Comm.
which is like director's talk,some performance etc,and then it ended about 12 plus.
the others who had classes after that had to go for their lesson
as for me,im happpppy! cos from week 1-4 my class is from 9am-12pm!
wheeeeees! which means today no lesson for me.
so i meet up with nigel,zx and kesha to go Tampines1 to meet May.
wilfred join us after that.
and we had kfc for lunchhhhhhh! wheeeees! my craving man! =DDDDDD
den after that,may and kesha went back school for the lesson.
me,wilfred and nigel went back home.
and know what? i walk home!!!!!!! wheeeees! save money! hahahahas! =D
and back home,fall asleep on sofa while watching tv.
right now im feeling headache and a bit sore throat though.
God,i pray that i wont fall sick.

looking forward to tmr!!!!!!!
first lesson,first class!!!!!
and i will know my classmates toooo!!!!!!!
YAYNESSSSS! =D

hahhahas,i will blog till here.
i will continue my updates probably tmr?
yeaa,goodnightsss dudes! =DDDDDDDD

HAPPY APRIL FOOOOL! xD PIGU's CONVERSATION!

2009-04-01T23:59:00.000-07:00

heehee, this post is gonna be how gullible and funny my pigu is!
i introduce my pigu to you all,
she's none other than HYALYN ANG CAIJUAN! hahahhas!
HAPPY APRIL FOOOOLLLL! =DDD

' GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
pigu
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
)=
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
Hyalyn =) says:
yossie!
Hyalyn =) says:
heh? wad happened?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
i tell you something
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
dont be stumbled or what
Hyalyn =) says:
ok
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
recently i stead with a guy
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
because the guy really very sweet and caring towards me
Hyalyn =) says:
hmm..wad isit abt de?

she dc,and she's offline,but shortly,here she is.....

`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
you got see what i type?
Hyalyn =) says:
nope..
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
dont stumbled
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
prepare yourself first
Hyalyn =) says:
hmm okie..
Hyalyn =) says:
but wad isit regarding?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
i recently stead with a guy
Hyalyn =) says:
waa..okie
Hyalyn =) says:
since when start de?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
2 weeks before?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
cos he wooed me really touch dao me alot alot
Hyalyn =) says:
ohh okay..then nw still tgt?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
ya,how?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
i begin to love him more and more
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
i scared i will neglet god
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
den because today i go out with him,i din go cg
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
sat i might not go service also,he meeting me
Hyalyn =) says:
hmm..but how you get to kno this guy de?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
my sec school classmates
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
he wooed me since sec 3
Hyalyn =) says:
waa..okie. nvr heard you say b4
Hyalyn =) says:
hmm..wad makes you finaaly accept him and not in sec 3?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
dunno leh,just very touched by him
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
he very sweet
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
he even give me 100 heart using straw to fold
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
really feel that he's super sweet
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
think i cant live without him le
Hyalyn =) says:
ohh okay..
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
how?

i keep asking pigu how,hahahahas,cos i want it to sound so real that i need advises. LOLS

Hyalyn =) says:
hmm..will you fall away becos of BGR?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
i guess will
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
dont feel like going cg or service anymore le
Hyalyn =) says:
hmm..wads the root issue of why you dun like gg cg? that guy?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
ya,because we promised to meet everyday
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
den like let's say i meet him awhile,of cos i feel bad la,den like that ps him
Hyalyn =) says:
hmm..frm wad you said. you might fall bcos of bgr. its better to stop and evaluate ur life than the worst come to be..
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
but i dont wanna leave him
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
he's like everything to me now
Hyalyn =) says:
did your shepherd/caretaker kno abt this?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
still candace
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
but she dunno
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
dont wish to tell her also
Hyalyn =) says:
huh..okie
Hyalyn =) says:
must be accoutable lei..
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
but might not be now ba
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
how?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
perhaps i should just leave god
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
i love him too deeply
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
arghhhh
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
freak me
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
hais,i dont feel love by my cg or candace at all
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
i just feel so lonely when i with spiritual ppl
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
but with him,i just feel confortable,i just love the feeling with him
Hyalyn =) says:
hmm okay. you dun feel offended by wad i say k. but i still wanna say. I dun think that ur relationship will last. it is not one that is according to God's plan.
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
i think will last
Hyalyn =) says:
you say think only mahx. see you are not certain as well
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
i mean will last
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
you will never know also ma
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
he's really someone very devoted to his gf de
Hyalyn =) says:
definitely not. cos
Hyalyn =) says:
but you know that is it not according to God's plan
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
he's really devoted
Hyalyn =) says:
hmm..can you see things in a longer perspective? normally teenager bgr as you cn see. how many will end up tgt in the long run.
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
but who knows,he will be the right guy for me
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
cos he really there for me everytime
Hyalyn =) says:
okay..this is oni how you feel now
Hyalyn =) says:
2 cor 6:14-15
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
nvm
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
probably you wont see me anymore in serving god ba
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
sorry i cant be your budd anymore

awww,pigu is very sweet here,you all dont jealous okays?hahahhas!

Hyalyn =) says:
hey siew ling,
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
nvm,you still have jing and melissa as your budd
Hyalyn =) says:
it really hurts me to hear you say that and ur thougths of backsliding. though we may be distant but i really care abt you de.
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
nvm ba
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
dont need care about me anymore
Hyalyn =) says:
even if you were to backslide or anything, can we still be frend? i dont want to just lose contact with you just like that..
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
ehs,i dont wish to
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
sorry
Hyalyn =) says:
okay
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
dont sad
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
goodbye pigu
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
this is my last time calling you pigu le
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
byebye
Hyalyn =) says:
wait!
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
i will delete you from msn too
Hyalyn =) says:
wait arh.
Hyalyn =) says:
wad are your plans nw? you not gg cg n svc anymore?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
dont think so
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
i wont contact my shepherd or cg anymore
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
i will just MIA
Hyalyn =) says:
so you gonna delete them frm msn as well?!
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
yeaps
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
bye pigu
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
can say bye to me?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
last bye

hahhaas,i ask her to say last bye to me cause i wanna call her and say HAPPY APRIL FOOL instead of using msn. heehee.

Hyalyn =) says:
even if want to MIA but can dont MIA frm me?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
cant,sorry
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
unless you dont talk god to me ba
Hyalyn =) says:
ohh okay..can.
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
so how you feeling now?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
are you stumbled?

this is sad,definately.

Hyalyn =) says:
hmm..im really disappointed in you.
Hyalyn =) says:
for the decision that you hv made.
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
sorry den
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
bye den
Hyalyn =) says:
wait !

the pretty pretty coming,i was suppose to type to my cg members,but i type in the wrong conversation,so ended up i lied my way through,and my budd thought i talking to my "boyfriend". hahahahas!

`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
pretty pretty coming
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
type wrong
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
sorry
Hyalyn =) says:
we still keep in touch alright? i can dun talk to you abt God if you dun like de.
Hyalyn =) says:
you are talking to tht guy nw arh?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
=x
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
anymore?
Hyalyn =) says:
you haven reply me lei..
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
what?
Hyalyn =) says:
we still keep in touch k?
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
anything
Hyalyn =) says:
okie..dun ignore me horx
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
pick up my call

hahahas,this is the time i call her,and she is really funny,hahahhas.
and the time i will never forget,few mins before April Fool end.
that's why i quickly called her.hahahhas!
who asks her to online,hahahhas.
know why she believe,cos im too busy to meet her up,that's why she really thought i stead. hahahahas.

`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
i want say one last thing
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
YOU ROCKS!
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
muacks muakcs!
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
(=
Hyalyn =) says:
of cos la
Hyalyn =) says:
LUNCH horx!
`GnilweiS, Xanthe___ (= i love MSPIG! says:
HAHAHHAAS
you very funny yo!
Hyalyn =) says:
chEat my feeling still say lo. hahaa
Hyalyn =) says:
see my msn nick
Hyalyn =) says:
haa
Hyalyn =) says:
nw the whole world knows tht you owe me LUNCH!

hahahas,she's really a sweet budd. thanks girl! hahahahas!
meet uppp soooooon girl!
and throughout this conversation,can see that pigu is really serious,while i keep laughing,while my brother thought i crazy or something. LOLS!
to sum up all, i really thanks GOD for placing this gullible yet sweet pigu in my life to bless me and be there for me,yea! XIEEXIEEE JESUS and XIEXIEEE to my PIGU! =D
muacksss! YOU ROCKS MAN! =DDDDDDDD
* fyi,i dont even have stead yea,it's a prank! hahahas!
*laughs!

Xanthe is Excited! =D

2009-03-30T23:10:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLOOOOOOO!
changed my blogskins, coooolllllll!
though it's like still plain and white. heehee.
most of the times i wanted to blog,
but i blog halfway and im bored le.
so hahahas,alot of my post is draft.
too bad,awwwww.

i have too many things to blog,but i dunno start blogging from where.
i promised i will blog more soon.
currently having a bad headache,so giddy. :S
this week is gonna be a busy week.
will be having and going to TP FOW from thurs to sat.
and tmr,caregroup outing at SENTOSA!
am so looking forward for that.
currently ezlink card no money,so i will be taking bus down.
will be spending time with God on bus as well.
God,i long to hear from you. Speak to me.
i believe my bus trip with God tmr gonna be so fruitful!

Soon,Poly life gonna start.
blink blink blink,it's another about 3 more weeks to school start.
ohno,im scared. dunno how will it be like.
meanwhile,im excited tooooooo!!!
woohooooooo! =D
RHD! yay! im cominggggg!

1 more days and it's gonna be APRIL!
early April fool. hahahahhas!
alright,think i end my post here.
will update soooonnnnnnn! =DDD
i want jobbbbbbbb!!!!

i wanna end off with,
this month,xanthe siewling is gonna grow in:
LOVE GOD! LOVE PEOPLE!

buhbye! =D

PRAISEEEE GOD! (testimonies)

2009-02-04T22:08:00.000-08:00

HELLLLLLLOOOOO!
miss me? muahahahhahahas!
im back to update my blog again.
though it's kinda dead. =/

today i wanna blog about God's faithfulness in my life.
it's really very coooool and awesome that i wanna blog about it!!
here it goes-----------

it's regarding about the poly that i will be going yea.
firstly,through JAE,im being posted to rp: business information systems.
which is like my last choice. =.=
and,my sec school,which is changkat,is also my last choice.
of cos at first i really wasnt happy about the poly im posted to ya.
like it's my last choice and rp somemore.
i also tried JPSAE with my dnt folio too.
at first,i thought JPSAE sucessful candidates will be notify by email or sms also.
which i din receive it la, so i assume it's not successful.
of cos,im sad.
den went tp ask the lecturers there for advisement.
think of just retaking 'O', think of not going poly this year basically.
however, it's like not wise.
den i really think alot.
like should i change course,go private school etc etc.
i even wrote an appeal letter,with the help of sam whang.

den on the last day of appeal.
i really dunno how. im lost.
but im certain that i will just go rp ba.
like should i change course? cos i wanted design and not business.
alot of things are running in my mind.
so i ask my kor,i ask candace they all for advise.
so i set with my appeal course,but havent submit.
so i went blog surfing.
and i came across a blog saying what go JPSEA webby.
den i remember can go that website to check my result.
so i just give it a try lo,i just go that website.
and know what???!!!!!

i log on to my account and it says:
Congratulations! You have been accepted into Retail & Hospitality Design * at Temasek Polytechnic.
at that moment,i really feel like jumping around!!!! =DDDDD
im really over-filled with joy in my life!
because that course is my third choice.
and as well my desired course too.
i call candace first,but she din pick up,so i call my kor,follow by anqi,yuping,chiaman,caijuan.
i really really very very happpy!!! like wahhhh! =DD
and that course COP is 16,which is like 8 points lesser than mine.
amazed yea?
God's definately faithful.
just then,i remember candace tell me: God will not give me the second best, God will give me the BEST!
WWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWW!
PRAISEE GOD!

Throughout the process of choosing school,course,God really faithful,God really is there for me.
nevertheless,God bless people around me too.
to be there for me,encourage me and so on.
im really happy to have such a big God,such an awesome God.
AMEN & AMEN!

and for your info,i went for JPSAE interview,
and it's definately crap,like what i say ah.
i screwed up most of the things they ask.
but wow,it's really God who put words in my mouth.
i still remember,candace accompany me there.
and while waiting for my turn,i literally shaking lo.
like it's really very scary.
i need to talk to 3 teachers.

but wow! im really bless by God so so so so much!
heeheeheeheehee. God rocks my life.
God,thank you. (=

that's all i wanna blog,
wanna encourage everyone of you,God will bless,definately! however wait for his right timing.
yea.
me lurbb lurbb JESUS!!! =DDD
God i just wanna say: XIEEEXIIEEEEEE!
You never leave me alone.

at the same time,i really wanna thank God for people like my shepherd:candace,that she is always there for me,be it for advisements,pei me,etc etc. wow,im really very touched. thanks God for you shepherd! My cg also,when they know im sad about my posting results,they are there for me too. My bestfriend,anqi,for always being there cheering me up,encouraging me. My sheep,yuping. Can really see she put in her best effort to encourage me. My pigu too,caijuan! for giving me advise,be there for me. And also, my korkor too! heehee. thanks people! you guys rock!!! =DDDDD

Awesome God! AMEN! =D

inyou, i commit everything.

2009-01-16T00:45:00.000-08:00

just submitted my choices of school/s and courses.
mixed feelings now. :S
dunno to be happy,tensed,scared etc etc.
i really hope and wish to get into the courses and school i want.
God,i pray.

submitted JPSAE too.
with my Dnt folio as backing.
awaiting their call/sms/email for interview.
i want i want i WANT!!!!
let it be a success! (=

i just wanna say:
inyou,i WILLNOT waver.
inyou,i WILLNOT worry.
inyou,i WILL trust.
inyou,i commit everything unto your hands.
for i know you had already have a plan for me.
you holds my future.
[ My Future's Decided]
i shall not fear,instead,i trust you more and more.
Amen.

God,filled me with your presence more and more each day.

rejoice in all and any circumstances!!!
=DDDDD
(((((((((=
:)))))))))))

YAYYYY! =DDD

2008-11-24T13:41:00.000-08:00

HELLLLLOOOO GUYSS!!!
it has been loooonng since i last blog.
due to my comp crashed.
that's sad. after O's and my comp is like that. )=
ahhhhhh!!! I MISSS MY COMPPP!!!

but anyway,yay!
REJOICE! because O's is over for already 13 days.
and of cos,right now,is officially holidays!!!
YAYYYNESSSS!!!!!! =DDD
i have loads of things wanna wanna doooo!!!
tanning,night cycling,shopping,catching up,good food etc etc....
anyone wanna book me???
booookk me out soooonnnn!!!! =DDD

for my 13 days since O's over,
it's definately relaxing and freeee!
hahahahaas,din did much.
except for catching up with people.
but yea.i'll definately make use of my holidays wisely! =DD

yesterday,on the 23rd of nov,
i went to my cousin's wedding ceremony.
it's held at holiday inn [ parkview ],which is near to somerset.
went there,i saw hopekids. (=
the wedding was definately a grand one and a laughable and enjoyable one.
whhhhhyyyyy?
because my cousin [guy] being the haijun,work on seas.
got 6 of his collegues,took a long sword?den the bride and bridegroom will walk through it.
den before the dish are served,the waiter and waitress perform a short catwalk.
followed by the chef with a very very big stomach,walking out dancing and touching his stomach.
hahahahhahahas!
everyone of us got a small wedding bear each,sweeet and cuteee!
the dishes was simply yummy-li-cious!
yaynessss! hahahhahaas!
however,i missed out shepherd meet.
it's my first time of wear heels too.
ermmm,that's so uncomfortable to walk.

work,right now jobless.
cant find any worth the money one.
anyone got job intro,tellll meee! =D

this week,i will make use of my time wisely.
and and,word for life coming very very soooon.
and and ANDDD! HEROES CAMPPP coming soooon tooo!
i wan to take this time to grow a big time and having new breakthroughs too.
expecting trucks loads for God to use me and work in my life.

and and,im not going to give up the lives which God has entrusted me.
daphne,amanda,lihui.
because they matters to God alot alot.
i pray that they will come back sooooonnnn!
nevertheless,the friendship i have with them,wll not break too.
yea yea! love them! =DD

and and...SHEPERDING WITH CLPH THIS FRIDAYYYY!!!
must feel privilege your name is here okays.
heehee. look forward to thisss fridaysss! xDD

I also miss samantha sister!
she gonna cook fried rice for me!!!! yay!!!!
im waiting for you and your friend rice,sis! =DDD

alrights. i will end my post here ba.
MISSSSS MEEEE!!!

(=

2008-11-05T21:11:00.000-08:00

hohohoho, i change my blogskin.
though is plain, but i like the colours.
BRIGHT! hahahas.
it will be a temporary blogskin.
hahahahahs,thought of changing to livejournal though.
kinda sicked of blogspot.

YAY! rejoice with me.
2 more papers to go.
literature and science-mcq.
sooon it's gonna be over.

i will blog longer for my next post after my O's.
wait and stay tune. heehee.

all in all,God is indeed faithful.
thankyou God. Amen.

=DDDDDDDDDDDDD

iprayipray

2008-10-09T09:22:00.000-07:00

im here to blog okays.
shouldnt i be studying and not here? =/
just a short post will do. heehee.

ahhhhhhhh,7 MORE DAYS TO O'S PRACTICAL
AND 11 MORE DAYS TO MY FIRST CHEM PAPER.
times flies fast man! time dont wait for me.
SSSCCCRRREEEAAAMMMS!!!!!!!!!!!!
God,iprayiprayandipray for the following:
1. DISCIPLINED!
2. LOVE TOWARDS MY STUDIES!
3. GIVING MY ALL FOR EVERYTHING!
4. WISDOM AND UNDERSTANDING!
5. STRENGTH!!!
[dudes,can help me pray too] (:

God,during this time of nearing O's,im not gonna forget about you.
my commitment to you on 09Oct. i am and will stay committed to you my whole life.
not my emotions,nor any circumstances will waver my relationship with you.
im gonna stand strong,im gonna shine in this period of time.
God,give me extra dose of strength,that whenever come to sudies,
my eyes will blinkblink with love,that im gonna study to my best.
God,i want be disciplined too,let me catch the urgency,stir it up in my oh God.
stir stir it up so strongly oh God. that whenever my books are right infront of me,i will be obedient to sit down and study. yeaps.
God,i also pray for wisdom and knowledge,that all these will be upon me as i study.
all that i dont understand,i will understand it oh lord.
all these i pray,in jesus name,AMENNN!!!!

im not going to study this BIG BIG O's alone,but together with God.
God,may your presence be with me so intimate and vividly.
the reminaing time i have,im gonna make fulll use to it.
burn midnight oil,sleep lesser,i will do it.
keep me in prayer for my weaker subs: EMATHS! sciences!
practice,pratice and loads of practices!!!
JIAYOUUUU!!!! im gonna study to my best!

EastGRADS!!!!
my cg members: estherLeow,angel,cheryl,penglin,kesha,dawn,candace.
let's jiayou together!!!!!!!! we are not in this alone. hohohoo! =DDD

if you see me stress,come disturb me. hahahhaas.
you have the priviledge to disturb me.
i would love all the entertainment.
not forgetting food, i wont go without food during this period of time.
hahahahahas!
siewling will become baibai pangpang soon. (=

God,i also pray for those taking their EOYs' exams oh God,
this is their final exams for their level,God bless them so so so much.
God,guide them,be with them.
take away their stress-ness as well.
may your wisdom be upon them too.
God,i commit all of them into your hands,bless them,guide them.
in Jesus name i pray,AMENNN!!!
[hey dudes,jiayou jiayou!!! add oil! dont give up even though it's the last min!
perserver on yea!]

yeaps, that's all dudes, goodbye.
MISSSS MEEEEEE! =DDDD
anything can just call or sms to find me. (=

labels: stress SHOOOOOOOOOO!

SMILES! (=

2008-10-02T21:06:00.000-07:00

helllos!! im here to blog. as anqi ask me blog. (=
so anqi,see this. i got bloggg!! (=
this week school was super duper loving it!
know why? i will just sums up everything.
1. mondayblues?
2.had English lesson at "container" COOL!
3.on tues,i ended school at 12.20pm.
4.WED NO SCHOOL!
5.CG at airport!
6.met mum!
7.met spongyyyanqi!
8.i revise during my free period. YAY!
9.no odd no friends,no feeling of bring left out
10.my phone cant sms. )=
11.finally,my phone can sms after three days?
12.saw melissa and junen! they brighten up my thursday morning!
13.i did go school from mon to thurs!
14. finally received my class photo!
15.mon and tues and thurs,after school,homed! (=
16.REVISE AND REVISE AND REVISE!
SCHOOL,IM GONNA LOVE YOU!
hahhahaass!! =DD

Last but not all, i found my new love!!
MR MOLEEEE! [chemistry topic]
he's gonna be my new love from now. i will love you,though i dont like you.
MR E.MATHEMATICS is my second love. hahahas!
during this period of time,more new love will be found. hahahahas!
i will believe in the impossibilities. God will do it together with me. Amen!!!

#14 more days to O's sciences practical!!!!!
PRAY PRAY! catch the urgency!
GO SIEWLING!
GO EVEERYBODY GO!!! =DD

God has really bless me alot. [My hp, my parents, my relationship with Lihui]
i really experience God and really know the meaning of going to school together with God.
so c'mon,partner together with God and go to school together with him! =DD
thankyou,Lord.
myclosestfriend.
iwillloveyou.
iwillneverletyougo.
mycovenantwithyou.
Amen!

i also want thanks God for people around me,my cg,my shepherd candace! and anqi for never-failing encouragement. i really appreaciated it alot girls! muackss!! =DD

Labels: Smiles, JESUS love me! =D

"i can do everything through him who give me strength!"
MUGGING!!!!!! =DD
im loving it.

I PROMISE TO REVISE DAILY AND I WILL DO EVERYTHING,BE IT EVEN THE SIMPLEST LITTLE THING,I WILL DO IT TO MY BEST! because im doing everything together with God! (=

Let me be the light in darkness, that shine and show people that Jesus lives.

misss meeeee. (=

2008-09-29T18:22:00.000-07:00

hello hello.
this is my new blogskin[again] and my new link. (=
feel privilege if you have my links. hahahas!
my blog will be dead from now till end of O's.
so yea,anything just give me a call or sms me.
most imporatntly,can tagg me! (=

JIAYOU EVERYONE!!!
people who are taking their EOYs,N's and O's.
let's jiayou together and give it our best shot!!
GOGOGOGOGO EVERYBODY!!! =DDD
never never give up,keep adding more oil. wosh!!

i will be back soon.
MISSSS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

YAY! =DD

2008-08-20T08:46:00.000-07:00

YAY-ness! YAY together with me!!! =DD
i have changed my blogskin.
this might probably be my blogskin till the end of my O's.
im so loved with this blogskins! yay!!! hahahas.

time is really flying past real fast now.
in about 11 days time it's going to be sept.
in about 18 days time it will be my prelims.
den in less than 2 months time,it's O's level.
gosh,i shall SCREAM now!!!!!
im really scared. i scared i cant do well.
i just cant seems to be in a very serious study mode.
im just gonna revise and revise and revise. drilling myself hard in my studies.
nevertheless,im gonna buy loads of chocolates,sweets to pei me while i study.
*hint hint* hahahas!
God,i commit my studies into your hands,help me!

recently,being busy with my dnt. it's driving me real mad!!
this week is the date due. no matter you finish or not,just hand in.
thus i have been staying at home for 2 days to complete it.
after this post,i will be chionging it. )= ahhhhh! madness.
Dnt rocks my socks at times. duh~~
i also wanna thanks god for people who encourages me and help me along also.
you guys know who you are, really thanks alot!!!! =DD

physically really hasnt been really well.
headache come and go very often.
at times feeling kinda hot too. ahhhhhh!
no way im gonna fall sick!
SHOOOOO!

found out something yesterday.
kinda hurt and feeling sad.
but never mind,God will do something about it yea.

met up with amandaloh ytd.
cafe cartel!!! =DDD
taught her lttf and she's says it's interesting.
yay,had convenant with her.
guess it really melts her heart. (=
but no matter what, i will see her serving God to the max from now onwards
AMANDA JIAYOU! you will be kept in my prayer daily.

recently had been studying with syl,javin,cheryl and huanyi.
my study-mates? hhahahas! they rocks totally!
never stop laughing at their dumbness. hahahas!
wanna encourage all of you who are reading my blog that:
no matter what,do your best in studies!!! JIAYOU!!!

i dont want to let my spirit died down,
never will i.
Cg08 will be completed. CORAL WILL BE WON!
Candace,EstherL,Javin,Syl,Cheryl,Huanyi,Dap and the whole EastC2,
let's really give our best for evaxing,
i believe God will pour in tremendously that we will have tears of joy.
are we ready for it? GO ALL OUT FOR IT!!!!!
you guys are kept in my prayer too.

God,im willing,though i might be scared of what's gonna come,
but God,i trust in you. USE ME GOD!

God,i know everything happens for a reason.
i will never stop praising you despite any circumstances.
i will always remember: GIVE THANKS IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES.
things might seems bad,but i will still praise you.

yea,God i dunno what's gonna come after this moment.
i know im not alone,or im never alone.
because God,i know you are there with me.
I will be strong. I will still trust you.
God,my prayer today is to experience you more and more each day.

I LOVE YOU! THANKS YOU GOD! =DDD

i want thanks god for some people as well:

1. CAIJUAN! hahahas! MY DEAREST PIGU! I LOVE HER TO THE MAX!
though she transfer to tietray, she din forget me,that's not the point. hahahas
She never fails to encourage me,she never fails to share her lives with me.
she never fails to encourage and spend time with me and be there for me too.
i know that whatever things happen,she will always be there for me.
THANKS GIRL!
convenanted friends that will last and forever!!! CAIJUAN,JIAYOU!!!!
i will see you grow so much more and inspired me with your lives more okays!
you are kept in my prayer daily!!!

2. EastC2
they never fails to brighten up my lives,seriously!
with people like :
EstherL,Javin,Cheryl,Vivian,Penglin,Candace,Syl,Huanyi,Stesha,Sam,Dap.
serving God together with them is really a joy.
I LOVE EASTC2!!! there will be more to come!!! =D

3. MENGHONG!
I really want to thank god for this shepherd of mine! a big big time!
though she's in poly now and her schedule is like very packed,
she will not fails to meet me up faithfully.
i can really says that our relationship definately grew closer alot since the time when she first become my shepherd. she never fails to be there for me. It's really greatly appreciated.
Go MENG!! JIAYOU for your exams that is coming soon!
I WILL SUPPORT YOU ALL THE WAY!!!

4. ANQI
the mad girl. hahahas! though i only know her not long.
but i know that she is someone that will never fails to encourage and be there for me.
it's greatly appreciated as well.
JIAYOU girl! stand strong in God okays! KEEP GROWING!!!
Friendship that will last!!! loveya!

5. Daphne and Amanda
MY DEAREST SHEEP!!!!! I LOVE THEM TO THE BITS AND PIECES! hahahas!
amanda,really very encouraged by you! and im sure you will grow even more!!!!
always stand firm in God,know that he's always there for you!
dap,she is someone who will not fails to encourage me,never fails to avail her time also.
i want to see you growing so much more from where you are now!
Flood me with your excitement for God!!!!!!!!!
JIAYOU SHEEP!!! LOVED! =DD

for people that are not mention,no worries. you know why?
BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU TOOOOO! =DDD

labels: refreshed!

great week!! (=

2008-07-06T22:11:00.000-07:00

HEYY guys, im here to blog again.
as promised,i will be blogging about my shepherding with my dear sheepy daphne.
on friday,i end school about 12.30pm.
den saw hongyu,amanda and guiyun while walking out from school.
hongyu asked me if i wanna join them to eat,and so i agreed.
we wanted to eat ljs,kfc,but all no seats. so we went to koba eat in the end.
it has really been long since i eat with them,thus the time spend with them was definately GREAT!
after which,i took train with amanda and i went to tamp mrt to wait for cheryl.
at that time,i was super hot and very giddy also.
so i rest there and thanks god i was alright after awhile.
den me,estherL,candace,sylvina and cheryl celebrated opy's spiritual birthday.
took photos with her too. hahahas.
HAPPY SPIRITUAL BIRTHDAY OPY!!! LOVE YA SISTERS!!! =DDD

after that,we went to tm kopitian to eat,den went evax after that.
me,cheryl and sylvina know 2 jc ppl because of the "mentoes" machine. LOLS.
but the both of them were super friendly. although im like super quiet,
but they still realised about my presence. like so wow.
i did try to talk abit. heh.

about 5 plus,i went home with cheryl so as to prepare things for daphne.
while estherL and sylvina went ws to continue to evax.
saw siqi also,saw daphne also on the bus. she looks so blur without specs. heehee.
den after that, went home,get things,changed.
and i meet daphne at pasir ris mrt station.
joined syl and estherL, but becos its about 6 plus,and not much ppl le.
so me and dap went off for shepherding.

we went to ehub. at first i thought ehub got alot of eating places de.
but who knows,the eating places are limited.
i wanted to change venue,cos not really conducive,but it's okays.
cos kinda late le,and will waste time also.
so in the end,we went to BBQ chicken for our first formal shepherding.
i request the corners seats,so have to wait for awhile.
but praised god,we didnt have to wait for so long,and soon after we get our corner seats.
see the menu,the food was exp of cos.
so we order potatoes wedges and chickent cutlet. yum yum!!
you all should try,it's definately filling and delicious. (=
den after eating awhile,we put the food aside and i begin the session one.
at first,my nose is so irritating that i keep pausing every sentences that said.
i was like rahhhh! but thanks god,after i made a prayer to god,my nose is no longer irritating!
YAY! =DD everything went back to normal.
ended everything about 9 plus. and we took bus 12 home. and reached home about 10 plus.
there's definately photos. but i will upload soon,ooppps.
on bus home,i prayed for dap,that despite she went home lte today,her parents will not dont allow her to go for service tmr. and know what? she prayed for me too! thanks sheep!
i really feel very touched. (=
i want to grow her so much so much more!!
i want to thanks god for placing dap in my life,because not just i teach her things,i also learnt things from her and seeing the child-like faith in her.
once again: i was reminded that God will never ever leave me,unless i abandon him.
BUT I WILL NOT LEAVE GOD!!!! [Heb 13:5] ` Never will i leave you,never will i forsake you'
God is simply awesome,god is the reasons of why and what i am living for.

on thursday was my school racial harmony concert at ITE colleage EAST.
the performance was definately great.
it remind me of my lives from sec 1 till now. i enjoyed the concert alot.
afterall,changkatchangi wasnt that bad afterall. heehee.
din took any photos. nahh~

on wed and thurs was EASTBC's mcg,watching movies at jacob's place.
the movies are BRATZ and Jump-In.
i only went on wed.due to thurs having school concert.
after the movie,we wrote cards to appreciate our friends.
enjoyed myself alot alot! i treasure every single friendship with all my church ppl,as well as school friends as well as all those who i know! thanks dudes.
you all,dearest friends really add colours to my lives!

*i will blog about sat asap. stay tune for the best. hahaas! =D*
in conclusion,my week wasnt that bad.
but really very tired.
GOD,I WANT TO BE DISCIPLINED IN MY WORK!!!!!
god,i commit everything into your hands,helpmehelpmehelpme!!!

labels: EXPECTANCY!

1st JULY!! (=

2008-07-01T22:38:00.000-07:00

FIRST OF JULY! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
feel like screaming out loud man!
ytd yongkang called me to tell me about ushers stuffs,
and he added on to remind me that it's only about 14 or 15 weeks to O LEVEL!!!
i at once stunt,like SO... SO FAST?! ahhhhhhh!
really filled with loads of emotions within me at that moment.

june has gone, fast fast FAST!!!
im putting behind everything and moving forward.
starting my month of july onwards right! yea man!
gonna mugg and mugg,revise and study, as well as i want balance with my ministry too.
SIEWLING JIAYOU!!! PEOPLE JIAYOU TOO!
really need people to keep watch over me about my studies ya.
i really dont wanna slack anymore!!! i want to be SALT AND LIGHT FOR GOD!
so yea,people,please keep watch over me.

tmr,which is a WEDNESDAY, EastBC will be having mcg at Jacob's place.
It's called the appreciate your friends day.
will be watching movie and playing games too!!! (=
and god,i really want to have visitors!!!!
God blessed EastBC that there will be loads of visitors on that day! AMEN!

this THURSDAY there will be school concert at night for upper sec ppl.
and we have to wear formal. Their formal is very grand hurh hurh. LOLS.
i really dunno what to wear!!! ahhhh! nvm. hmmmm.
so becos of the concert,thurs i will released school at 12.25pm.
and friday we only need to reach school at 10.20 to 12.25pm only. hahahahas!

feeling rather moody these few days.dunnowhy.
but yea,i wont let me emotions affect me and affect the people around me ya.
so yea loh,dont have to worry about me and i will soon be alright. (=
and im sick too. flu plus sore throat. thanks god no fever for now.
yea,flu is making my nose and me feel very irritated. rahhh.
feeling rather a bit not well either.

God has given me a testing. And it seems like i failed it for now.
but,no matter what, i will try my very best to overcome it!!!
I WONT LET SATAN WIN! neh nanny poo poo!

And people, i wont use computer that often too le.
cos if i use comp,i wont have time to do revision.
so yea,if i really have the time,i will use the computer ya,
meanwhile if euu guys need to find me,do call or sms me ya.

And ANQI,YOU THIS SPONGYYY! please please take good care of your leg.
dont walk too much okays. will be keeping you and your leg in prayer.
yea,really wanna thank you alot for keep on encouranging me. (=
thanks spongyyyy! you never failed to make me laugh. hahahas! you rocks!

JULY HERE I COME! IM GONNA MAKE THE BEST TIME/ PERFORMANCE OUT OF IT!
GOD,IM GOING ALL OUT FOR YOU!
I WANT TO GROW AND GROW SO SO SO MUCH MORE!
My motto for this month: BE A SALT AND LIGHT EVERYWHERE!!
God,hear my cries. I long for you more and more each day.
JIAYOU PEOPLE! JIAYOU SIEWLING!!! =DDD

Labels: im starting to feel tensed. mixed emotions.

Class BBQ! (=

2008-06-20T23:31:00.000-07:00

HELLLO!!! Class bbq today~
but before that,let me say about my day.
i leave my house about 12.25pm?when im suppose to meet daphene at 12.30pm.
i dunno why today i keep dragging the time lei.
but when i sms her,she says she just leave her house.so yea,im not late.
den have some miscommunications of which mac to meet.
so in the end i form small mac went to meet her at tm mac.
i bought crispy chicken to eat,while daphene bought iced milk tea.
den we went to the staircase there to talk.
at times,there is really awkard moments,awkard pause.but yea.
we did talk alot.den when we eat and drink finish,we went to walk around.
saw gillian,she's meeting caijuan later. hahahas!
took photos with daphene too,will upload the photos soon.
seems like both of us loves soft toys!! hahahas! cool man!
den about 3pm,daphene got to leave to meet her friends le.
and i think im so funny. i beat around the bush for like alot of times.
till then daphene got wad i mean le. and yea.
DAPHENE IS MY NEW SHEEPY!!!
den after meeting her,i went to do some stuffs and went to mengmong's house for shepherding.
saw jeslin,yanyu,flo and cheng downstairs her house.
den today shepherding is unique.
meng teach me guitar before teachings.
learnt the importance of god's words.
one thing that i really learnt is when god speaks,obey and change!
because god's word never harm us,but is beneficial for us. amen!

den after that,went to tamp inter to take train to pasir ris mrt station to meet erica.
meet her to go class bbq together.
we reached there about 7pm and stayed till about 9.15pm?
we have class bbq cum buffet. YUMMY!!
food was awesome! and yummy and shiok shiok!!!
den sing karaok also,wa,damn paiseh. cos all is old old songs.
but be sporting,so i sing,ahhh! market value drop le. LOLS.
den went to the gym also. tell euu all something!!
IM SO HAPPY!!! i use the running machine and i run 2.4KM!
although the timing is like 22.10,but because my speed not constant ma.
but i pass my 2.4 de okays! hahahahas! after that,i was sweating like mad.
my stamina is good! hohohoho!
den sit down awhile and i went home with erica again. hahahas!
took photos with people too,will upload soon.
and here im home,tired,hand very suan but dunno why.
and SERVICE TMR!!!! =DD

overall,today was definately FRUITFUL! im loving it.

and god,i pray and i pray and i pray,that I WANT GO LC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want go i want go!!!!!!!!!!! but i dont dare ask my parents!
ahhhhhhh!!!!!! do keep me in prayer.
god,show me the best plan and i will follow.

god,i want more and more and more!
i wont be contented with all those things that i have now!
but i want to do and dream bigger and greater things for euu,oh lord!
im prepared to grow like never before! GOD,USE ME! im waiting.

Label: i want to lead a prayerful lives!

went to study at javin's house.

2008-06-19T22:49:00.000-07:00

im here to blog again~~
i will blog about once or twice in a week bahx,in order to revive and make my blog alive!
hahahas. today is thursday. went out around 11 plus with my daddy to tm.
know wad? my daddy plus my mummy have agree to let me sign up a new line plus a new phone!!!!!!! i have waited for like soooo looonnng!
becos my current phone CMI le,after awhile will no batt.
so yea,i sign M1 plan plus i change my phone to K770I.
actually i want G900? but too exp,so i didnt.
but whatever it is,im satisfied le. thanks daddy and mummy!!!!!! =DD
dudes,get my new no from me!!!!!!
den went back home get my stuffs, den go to ws to meet cheryl to study.
before tat,i was feeling very giddy and feel like vomitting.
i dont have appetite to eat also.think im soon gonna fall sick.
throat also very pain. find it hard to swollow food. )=
so cheryl ask me to eat a panodol before coming out.
den on my way to ws,saw YUEN! den she was like saying she wanna go home sleep!!!!
so i ask cheryl to go study at her house so she wont sleep. LOLS!
so ended up went YUEN's house to study.
i asked her to cook maggie mee for me. den after that i study awhile only.
i soon feel very very sick and tired. so i rest and also play cheryl's ds.
den watch 5.30pm tv show. while watching,my eyes soon close,
so i slept on the sofa. like wad people say: i can sleep anywhere and everywhere. HAHAHAS!
den javin's small bro wake me up,i was like ahhhhh! lols. so i wake up watch tv awhile.
den i really cant tahan le,i went to sleep on javin's bed. LOLS.
i sleep till about 7pm. den went off from her house.
so me and cheryl walk back to pasir ris inter. i was like sleep-walking.
i feel so so so tired even after i sleep.
den went to buy sausages and bubble tea,took bus 12 and im home!
rahhh,so tired.
tmr having class bbq! as well as meeting daphene and maybe meng? for shepherding!
and also maybe going back to school to do dnt.
i hate those ppl who wrote things on my dnt paper larhhsss!!!!!!!!
stupid them! it's like submitting for O level and they anyhow write?!
ahhh,idoit! it's difficult to liquid them off also. nevermind!!!!!!

OASIS CAMP PHOTOS! =DD

2008-06-16T19:56:00.000-07:00

Here are the OASIS Camp Photos
i dont have every single photos,but i will still post them if i have them.
Enjoy viewing~

OASIS CAMP [kop from candacelye]
9th-12th June 2008

EEVOON!!!
a very funny and random leaders.

MY TWINNY!! =D
loud laughter.

CANDACELPH

Yingjie.Loads of people say we look alike!

this one ah,ish hamster estherT.

SHEEPMATE!!!

EstherTEO

ANGEL. Sheepmate!

Flower.

A New Punk dunnowho. LOLS.

people say we look alike too.

MELISSA!
a dear sister of mine,who will always be there for me.

Jasmine flower.
contagious laughter,and funny~

LinLin.
a loving sister.

YuEn~

Super in Zi-High. LOLS.

Drama Queen. Randomness~

My PAPAPAP~ Sirui.
she's noisy. LOLS.

AhBu! Loud voice. DAWN!

Ushers ROCKS! wenzhen. me. bern.

Michelle!

thisdunnowho. LOLS. MinYi

Ex-sheepmate

JIAJIA! <3

I appreciate them alot alot!

Below are two pics of their zi-lianing.
Jiajia and sylvina in order.

Joan.

Northgirls + Minyi

Northgirls + Me

Northgirls + Me + Bern + MinYi

Northgirls + Me + Bern

Me and Tingting.

Her laughter are definately contagious!

know her through usherings.

AnQi + Me

SPONNGYY ROCKS!

Yongqing + Me

AnQi. YongQing. Me. <3

Sim Meng Hong. MONKEY! =D

Shepherd!

Appreciate her lots in my life too!

Family of EastBC!!!!

EastC2!

we might be small now,BUT WE WILL DEFINATELY MULITPLY LIKE MAD!!!

The End.

from the deep down in my heart,I REALLY APPRECIATE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU!

YES,ish EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!

really thank god for all of you in playing a part in my life.

let's run and complete this race together.

OHANA! =DD loveyaloads!

swimming sunday. =DD

2008-06-15T23:23:00.000-07:00

HELLO! camp updates will be posting soon,and i shall say it again: SOON!
by next week if possible,sorry dudes.

hmmm,today is sunday,i went swimming! LOLS.
to say it more correctly,i soak and play with water. cos i dunno how to swim!!
went swimming with meng,estherT and cheryl at aljunied,teo's grandma house there.
den we are in the water plus jacuzzi for about 2 hours or so?hahas!
after that,went back teo's grandma house to bathe.
and all of our stomach were growling loudly.hahahas!
den followed by having our dinner at kallang kfc!! woohoo~~
we had FAMILY FEAST! just the four of us,and we eat so so much till we are VERY FULL!
and i want to say: ESTHERT,MENG AND CHERYL ARE CRAZY!!!!!
they were laughing all the way when they are eating.
as for me,my mind floats away,cos i was very very tired.
and meng says: i can sleep anywhere and everywhere. hahahas! quite true.
after that,we cabbed home and i reach home about 9 plus?
and here i am blogging,so as to keep my blog alive!!!

BUT...I REALLY HAD A GREAT TIME FELLOWSHIPPING WITH THEM!!!!
especially seeing their kee-siao sides.hahahas! THEY ROCKS!
thanks god for them!!!
im not really tann afterall. rahhh~

and school tmr. )=
ss and lit,but i going for ss only.
after that i will go and meet the eastBC people at Katong mall for teachings by jacq.
yea man. this coming week is gonna be so so so EXCITING WITH GOD!
im not going to lead back my old life,because the old has gone and the new has come!
GOD,IM DOING MY LIFE TOGETHER WITH YOU! AND GUIDE ME IN EVERY WAYS OF MY LIFE! AMEN!

Labels: Anticipating
I LOVE GOD MORE AND MORE EACH DAY! =DD

And today is the 15th of june,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESSICA TOH SHING YEE!!!!!!!!!!
AND
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIYING!!!!!
HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY!!! =DDD

im backed from oasis!! (=

2008-06-14T00:40:00.000-07:00

HELLLO PEOPLE!!!!
IM BACKED FROM CAMP!!! like thursday afternoon? hahahas!
IT'S WAS REALLY A GREAT CAMP!!! WOOHOOO!!!!
i will update more soon,hopefully by sunday. yeaps.
so people,stay tune!!! (=

label: theoldhasgone. andthenewhascome!

stay tune.

2008-06-09T08:22:00.000-07:00

Hey, i've decided to blog before i go for my OASIS camp!!!
it's like in less than 3 hours time im leaving my house to dte.
this time round it's at dte!! not at SSS. kinda miss SSS. lols.
but dte is nearest for the east ppl,but furthest for north ppl?
yay!! im really so duper looking forward to OASIS!
i dunno how god gonna change me in this camp.
but i strongly believe god is going to do somehting in each and everyone of our lifes.
AMEN!
i wont say so much for now,
so tune in when im back for photos and updates! yeaps.
SEE YA AND TAKE CARES PPL!

People,i will only be back in the 12th of june.
anything can just call or sms my phone yea??

label: thousand thoughts running in my mind. feeling lost. )=

Happy Birthday to meng! (=

2008-06-05T23:32:00.000-07:00

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
shepherd!

BERNYCE JASMINE
SIM MENG HONG!!!

1st entry.

2008-06-05T23:25:00.000-07:00

this week,ish my june study camp.
and know wad? i pon twice. ahhh! out of four days.
first day i din go cos got wfl plus my puppet's not ready yet.
den second day did went. and it was definately a loooong day man.
8am to 4.30pm. break and lunch was provided by school.
however,the comment on the food was yucks! not that nice.
third day i went,but i went till 1pm+ and went to meet candace,javin and syl for lunch followed by wfl. had yoshi for lunch!! (=
forth day i din went again,becos i was so so so tired lurh.
so i decided to just continue to sleep.

I HAVE DECIDED TO DO SELF STUDY FROM NOWWW!!!!!!!!
no more slacking and im gonna chiong. JIAYOU!!

coming to talk about my dnt.
iwasactuallyveryverypissed!
the teacher says that my product cant be completed on time,
and the more he din even bother to help?
like at least tell me wad i should do next right?
iwaslikesosodumbstandingtheredoingnothing!
i just want to say my school ish really damn budget.
thematerialswewant,theshapewewant,everythingteacherwillsayno.
and they will change it for us,just because dont want to waste material.
FEDUP!
but by faith,i pray hard that my products will be completed on time.
and im gonna chiong my dnt real hard!
becausehteduedateofeverythingaboutdntisbyendofJULY!

WFL-inhissteps:
it was superb! 3 days of learning the WOG. i really learnt alot about obedience,prideandhumility,heartmotives,christiansspeechs.
at first,i really dont feel like going his course de,cos i thought it will be kinda similar to fruits ofthespirits. but i did not regret in the end. yea man!
was inspired by some of the stories share and it really impacted me alot alot.
and euu guys know wad? during the first lesson,there was drama by dennisloh and jasmineloh as well as javinng. and during the last lesson,we had worship lead by chantel.
it's was really really really very cool!
overall,it was really very beneficial for me! (=
PRAISE GOD!

AND EVERYBODY!!!!
IT'S 4 MORE DAYS TO CAMP!!!
it's super fast yo. Gonna prepare my heart and do my QT regularly.
ihaveyetsetmycampobjectives. and im going to set it soon. yeaps.
God,iwanttoexperienceyoumoreandmoreeachday!
amen! =D

YAY!! (=

2008-06-05T21:00:00.000-07:00

HEY PEOPLE!!! IM BACKED!!!!
after so long of cannot come into blogspot, but dunno wadever the reason is.
yea,im really so over-excited that i can finally go my blog,people's blog too!
let me be over-excited for awhile!!!
wheeeeeees~
btw,for those who asks in my tagboard why i din update etc,
ish becos my blog is dead, plus i just cant go blogger. so yea,sorry dudes!
really wanna praise and thanks god that after so long my internet no problem le!
=DD
anyway, i might either be changing links,or change to either xanga or lj yea.
hmmm,not sure as yet.

after soo loooong of not bloging,i do feel weird that im blogging now.
becos...i dunno wad to blog. heehee.
definately there's alot alot to blog,stay tune people!

i shall end here for this post.

lalalas! =DD

2008-03-05T16:00:00.000-08:00

HELLO!!!
im finally backed to update and revive my blog!
LOLS,changed blogskins too! whees!! (=
i will try to update as often as i can bahx.
do keep my tagboard alive too.
and if i did not link any of euu,do tell me,so i can link you up.(=
hmmm,common test was over last week,
overall i think i failed my e.maths again!
again,it's really AGAIN! )= others was alright i suppose...
but im not satisfied with my results. now can only add oil and study more le!
anyone who wanna study can ask me along ya.
getting back report slip on fri...and fri is the last day of term1!! whees! OVERJOYED!*
anyway,eastB and eastC now combine together as one! woohoo!
we are call the eastBC! =DD looking forward to know each of them better too.
there's restructuring as well,i din change shepherd,but i did change my cg...
to EC2!! looking forward to work with the coralites and sylvina and OPY!
I'M GOING TO GROW AGAIN LIKE NEVER BEFORE!
and ECG tmr! cant wait cant wait~ woohoo!! (=
let jacob's place flooded with loads of visitors too! (=

i want to end with this:
MY COUSIN CONVERTED ON HELLO,LOVE PART II! xDD
PRAISE THE LORD!

Goodbye 2007,Welcome 2008!!! =DD

2008-01-02T15:42:00.000-08:00

GOODBYE YEAR 2007!!
AND LET'S WELCOME YEAR 2008!!!

time really flies fast,and this year 'O' level le...
ahhh,it's monster year..=/ hahahas! jkjk...xD
but nvm,let's JIAYOU together "O" level peeps!!! xDD
hmmm,i wont be blogging as regulary like last last time le...
at most i think i will try my best to update every once a week?
most probably is of cos on sun i will update bahx,i hope so...(=
and peeps,i might not be using blogger le,
might be changing to xanga,will let euu all know again...
yupps,havent really set my new year resolutions,
but i will set it by this week...
im so excited to see what's my sec 4 life going to be like,
and how much im really going to grow in the lord this year...
a life full of breakthroughs and challengers are await for me,
going to overcome with god and do it together with god!!!
i really want this year to be a memorable and fruitful and bless year for me!!
heehee,looking forward to see me and my sheep grow and,
as well as people that is to come.
THE HARVEST IS HERE,JIAYOU PEEPS!!!
THERE'S GONNA BE REVIVAL IN ALL SCHOOLS! AMEN! xDD
let's keep on keeping on,never ever give up...
Let's put GOD in the big picture too...
GO EASTC!!! (= YAY! hahahas...

one area i will really be growing in:
Willingness in my everyday life...(=

happy birthday to chiamin! xDD

2007-11-12T01:41:00.001-08:00

12112007 is is someone's birthday,HOHOHO!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHIAMIN!!!!
hope you have a wonderful and enjoyable birthday this year yea?
continue to grow both spiritually and physically okies??(=
thanks for bringing me to hopechurch/know God too!!!
let's go out soooon!!!! xDD
*LOVESSS`

back from MIA,=.=

2007-11-12T01:41:00.000-08:00

HELLLOOO people! im backed from my MIA,LOLS...actually ish im lazy to blog...heeheex,but due to popular demand to blog,i will blog!! hoho! hmmm,it has been a month since im in the new group,EASTC?yeah! im really overjoyed to serve God together with people of different personality,with different things to learn from them as well...people like Meng,Jiajia,Kaysee,Yingjie,Candace,Cheryl,Angel,
Jasmine,EstherT,EstherL,Javin,Sheryl,
Cher,Penglin,Sylvina,Lihui,OCY,OPY,Xue Lin,PRCS girls,[hope i din miss out anyone] they are indeed a fun and crazy bunch of people...i still remember my first cg with them,i really feel super awakward,seriously,i very scared,thus i din really make any noise nor talk that day...LOLS,but im have adapt well le,so yea,no worries! Seriously they are so laughable indeed,euu see them can laugh lerhh...really love their prescence alot!! i had a shy partner too,know who??it's JASMINE! hahahas! really enjoy with each and everyone of them,i hope lihui thinks that too! hoho! there's alot to say,so i will blog everything i remember okies??after being in EastC,im never bored,in a way,we always have games to play?hahahas,and of cos,people to laugh at...i still remember that time went toilet with penglin,candace and cheryl,penglin ish so ma lu,she went in the toilet despite it was pasted with paper "out of order"?LOLS...two weeks ago de cg,we played flours for games??den also got water bombs as well,im the dirtiest!! LOLS,flours all over me,den angel carry the bucket of water,while meng pour on me,omg! it's flour with water...hahas,but i did enjoyed myself too...den im wet,so i back to back ask penglin carry me,LOLS,den i make her wet also...hahahas! really had fun with euu guys! EASTC ROCKS MY SOCKS!! hahahas! never forget the fun we have,hahahas...also got one sat after service we went rochor and eat,yum yum,on the way,we get our tatarah bag as cg identity bag! cool!!!! hmmm,cheryl ish sweet hurh,know that i have flu and she bought me flu medicine which cost like a bomb?OMG! thanks ya sister! and also meng,yingjie,angel,estherT,javin and estherL for their concern,wheees~i hope to build real and deeper friendship with all of you and know you all well ya...HOHO! *im shy*

ONE COOL TESTI!
-went to sow with candace on tuesday,06/11/2007,on 4 Mansjusri Girls! i tell euu! it's really COOL and AWESOME! at first candace says that her first impression on them ish not very good?in a way,they talked very loudly in public? btw,they are contacts whom i gather with estherL,but she cant make it on that day,so candace pei wo...(= im scared of the contacts actually,oopps...but they are really SUPER DUPER RESPONSIVE!!! laughter and movement from them can make me laugh too...we did things like eat,window shopping,went yamahaplay instruments,pei them wait for bus etc,i bet at the end of that day,all of us really enjoyed ourselves...heeheex...THANKS GOD FOR YOU,CANDACE! also,keep them in prayer that they can come for cg this thurs,service this sat...!!!woohooo! i cant wait for God to move even greater man!!! JIAYOU!

hmmm...during this loooooong holidays,before i go up to sec4,i really want to take this time to upgrade myself,build myself even stronger,and my goals will come to past! everything ish POSSIBLE,if i really trust in GOD! i will not remain small,but i will multiply myself!! i want go find more "kong ba bao"/ling siew lerrh,hahahas! *just for laugh* i believe God will pour in soon and very soon for all of us!! LET'S COMPLETE CG08!!!! no time left le,JIAYOU EVERYONE!!! give your 100% and god will and definately do the rest! only if euu believe and wait for god's right timing...(= yeah?KAMBATE!

anyway,im deciding if i should change my blogspot to xanga soon...heeheex...x)
LOVES YA EVERYONE! tatatas! i will update and keep this blog as lively/alive as it can be! =D

Labels: Testings have come

LETTERS!

2007-10-31T20:40:00.000-07:00

hahahas,im back here to blog after so loooong...
first and fore-most,before i really really blog,
here's 2 links i found from candace's blog,
please really take some time to see it...
it's touching as well as scary though?
you guys can leave a tag after euu see the videos too...
here you go:

A Letter From GOD
http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=bbb04ab3b2c1fb244f33

A Letter From HELL
http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=e10543891fd2e7277d15

LABLES: GOD LOVES EACH AND EVERYONE OF US! (=

(= We rocks!!

2007-10-14T23:50:00.000-07:00

HELLLO!!!! im backed to post...IM OFFICIALLY EXAMS FREE NOW!!! (= oopps...hee...let me summarise this whole week events ya...

EOY OF YEAR EXAMINATIONS:
in summarise,my first perpaer started on children's day and ended on the 11th of oct...it's about 2 weeks exams ya...my emaths and amaths are going to be so dead,like AGAIN?!? amaths not that bad,at least doable...emaths,speechless...english was chim...den chem ish doable as compared to phy bahx...rahhh!!!other exams still okays bahx...i really really hope to do well...at least a just pass for every subs im also happy too...last paper dnt,thanks god,i din read up that much due to the previous day have cg...den really thank god ish that most of the questions i got read up and ish drawing drawing de..at least not everything come out from textbook...(= den yea,EXAMS FREE lerhhh!!!

Last Caregroup With EASTECCENTRICS on 10/10/2007:
finished my amaths paper on that day...and had our last EASTE cg at pasir ris park/beach?we were celebrating jeslin's birthday as well...at first meet minyi at 201,den went to take bus to pasir ris inter..pei her go buy donuts and everything...saw sally sitting at one corner...den awhile,we joined the others at the pasir ris mrt station...had "fun" buying things with minyi and amanda...hahahas! den went to mac sit down for awhile,den when everything's ready,off we head to pasir ris park/beach...so cool so cool...reach there,we find a place to put down all our things...den xiaofu they all help us take care,melody,jiajia and some others went to prepare games...den the rest went to rent bike...no one blade yea...ish cheap,$5 for one bike and for 2 hours!!! the bike not bad too...had fun cycling and everything...but amanda fell down,it's so pain larhh,so much blood,but she says not pain...gosh! she ish indeed brave!! den went back to play games...ish captain ball,but not with ball,guess wad?!?! ish with SQUID AND FISH! OMG!!! ish so funny and slimy larh...hahahas,den have water bomb too,but we play the game of call the no den the person must go out de..dumb caijuan,use water bomb hit me...heh! den the finale,LOLS...ish make jeslin extreme extreme wet...sabo the cheng and meng as well...LOLS...fun fun...den cheng take revenge...so funny larhh..den we go wash up all that and off to tm de pizza hut and have our dinner...!! we had 2 cheese fondue!!! and an hawaiian pizza...so cool so cool!!! my second time at pizza hut i think...at there,celebrated jeslin's birthday too...i did alot of chou shi there...oopps...I LOVE ICE CREAM AND PIZZA! hahahas! den each person i forget pay how much le...i think $7.20?not sure...den we went home le...seriously it's a fun day...with people like,cheng,meng,jeslin,peiqing,yingying,shihching,caijuan,minyi,jiajia,kaysee,melody,amanda,
sally,xiaofu,viviem and their one friend...(= EASTE really rocks my day!!!

SATURDAY:Last service as a caregroup of EastE!
din managed to go to service with them,due to got ushering as well as i cant go out early...missed the harvester meeting...)= today praise and worship was great! sermon preached by pastor BEN was WOW too!!! but i dont really understand wad he says...oopps...=x but i managed to catch some parts...yay! I LOVE USHERING!! den have east meeting at american room...went in and saw some of them very rough,dunno what they play,i at there stunt and blurred...LOLS...den other game ish got lightstick de...they have to find people...cool cool! den meeting was about the CG08! i seriously believe if we want something to be done,we cannot just say,but MUST accompanied by action...wo bu xiang xing changkat cannot be completed!! 22!!! at least i want half of it to be done!!! left last two weeks to gather contacts le...gonna CHIONG for everything lerrh! den the holidays will based on sow...siewsiew and everyone JIAYOU! (= den after the meeting,went to S-11 to eat...den took photos too..the photos will be uploaded at the bottom...hmmm,den after eating,went to cuppage basement to take photos and play LAN!! omg omg! cant believe i play...it's very headache...hahas,den the only person i can kill ish jeslin...LOLS...but im always the first to die bahx...=.= hahahas...den after that,me,shihching and minyi went to coffee bean find caijuan they all...i at there copy sermon...den pei wendy buy food eat...she's funny larhh,buy de food will eat half half de...LOLS...den take mrt together with melissa and minyi...funniest people...hahahas...reach home about 10pm bahx...and yeah! i love EASTE!!! really had fun with all of them...=DD

Sunday: MASS SHEPHERDING
had mass shepherding with jiajia today...meng brought us to bugis area to eat ICE MONSTER!!! cool cool and nice nice and yummylicious! (= we eat mango de...heex...den after eating,meng starts her teaching le...it's so cool! about david's love for GOD...den i says i wanna be davidLA...LOLS...so funny...den after that,went to le meriden to see mingxing...LOLS...cos they selling donuts...got pornsak,the 9pm show rapist and terrorist...so cool right?meng,cheng,sally and peiqing buy donuts...it's delicious can!! heex...den after that went to le meriden eat..i eat curry with rice!! finally my stomach are filled...den take bus 65 back to tampines inter...den went ikea after that,eat again!!!reach home about 8pm plus...I LOVE TODAY!!! travelling almost everywhere...hahahas! xD

okays,shall end here...buhbye~tatas~!!

LABELS: LOVES.FUN!!!

photos of easteccentrics! (=

2007-10-14T23:45:00.000-07:00

Photos We Took on Sat,13102007
EASTECCENTRCS!!! xD

1st photo

2nd photo

3rd photo

CAIJUAN BUDD!

Amanda Mice!

hmmm...=.=

CAIJUAN PAY MONEY! hahahas! xD

CHANGKAT!!!

xi

nu

ai

le

ehs...

US!

LOVES

changkat y-hopers! LET'S COMPLETE CG08!

DEFINATELY WILL MISS THEM!

PLAYMATE CHENG!!!

shepherd bullying sheep...HAHAHAS!

SHEEPMATE JIAJIA!

JESLIN AUNTIE!!!

EASTE!!!!

well,all of us have really go through alot...be it our happy times,sad times,difficult times,eccentrics times...we are all there for one another...eastE are filled with crazy and eccentric people like:
cheng,meng,peiqing,sally,melody,amanda,jiajia,jeslin,caijuan,
minyi,kaysee,xiaofu,viviem,shih ching,PRCS girls! i really thank god for knowing them yea...heehee...such a wonderful bunch of fellow sisters-in-christ...im gonna miss eastE as well as the people...hope to see everyone of us grow even more,both spiritually and physically,that we will still inspire one another as well yea?
JIAYOU EVERYONE!!! MISSES!! (=
09082006 to 14102007!!! ECCENTRICS BUNCH OF PEOPLE! LOVE YA!
let's move on to our new group with the spirit of serving God even more and a willing heart of learning new things from one another...
EASTC1 HERE I COME!!! xD

Labels: EASTECCENTRICS!

heehee,SMILES! =DD

2007-09-21T11:35:00.000-07:00

hey guys...this gonna be my real last post till the end of my EOY exams...HAHAHAS! really thanks god that im finally recovered from my poxes ya...whees~will be back to school next week...and i think i seriously need to stay back find teachers and everything larhh...my next week ish NOT going to be in a WASTE,VAIN! i will use it to the fullest man! oopps...heehee...i will try my very best to catch up as well as really do well for my EOY!!! SIEWLING JIAYOU!!! (= okies,during my two weeks staying at home,wad i do was revise,teebee,revise,eat...hahahas...that's how my nature ish...it's already very good that i didnt sleep loh...lalalas~let me summarise of some events that happened ya...

on the 15th of september...it was HOPE CHURCH SINGAPORE 16th ANNIVERSARY...hmmm,one year older than me...heehee...it was so so cool!!! i meet up with minyi at 201 and took bus 17 down to D'Marquee...on the bus,i was doing something unglam...oopps...wearing socks,and shoes etc...oopps...hahahas,den reached there,waited for ushers ppl and and everything...den we went to put make-up...i tell euu,it was so cool again! LOLS...cos i was wishing to have guys helping me style hairs...cos of cos guys style nicer,punk mahx...den while one sister helping me put make-up,she called a brother to help me style my hair,i was so happy!! lalalas...den when put finish the make up,the sister ask me:do euu normally put make up?den i say no...den she says,euu seriously look very different...LOLS...den the brother help me style my hair...he's bryan from tietary ya...den it's so wonderful done...i lovee my hair so much...LOLS! i bet every ushers love their hair cum make up...den have briefing and lunch/dinner to eat! yum yum! there's hopekids ppl singing the kid's prayer...they are SOOO CUUTEE!!! heehee...den around 6plus,went in to the place le...i was so nervous...actually i never fail to be nervous during every ushering duty...HAHAAHS! den welcome ppl...had fun too! den jumped during praise,had worship,sermon etc...there was a part where pastor ben and his wife danced tango! WOW! i have something to say...i really find fillipino people so warm and so enthu! seriously,i look at them i can smile le...hahahas,influential...den there's one fillipino usher come and shake my hand...heehee...overall it's really very cool larhh!! sermon was superB! FAITH! i really want to grow in faith! HOPE BANGKOK ISH SO COOL TOO!!! WOOOW!! den after that,had east photo taking,ushers photo taking...den went to burger king to settle our dinner...share with caijuan as usual...LOLS...den reach home around midnight,afterall,it was SO COOL AND SUPERB!!!

it's roughly about 1 more weeks to EOY le...our children day pressie ish exams! LOLS...=.= time seriously pass so fast...there's no time to lose as well...haissh...i just hope that we will stir one another up...i encourage euu all to keep watch over one another and JIAYOU!!!! if one people can do it,so can the rest do it! yeah?agree?heehee...okaes,i wont online nor use comp that often le...anything sms or call me bahx...tatas~ xD
EVERYTHING ISH SO COOL!!! RAWWKS!! LOVVVES!! =D
p.s:photos will be uploaded soon and very soon...oopps...heehee...(=

LABELS: solitude

11o92oo7!!! (=

2007-09-11T20:40:00.000-07:00

hello readers!! hahahas! im backed to blog once again...after like sooooooooo long? this post will be a short post ya...like wad i've says,i wont be blogging for now till end of EOYs...and im going to do it! and i shall avoid my computer too...HAHAHAS...laughs*will i be able to go through it?stay tune...LOLS...hmmm, serious now...it's like only about 19 days to EOY?!? can euu believe it??i cant lei...dead dead lerrh! i seriously need help!! can anyone teach me maths?!?! ahhh!!! i gonna make use of my time wisely lerrh...gonna do summary,mindmap and everything le...everything will not be last mins lerrh! so people,do keep watch over me...(= and the bad news now was,im having +++++++ +++??!?! but looks like pimples?and also looks like rashes?it's popping out one by one...omg,it's itchy larh...and im on mc for two entire weeks...how am i going to go school? how am i going to do my exams?it's like,am i kidding myself or what?!?dead dead...anyone willing to teach me my work mahx?how am i going to catch up? ahhhh!!! haissh...i just pray that it will quickly heal and everything ya...so do keep me in prayers...heeheex...

the few weeks,the few months to come,im waiting something to happen to my life,to changkat,to my sheeps' life,to ppl around me...i wanna have breakthroughs! i think it's like very long since i have breakthroughs?haissh...im not going to give up...CG08! it's like OMG! it's only like 1 months 3 weeks more before term4 holidays?i dont believe changkat wont be won lei...vision of 22 changkatians?I BELIEVE WITH ALL MY HEART,IT WILL BE DONE! IT WILL BE COMPLETE!!! like what last sat sermons says,emotion without motion ish eeeee...as well as,wad's the point if euu only say:can de larh can de larh,but dont do anything about it?i just want to recommit everything onto god once again...seriously it's time for me to think through and do more for God lerrh...im dont wanna be stagnantany more le...it's time for GROWTH! JIAYOU SIEWLING! =DD

wad i wish god to speak/show to me is: a word,his heartbeat,and the urgency!
keep praying and praying and praying!!!
rc is in trouble too,lets really fast and pray that we will have a new rc soon and God to do his work...thus we can carry on with our cg and everything ya...
alrights,i will end here...tatas~keep me in prayer...buhbye..

LABELS: itchy, POP! =.=

30/8/2007 thursday...(=

2007-08-30T23:45:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!!! after so long im backed to update again...i wont be updating regulary le...or should i say i will stop blogging for a period of time bahx,due to EOY ish coming...yeah!! term 3 come to an end le...now im having one week of sept holidays...althought it's not long,but im going to make full use of my one week! and after that,it's EOY le...fast hurh? i really think this year pass very fast! hmm...okok...let me say about some thing that happen this week...mon-wed get back all the common test papers...i only can say,"OMG!"very disappointed with myself...some ish can pass,just that not enough time,misinterpret questions etc etc...ahhhh!!! haissh...with these grades that i have,dont even know how am i going to promote to 4E la...)= im in danger zone...haissh...gonna work hard and mugg all the way le...den for thurs,we have EOY physics and chem pratical in the morning...yeah!! im happy that i know how to light a bunser burner le!!! this ish my first time...and know wad,i total use le 3 matchsticks den got flame...and once got flame right,i forget about my matchstick,i jollywell see my burnser burner,den suddenly my hand like hot hot de,i quickly blow the fire out...LOLS...-.- den was alright bahx...just hope that im able to pass bahx...just commit everything unto God,and he will do something de...den after that,had recess and off to army open house...i tell euu!!! it's very very COOL! it's very far,at jurong,i think...wanted to try flying fox with hongyu de,but due to rain,cant play...kinda sad,but never mind...was raining kinda heavily la...den my plastic raincoat spoil...so have to walk in the rain...den me,hongyu and erica went to try the hitman...got target den must aim de...it's real gun okies...LOLS...at first i very scared,cos after i shoot finish 1 bullet,the gun got effect de...so i tell myself to just finish the 5 bullets and that's it...i really very very scared...so i quickly shoot all that...the sound ish also very loud...but surprisely,i got that hitman badge...LOLS...cool...and the #3 shake hand with me...oopps...a new experience for me of the hitman...den went to explore and take photos...wanted to take balloon,but just dunno where they get la...sobbx...den bought waffles with hongyu...and also bought ice cream with fel,jess,erica,hongyu...there also got game like,catch fish,real fish and they can take home de...hahahas...overall it's really very COOL and fun la!! heex...also wanna thanks fel for her umbrella too...(= was also thinking if i should be an army officer...LOLS...jkjk...hahas...den went back to school around 4 plus,and i rushed all the way buy bread and go rc for cg...saw ruilin at mrt station and went rc with him...today cg was fun!!! as well as did learn something...i lead chairing and i did ice cream float as well as sandwhich making with them...kinda weird but fun! yeah?HAHAS! ended about 7 plus? and went home after that...it's a tiring day,but FUN and COOL!!!!!(= photos will be uploaded below...kope from fel and jessica blog...=/ tatas~~

Labels: #3 =ppp

ARMY OPEN HOUSE 2007

This is the building that cover with leaves?
cool horx?(=

Army Vehicle (=

Jessica,HongYu,Felicia,Erica,SiewLing
2E3,US (=

SiewLing,Jessica,HongYu,Felicia =DD

AHHTOOH AND ME!
ice cream are loves by us! (=
*im drenched after the rain*

wow! future army officers! =p

common test...)=

2007-08-22T17:20:00.000-07:00

COMMON TEST THIS ENTIRE ONE WEEK...!!! )=
so far,i had my english paper,chinese paper,chem paper,
ss paper,amaths paper already...
left with physics tmr and emaths on fri...
oh nononono!!! im seriously lacking behind...)=
and i dont think i have done well...awww~sad sad...
never mind...im still not giving up yet...
so yeah,let's all JIAYOU!!!!
keep me in prayer if possible ya...thanks...(=
***Heb 11:1 , F.R.O.G!!!! =DD

labels: tired,screams!!! )=

national day eve!!! =DDD

2007-08-08T23:30:00.000-07:00

hey hey...im backed to blog...today ish wednesday!! cum national day eve!!! meaning we have half day of schooling~~den thurs and fri no schooling~~so shiok...whees~~morning i meet minyi at small mac and went to school together with her...we are not late...hahahas...den one malu thing happen to me:before we sing national atheme all that,have to see the cadets march etc...that time i dunno why suddenly i feel so urgent and wanna go toilet...ish damn paiseh la...i was grabbing my skirt so tightly man...ooppps...and i pray wont leak out...LOLS...so funny me...oopps...den i keep saying,hurry hurry end...LOLS...den finally end,and den i ask erica pei me go toilet and we run there...LOLS...and finally,no more urgent le...thanks god...and den went back to class,took our national day gift...this year one was seriously auntie man...ooppps...a recyled bag which euu can bring to supermarket...LOLS...=.= we stayed in class for only few mins,and den at 8.30am,went to hall to watch the performances...this year was seriously a high one man!!! all those secs 4 bring out the atmosphere...cool!!! we had performances like co,band,modern dance,malay dance,traditional indian dance as well as singing by choir ppl,marysoh and mr desker...modern dance steps are so cool la...regretted not joining modern dance...LOLS...and i believed that modern dance ish the super high cca we have...den band performances together with singing part was indeed funny one...cos the secs4 all ask the band ppl keep playing...and one part ish whereby marysoh sing song,den got one guy went up to sing with her...and he pretends to be marysoh and when thanking that part,he stands infront of marysoh so as to block her...LOLS...funny lurh!! den two secs 4 guys even wanted to conduct the band,as in take over the instrustor...so funny...was laughing out loud man...this year was seriously cool!!! everything rocks!!! ended everything at 10am...early right??hahas...den wanna meet minyi de...but ahtoh asks me pei her?cos actually says ish wanna go seoul garden eat de...but like no ppl wanna go...den i was blur all along,dunno where to go etc...in the end,pei ahtoh,den din meet minyi...sorry ya...den ahneo joined us as well...took train,reach tm around 10.30am?saw xiao esther with her friends...den ermmx,seoul garden havent open...so we intend to slack at open plaza first...den at there,we were smacking one another's leg...LOLS...there got one small corner very cool de...but only for kids less than 12 yrs old de...so sad cant go in...den abt going to 11.30am,walked around tm awhile...one paiseh thing i did was:ahneo says she saw her friends...den she keeps looking...den i say,hello,im jacintha neo...den suddenly celia[i dunno she's there]turn back,and she says hello to me...i was shocked and paiseh...oopps...anyway,HELLO CELIA!! (= den went seoul garden eat...so cool lurh...3 ppl only cost $38.90...LOLS...den started eating and get food all that...cool...but dont have my cajun chicken,which ish my favourite chicken from there la...)= den while eating,i think i was the maddest ones...the one that keep laughing non-stop...LOLS...din eat alot...kinda wasted...but nvm,next time i'll eat more man!! eat two bowls of ice cream,three cups of water...omg...and makes my stomach pain...LOLS...den nehx,one funny thing happen at there was:when me and ahtoh go take ice-cream,den we look back at our seats...gang hao besides our table ish a couple...while ahneo sit at one side...den the scene looks like the couple[ahneo's "parents"] din not care about ahneo and ahneo was isolating at one corner...and it looks like,papa,mama,nuer!! hahahas...LOLS...laugh like mad too...we sit there from 11.30am all the way till about 2.30pm...3 hours!! wow!! cool man!! den after that,saw melody when coming out from seoul garden that time...den ahneo wanted to go toilet,but the toilet was full...and ahneo did something funny...wont say it out...*ahneo ah,say im good that i din say out* hahahas!!! den after that,they both went paya lebar find ahpeh,while i go meet caijuan...had a fun time with ahtoh and ahneo man!! (= you guys rock! hope to go out more often with them again...(= den meet caijuan,we spend time ya...went to cs basement have a sit as well as zi-lianing...LOLS...den around 6pm,went back small mac to meet changkat pioneering team as well as cheng...den cj was sweet la...she passed me strepsils...thanks budd!!! den after that,we went romantic mac...cos cheng meeting us individually and i was the first...quite scary though...oopps...but wad she says really make me reflects alot...especially:assumptions kills relationship as well as we need to clarify everything!!yupps...i did reflects abt my spiritual life...wasn't well or on track though...but i believe i will be back soon...den went and reached home around 8 plus...i seriously love and enjoys today alot!!! today was a very fruitful day as well...thank you god!!! (=

today rockss!!! national day celebration + seoul garden + day out with ahhtooh and ahneo + laughing madly with them + spend time with budd + some talkings...really made my day ya!!! whees~~ =DD
shall blog till here...buhbye everyone!! =DD

label:smile~~(=
i wanna renew my convenant with god as well as i want to be on right track with god once again...

two moons on 27th august!! =DD

2007-08-03T20:15:00.000-07:00

NEWS NEWS NEWS!!!
siewsiew ish reporting news now...LOLS...=.=
im just being lame...oopps...
anyway,receive one email abt moon!!!
continue to read on man,woman!!!

TWO MOONS ON 27TH AUGUST!!!
27th Aug---the Whole World is waiting for...Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultivate on 27th Aug,when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth. Be sure to watch the sky on 27th Aug, 12:30 am . It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in year 2287,So share this with your friends as no one alive today will ever see it again...

cool isnt it??but i dunno ish true anot...
so let's expect it...hahahas...lalalalas~~ dont forget arhs...
but if possible,those who remember about it,remind me alright...oopps...(=
MOON MOON MOON!!! hahahahas~~=DD

caregroup with East-E!!! =DD

2007-08-02T21:20:00.000-07:00

im backed to blog...oopps...will be a short post i hope...=/ din went school in the morning again due to morning still feeling sick,and i stayed at home to rest...den rest etc...feeling much better around noon time...but im coughing badly and non-stop...uh oh...den nehx,around 2 plus i take a short nap till 3 plus...den wake up,prepare etc and off to rc!!! waited for bus 34 was indeed long man...like as if the bus will never come like that or that bus never existed...oopps...den board the bus,saw melody at the next bus stop...god answered my prayer...cos i was praying before i went out that i want ppl pei me go rc...and was praying that i can accidentally meet any of my cg ppl...and yea,thanks god i saw melody and she pei me!! whees~~but i was late to practice praise with jeslin...sorry...oopps...BUT.....today caregroup was awesome!!! woohooo~~~during chairing,played musical chair...and some of us have "forfeit" after that...eat bread with some special ingredients...LOLS...but thanks god,i eat jam de!!! cos others ish with chocolate with pepper or mayo de...phew...hahahas...(= den testi,great!! din managed to share...but it's alright...den praise...lead by me!!! hahahas! at first i was blurred...cos my voice somehow weird weird and distracted me alot...oopps...den yea,was alright too...had fun...hahas...den during worship,we sang "i will run to you"...god speak to me about this:do i want to run to him?do i want to complete this race without giving up at all?and do i want to run this race together with him?really makes me think and reflects alot...but yea,as well as somehow bring me back to god once again ya...den holy com,den sermonD...cool man!! we learn the passport thing...and what true friends ish all about...den after that,GAMES!! hahas...lead by guifang,constance,minyi and meng...played murderer...cool!! den another ish must act out de...im so malu...oopps...i act till very funny that jiajia roll on the floor...hahahas...oopps...den everything end around 7 plus...and i leave together with minyi,caijuan,yingying and melody around 8 plus...too bus 34 with melody and caijuan...den i reached home around 8 plus...wad a cool day i have today...oopps...but my nose cant stop running...i mean i keep sneezing and coughing...uh oh...in jesus name,i'll be heal!! AMEN! (= tmr going back to school...chem test tmr...dead...i dont understand...never mind...i shall depend on god...!! alright...i will blog soon and very soon...hehex...i end here le...buhbye~~
SIEWSIEW LOVE EAST-E!!! (=

label: sick )=

happy birthday to Ying and Jing...=DD

2007-08-01T22:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YING SQUARE AND JING SQUARE!! =DD
01082007 ish their special day!!

YHOPE ESS!!! (=

2007-07-20T21:31:00.000-07:00

Identity - 21 July 2007
Have you experienced one of those ‘click’ moments?
You know, the kind when the song that’s playing on the radio just happens to express in complete eloquence what your heart feels?
Well, on the 21st July, we will provide you plenty to ‘click’ about. Armed with electric guitars, drums, amongst the many others, the Music Team will showcase a repertoire of songs that will express a spectrum of emotions.
And if that’s not enough for you, we always have our Dance Team to put the Electric into your little City. Be there for a spanking good time!

Friendship - 28 July 2007 “DON’T PLAY WITH YOUR CUTLERY!”
Do you remember these words from the time you took your chopsticks at dinner and pretended for a while to be some rock star drummer, hitting at your plate and bowl? That was years ago. (Bahh, alright, maybe just a few weeks ago) A
nyhow, the 28th of July will showcase our very own animation clip, accompanied by our very own self-composed songs.
Come, and expect to be thrilled and entertained!

for more info:http://yhope-if.blogspot.com/
JOIN US!!! dont miss out...
interested??leave a tag behind or asked me...=DD
see you there!!~

there's gonna be revival in CHANGKAT!!! (=

2007-07-12T09:00:00.000-07:00

saw this from my sheepmate,jiajia's blog...woohoo~~
cool cool hurh?! let's sing together!!!

THERE'S GONNA BE A REVIVAL IN CHANGKAT!!!
THERE'S GONNA BE A REVIVAL IN CHANGKAT!!!
From the NORTH (NORTH)
From the SOUTH (SOUTH)
From the EAST to the WEST
THERE'S GONNA BE A REVIVAL (AMEN!)
THERE'S GONNA BE A REVIVAL (AMEN!)
THERE'S GONNA BE A REVIVAL IN CHANGKAT!!!

changkat ish our land [jeslin,yingying,minyi and me!] am i right? (=
if we dont do it,who shall do it??let's win the school...
jelin:JIAYOU!!
jeslin jeslin:NEVER NEVER GIVE UP!!!
yingying:JIAYOU!!
yingying yingying:NEVER NEVER GIVE UP!!
minyi:JIAYOU!!
minyi minyi:NEVER NEVER GIVE UP!!
siewling:JIAYOU!!
siewling siewling:NEVER NEVER GIVE UP!!

*GOD USE US,EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US!!!*

GOD,I NEED YOU!!!
DRAW ME BACK TO YOU ONCE AGAIN!

happy birthday to minyi and shuhzhen! (=

2007-07-11T23:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MINYI AND SHUHZHEN!!!! =DD
may euu both continue to stay firm in the lord,our god,
and continue to GROW much much more and do more for him yea?? JIAYOU!!! all the way~~
hope euu all have a wonderful birthday...woohoo~~(=
11072007 [7-eleven] cool hurh?(x

2007-07-10T21:30:00.000-07:00

I JUST NEED A LISTENING EARS NOW!!! )=
AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

label:troubled

2007-07-10T21:00:00.000-07:00

two days never go school le!!! )=
homework are piling up for me!!! argghhh!!!
works that like cant be done de??haissh...)=
i seriously feel uncomfortable...
MY EARS!!! i seriously cant hear properly...
everything i hear ish just so so soft...
i have to go near den can hear the sound...
the doc says ish some infection...which affect my left ear den to my right ear!!!
omg!!! and i was referred to some specialist this fri!!!
guys:just keep me in eur prayer alright...
im seriously very scared now...!!!
i might also cant catch up in school...)=
ahhhhhhhh!!!!! why must this happen to me right now??!
ahhhhhh!!!!! just stop this physical warfare can?!

LABELED:
im sad...
im worried...
im stressed...
i really dunno wad to do...
can anyone be there for me??)=

2007-07-09T21:00:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
recover from my high fever not long ago...
now ish ears blocked!!! OMG!!!!
STOP THIS PHYSICAL WARFARE PLEASE!!!!
God,heal my ears!!! let me hear clearly once again!!
i dont wanna miss out school anymore!!! )=
just so xinku when my ears are blocked!!! )=

label:arghhh! ears blocked arent good at all...! )=

fever gone...(=

2007-07-02T23:50:00.000-07:00

YEAH~~!!!!
like finally after 5 days,from wed all the way till mon,
my fever has gone away from me~~WHEES!!!! (=
im healthy once again!! (=
hahahahas...(x
scared me...cos at first i thought i had dengue,
cos my fever was ups and downs...but really thanks god!!!
im alright now!!! =DD
lalalalalas~~siewsiew ish SUPER HYPER NOW!!! =/

fever days...)=

2007-06-29T15:20:00.000-07:00

din attend school for two days ; thursday and friday!!!
due to having high fever...my fever ish funny though...
sometimes damn high sometimes low...why??rahhhh...
throat pain and sore as well...uh oh,no more fried and hot stuffs?
omg!!! actually ish a happy thing to stay at home to rest etc...
but sad thing ish i probably think i cant catch up?oh man...)=
and also lots of work for me to be done...)=
sobx sobx...

label: burning hot now...)=

my phone line ish back...! (=

2007-06-23T23:30:00.000-07:00

TELL EUU GUYS SOMETHING!!!
IM OFFICIALLY USING BACK MY PHONE LINE NO.!!!!
WHEES!!! DONT SMS TO MY PREPAID CARD LE...
DONT HAVE MY NO,ASK FROM ME,
OR LEAVE A TAGG BEHIND!
THANKS!!! WHEES~~(=

thanks minyi for her prayer!!! (=

2007-06-23T09:03:00.000-07:00

this ish wad minyi prayed for me on friday night,22.06.2007,through msn!!! THANKS MINNIE MOUSE!!! hahahas! (=

i wann to hav tis heart of perserverance hias=(im rly amazed n...WHY?!change miie says:
god i pray for tis sister siewling tt u could take away the pain frm her...dun let her feel pain,ect...and tt u'd bless tis child of urs tt while she is sleepin her leg wun b more worst bt god in ur mighty power u can heal her n tt she could share testi abt wad u had bless her...god heal her in the name of jesus as u are a god who can do impossible ting to turn up to a possible ting wait contiune

i wann to hav tis heart of perserverance hias=(im rly amazed n...WHY?!change miie says:
gods n tt u are out provider we can onli ask u n put 100%of our fith n hope in u.god if u heal her she can hav more enthu to praise u as she wun feel anii pain.n tt she could rly apply wad pq,meng n jeslin had taught us...lets us rmb every single ting tt u had spoken to us n we'l keep each other in prayer,ect!god do miracles in her life n u see tis sister heart tt she rly desire2brin ppl to cum

i wann to hav tis heart of perserverance hias=(im rly amazed n...WHY?!change miie says:
n noe u so bless her tt th ppl sho she brin will nt last min change their mind nt to go...we all believe it can b done thru u name...god thank for todae in ur mighty name i pray amen!!!!

i wann to hav tis heart of perserverance hias=(im rly amazed n...WHY?!change miie says:
hahas muss feel honour for miie to pray so long for u of ocs im gudd no larr we should keep one another in prayer wad than wad for there are sister?

and one thing about minyi ish that she says: niotes instead of nights!! hahahas...! x)

CATALYST!!!

2007-06-22T23:30:00.000-07:00

CATALYST!!!
-in chemistry it means that it is actually something used in chemical reactions to speed up the rate of reaction...so in the same way,this catalyst is to speed up our spiritual growth...! [said by mengmeng] (=

today East-E has catalyst...wad's that??hahahas...it's so call a mini camp...
whereby there's teachings,praise&worship,games and guitar lessons!!! and lunch too...
okaes...start by saying my day...
early in the morning,i was so happy when i hear my mama says she pay for my hp bill le...
seriously...im so happy that i cant stop smiling...so i start to call customers service and ask about my phone...den they say my mum has to go down to any HELLO store and ask them to get back the line...so around 11am,me and my mum went out le...while walking to my house there de car park...something happen...
i fell on the ground out of a sudden...coming to think of how i fell,it's funny...cos it's slow motion...LOLS...but i think ish my legs suddenly bend or dunno what,thus i fell...and know wad,my mummy din even help me up!!! so i try to stand up myself...and my leg ish very pain,plus im giddy...so my mummy asked me sit at one side first...i giddy till vomitted wad i eat in the morning,maggie mee..so disgusting...oopps...den i ask my mama get my plain water...and my mama came back with plain water as well as plaster...den after awhile,i try to stand up,the moment i stand,i seriously can faint...in my heart i feel like asking my mama really call ambulance now...cos i cant stand any longer le...so i sat down again...den i stand up,cos im fine le i think,den walk till another block,my mama see like i cannot tahan den asks me go home...den i really cant walk,knee very pain,thus my mama asks me go home instead now...and my face ish pale...so walk till under my block,i vomitted even more...of cos not at the ground...den went off rest while my mama go tm alone to help me with the line...den i rest on the sofa,but my knee just cant bend...so uncomfortable and in such great pain...)=
den after awhile,i think im well le...so i call my mama and tell her i went out le,cos at first she really dont allow me go out..thanks god...den yushan pei me from my house there till rc there...buy drinks and off she went to meet jade le ya...thanks yushan! den went up to rc and my catalyst journey began!!!
although i miss the praise part as cg start at 10am...but i reach around 12 plus,going to 1pm le i think...den saw shuhzhen under the rc block and went up together with her...the rest of the eastE was worshipping...i joined them,but i sat down...den after we worship finish,some came and help me with my wounds...thanks alot sisters!! like meng,melody,jeslin,peiqing etc etc...THANKS!!! and they bandanged my knee till very funny...oopps...but the difficulty i have was standing up and sitting down...it's hurt alot...summarise:the teachings were GREAT!!! learnt alot and i want to be an OBEDIENT child of God,and follow JESUS all the way...(= den our lunch actually ish eat western or hor fun all that,but ended up eat cup noodles...hahas...den guitar lesson was GREAT too...the leaders group us according to 1,2,3,4...so funny...im in group 3 together with jiajia and our "teacher" ish meng...hahas...shepherd teaches sheeps...hahhas...so cute and cool right??hoho!! i've learn two praise songs!! woohoo!!! but just that im slow...never mind...practice makes perfect...(= GUITAR LESSON ROCKSS!!! den we ended by worshipping...the song "for this cause"really speaks to me as well as there's time to kneel down before God and leaders come pray for us...i cant kneel,but i try my best to kneel on one leg...and peiqing prayed for me...yupps...and we ended off around 6.50pm?yupps...most of them left first den left me,yingying,jeslin,peiqing,kaysee and melody...i tried to take out the badages,but it sticks to my wounds...OMG right? but fear not,managed to take out in the end...THANKS SISTERS!!! (= den use one wet thing to clean my wounds and yupps...after awhile,we,except kaysee and melody left le...and off i took bus 34 back home...reached home around 8 plus i think...and yupps...im here to blog!!! (=
added on to it,we played games like mangseh?etc...thanks god we never play handiplast...if not i dont need to walk le...oopps...hehex...although i missed their game part as well as praise part and i think quiet time part too,due to i came late...but it's alright,at least i din missed the whole thing...yea??hehex...(= EVERYTHINGS ROCKSS!!! (=
CATALYST ROCKSS!! did euu all know we were being "spyed"? LOLS...as in kaysee use her laptop to record what we did etc...as in see our actions all that...i dont really know how to explian clearly...oopps...heex...but from this mini camp,all EastE ppl has a cool file...with our name on it etc...PINK COLOUR!!! whees!!! but i never regretted for going...whees!! itreally makes me learnt alot as well as reflects alot!! yupp yupps!!! I LOVE CATALYST!!! (= have fun fellowshipping with EastE ppl as well...yupps...
i end off here...buhbye~~EastE rawkss!!! (=

label: MY KNEE HURTS!!! )=

CAMP PHOTOS!! (=

2007-06-21T23:45:00.000-07:00

CAMP PHOTOS!!!
i've uploaded at photobuckets!!
take a look if euu all want...hahahas... (=

links:
http://s181.photobucket.com/albums/x113/GnilweiS/FirstFrontier-Camp/

spiritual warfare...

2007-06-19T22:00:00.000-07:00

GOD!!!!
HELP ME AND BRING ME THROUGH THIS SPIRITUAL WARFARE!!! ;
WHICH IM HAVING RIGHT NOW!!!
GOD,TAKE AWAY THE FEARS THAT ARE HINDERING MY WALK WITH YOU!!!

God or Satan asked me this:
---WHICH ONE WILL I CHOOSE???
GOD or others??????
will i hold on tightly to god,or will i let go??
im in a state of unstablebility...
god let me find the answer in you...

about my cg members!! (=

2007-06-18T21:49:00.000-07:00

why not let me now says about my cg members!! during the camp...cos i think somehow there are some funny stuffs about them...dont be surprised...(= hahahas!

-Cheng
i remember on the last day morning...everyone was sleeping so soundly...and suddenly cheng came to me and caijuan's bed screaming,asking us to wake up...yet we never care about her...?den i was in blur state...i heard she complaining to meng says:i wake them up le but they still dont want wake up etc...so funny...she sounds like mummy...HAHAHAS!!! (=

-Meng
oh the second night,i went over to her room to sleep...cos she meeting me...i was funny okies...whenever she goes to other ppl room to ask them sleep etc,i will lie around on people's bed and dont wanna go,pretend im sleeping all that...thus she will tickle my legs...of cos,i wake up immediately...hahahas...! but i enjoy her prescence...! talk to her alot as well as it's really a joy to account...trust me...hahahas! love shepherd mengmeng!!! really thanks god for her listening ears!! (=

-Kaysee
i think kaysee ish fun to play with...especially the zhu rou part...!!! hahahas...actually come to recalling,i dont know why i said i buy zhu rou for her...but my zhu rou refering to instant noodles...LOLS...i love to joke with her about zhu rou...have fun time fellowshipping with her...also get to know she ish lame...

-Sally
through this camp,i know that sally ish not that scary after all,seriously...hahahas...she loves to play and joke around de...remember the last night went jogging with her...enjoy her prescence...hahas...! and was suppose to jog the next morning instead,cos she's scared of the dark...but ended up we wake up late,thus we din go run le...did get to know sally more too...sally i encouraged euu to talk more and smile more...

-Melody
another funny person i discovered...still remember got one night,dunno who crack joke,or say something funny...den while she's eating,she was laughing so madly...LOLS...*remember*hahahas...enjoy fellowshipping with her as well...

-Minyi
this girl here hurh...tell euu,she dont sleep de...oopps....i still remember first night sleep with her,cos she's my room-mates...she never sleep and yea,i keep asking her:euu sleep le mahx,etc...LOLS...but yea,can see that she grow in this camp!! whees...have fun times fellowshipping with her as well...jiayou oh minyi!!! inspired us more and more...!! and she's getting lamer and lamer...funnier and funnier...crappier and crappier...oh man!!! her first camp too...bet she enjoyed it very much...! (=

-Yingying
this girl hurh...got her lovely babies...she gave name for them...Tutu and Burby...hahahas...actually din really know her well...but her laughter ish unique...hahahas!! *i know wad to do now...*

-Caijuan
budd budd...she never fails to brighten up our days de...she ish such a joke,joker...! hahahas...i remember i ask her to spend time with me during last night...cos was actually wanted to run de...but we din managed to run,so i booked her last night and yea,we did run!!! we sang songs while running...crazy people like us...cos im scared of the dark...oopps...den shared with her somethings...and yea,thanks for eur listening ears...jiayou budd!!! (=

-Peiqing
coming to realise it...she's another girl that i din really have time with her...dunno why...but i can say she ish funny together with yingying and tutu and burby...LOLS...hope to know her more...but did see her dance during the G.A.P!!! (= HIAK HIAK!!!

-Gillian
hmmm...gillian arhs...din really have time with her also...but i can says she ish so so so much wow! her desires really amazed me...woohoo~~giliian,i believe she will grow much much more de...jiayou!!! and minyi says she ish very ON for God de...woohoo!!! this ish her first camp as well!! (= i bet she never regretted going for this camp...right??

-Jeslin
changkat pioneering leader!! woohoo!!! she's a funny girl...im sure there's lots of things i can learn from her...and i can see her desires for changkat...jeslin,jiayou!!! we will support euu de!!

-Jiajia
sheepmate!!! i remembered the second night...she spend her night drawing rather than sleeping...and she shared with me...so cute de right...although din really have much fellowship with her,but the time i have with her,was great!!! we shared our problems too...and yea,we have the same problems...hmmm...jiayou jiajia!!! (=

after reading this,dont euu find my cg members funny??or interesting??HAHHAS!!! thanks eastE for all the funniest things etc...rawks on and let's be more eccentrics!! woohooo!!! (=

happy birthday to ahhhtooooh!!! =DD

2007-06-15T20:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY JESSICA TOOOHHHH!!!
AHHH TOOOH AH AHHHHH TOOOOH!!!! (=

awww...i miss ahhh tooh,ahhh peehhh and ahhh neo alot...
cos they are at kl now...awww,i missed it!!! cos i really can go,yet i choose not to go...
that's kinda not like me nor it's not me...HAHAS!!! but cause i have church camp ya...
but i hope the three of them are enjoying themselves there;
as well as learnt alot too!!
share with me when euu all come back!!! hahahas!!!
euu are all missed by me...
but last but not least,i missed felfel too...)=

im backed from first frontier!!! (=

2007-06-14T23:15:00.000-07:00

HEY GUYS!!! IM BACKED FROM CHURCH CAMP!!!
11th JUNE 2007----14TH JUNE 2007
THE FIRST FRONTIER!!! WOOOHOOO~~~
LEARNT ALOT AS WELL AS LET ME THINK ALOT!!!!
IT HAD REALLY IMPACT ME ALOT!!!
AND CH08!!! LET'S WIN OUR SCHOOLS!!!!
PHOTOS WILL UPLOAD SOON AS WELL AS
I WILL BLOG ABOUT THE CAMP SOON!!!
STAY TUNE FOR MORE!!! (=

tatas...(=

msn conversation beween kaysee and me...! (=

2007-06-09T21:42:00.000-07:00

a funny conversation between me and kaysee...HAHAHAS! (=
she's advertising cbox too...HAHAHAS!!!(=
and im being lame...=.=

kaysee says:
i cant tag your blog!
kaysee says:
your blog dont like me
'_GnilweiS__*pooh&eeyore* =DD says:
LOLS...
'_GnilweiS__*pooh&eeyore* =DD says:
should be can
'_GnilweiS__*pooh&eeyore* =DD says:
but sometimes cannot too
'_GnilweiS__*pooh&eeyore* =DD says:
oopps
kaysee says:
aye, i cant even see the words clearly
kaysee says:
cbox still the best
'_GnilweiS__*pooh&eeyore* =DD says:
yeah,cos i was trying out
'_GnilweiS__*pooh&eeyore* =DD says:
this taggy board really not good?
kaysee says:
i dont know
kaysee says:
haha
kaysee says:
for me, i dont like this.
kaysee says:
i am a hardcore, never dying-always faithful cbox fan.
'_GnilweiS__*pooh&eeyore* =DD says:
hahas,actually tell euu why i nv reply tag okies?
kaysee says:
hha
kaysee says:
why
'_GnilweiS__*pooh&eeyore* =DD says:
cos the tag also dont like me,i cant reply
'_GnilweiS__*pooh&eeyore* =DD says:
LOLS..
kaysee says:
HAHAHA
kaysee says:
SIEWLING
kaysee says:
THAT'S SMTH VERY FUNNY CAN
kaysee says:
alot of them closed their blogs
kaysee says:
i need to remove the links already
'_GnilweiS__*pooh&eeyore* =DD says:
oh,dont remove me
'_GnilweiS__*pooh&eeyore* =DD says:
hehhee
kaysee says:
haha
kaysee says:
you got close your blog meh
kaysee says:
aha
kaysee says:
then you change the tagboard la
kaysee says:
haha
'_GnilweiS__*pooh&eeyore* =DD says:
okaes,will change by today
'_GnilweiS__*pooh&eeyore* =DD says:
hehehe
kaysee says:
YEAH
'_GnilweiS__*pooh&eeyore* =DD says:
=)
'_GnilweiS__*pooh&eeyore* =DD says:
HAHA

prayer meet at meng's house...(=

2007-06-07T23:30:00.000-07:00

hey hey...im backed after so long?HAHAS!! not long actually...=) anyway,today ish thursday,june 7...woohoo...i enjoyed today alot...hmmm,in the morning wake up around 9 plus,going to 10am le...den use computer,watch teebee etc...den eat my breakfast,NASI LEMAK!!! i finally understand wad jiajia says and means le...when euu are too hungry,euu can hungry till euu dont wanna eat anymore le...meaning euu are full in the end without eating anything...i experience it myself today...cos yesterday i was so so so EXTREME hungry larh...rahhhh!! my mama dont allow nor cook for me instant noodles...say wad my papa later wakes up scold me...)= den my house ish no food de...so,no choice...have to tahan until this morning...and my rice,i eat less than half of the packet loh...LOLS...den play audition,bathe,write cards,prepare to go out...den around 2.40pm,i leave my house le...it's so funny can...cos at first when im preparing all that,i says i will be early to meet my cg...ended up i leave my house 5 mins before the meeting time..which ish 2.45pm meet...i was like dead dead dead...ahhhh! den i quickly rush out etc...took bus 18,my saviour bus...LOLS...den reached there,saw only minyi,sally and yingying...at first i thought i was the last one...den wait for the rest to come,at first i thought meng meeting us de...but ended up,after caijuan and gillian come,caijuan says that they go first le...so the rest of us took bus 291 to meng's house...was so funny on the bus larh...that caijuan...tsk tsk...funniest of all man...! den bluffed her etc...i feel bad...oopps...minyi ish very waste drink de...oopps...she cant finish her chocolate ice-blended,so i help her drink in the end...cos i want the pearl...HAHAS! den nehx,reached meng's house le...total there are:meng,jeslin,melody,caijuan,gillian,sally,yingying,minyi and me...so we started our eastE prayer meet...to preapre our hearts for camp! the prayer meet was long,and due to i close my eyes very long,my eyes feel very pain when opening...)= but alot of flashes come into my mind during the prayer meet...as to how i was when i was a newbie,my first camp and what kind of spirit do i want to bring to this camp! it really speaks to me alot...we sang:Come,Holy Spirit...should be this title bahx...oopps...i really pray that holy spirit will annoint me as well as intercede for me...yeah...and i never regret going for this prayer meet...!! after that,jeslin lead us in prayer...den after that,sally,caijuan and gillian got to leave le...so yea,left the rest of us...we at there do nothing...but slack...AHAHAS!!! there's junks to eat as well as ribena to drink!! so fun!! den yingying use pen to draw my hand and leg...=.= one funniest thing was,i got shock out of my life man! cos i was talking and listening to jiajia blur-ly,den suddenly yingying hit my left leg so hard den i jump up! ish really...WAHHH!!! SHOCK OF MY LIFE MAN!!! and minyi and jiajia still laugh at me...heh! tsk tsk...den we were saying about camp,sat,sun...it's so funny of us...LOLS...den roughly around 6plus,we left meng house together with meng...went to 800 plus there...and i saw...CHIAMIN!!!!! she with huijuan and other sisters yea...huijuan says chiamin miss me...awwww~~ so sweet...lalalalas...I MISS CHIAMIN ALOT TOO!!! and remember our outing alright...hohoho...den left to find jeslin's white shoes that she wanted...jeslin bought it and we took bus 291 to inter...they peii-ed me to cs toilet...den after that,we go different places le...jeslin and meng go walk around,buy things,while me,melody,minyi and yingying went off le...before going off,meng asks me to one side,and she says she wants to scold me...i was errr...BLURRED!! i dunno why i so blur today...but she says she wants gives me something and i must use it during camp...i was like...errr...at first i thought was...P*D...LOLS...but she bought me ripple slippers...THANKS SHEPHERD!!! whees...i have the same slippers as hers!!! cool!! hehex...den pei melody to old chang kee...she bought her curry puff and went home after that...i took bus 3 alone,while melody took bus 292 and yingying and minyi walks off...yupps...on bus,was really thinking about the spirit that i want to bring to this camp as well as some camp objectives...i reached home around 8.35pm...watch teebee,use computer...and here i am blogging...HAHAHAS!!! i really pray and hope that my heart will be settled soon and very soon...to get ready for camp,to hear god's voice,god's words...yea...heex...alright...i think i blogged till here bahx...meeting mengmeng tmr plus clc1 tmr plus cg tmr...whees...(= buhbye...~~

i really want to thanks shepherd meng for yesterday that she chats with me on msn,let me understand alot of things,as well as cheer me up,as well as i know how monkeyish and lamish she ish...oopps...=/ but never mind meng,i still love euu and god loves euu too...HAHAHAS!!! you rock!! thanks shepherd meng meng...karate chop meng...!! (=

You Will Never Walk Alone [LYRICS]

2007-06-03T09:55:00.000-07:00

my budd encourages me with this song when im down and after sharing her with my problems...and it speaks to me quite alot...THANKS BUDD!!! (=

Title:You Will Never Walk Alone
Sang by:Point Of Grace

Along life's road
There will be sunshine and rain
Roses and thorns, laughter and pain
And 'cross the miles
You will face mountains so steep
Deserts so long and valleys so deep
Sometimes the Journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember
I want you to know

You will never walk alone
As long as you have FAITH
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
You may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And he'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone

The path will wind
And you will find wonders and fears
Labors of love and a few falling tears
Across the years
There will be some twists and turns
Mistakes to make and lessons to learn
Sometimes the journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember
wherever you may go

You will never walk alone
As long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
You may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And he'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone

Jesus knows your joy,
Jesus knows your need
He will go the distance with you faithfully

You will never walk alone
As long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
You may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And he'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone [x2]

Imagine Me Without You [LYRICS]

2007-06-03T09:30:00.000-07:00

i came across felicia's blog and heard this song ya...it's very meaningful as well as can let me relects about alot of things...yupps...the lyrics are below...

Title:Imagine Me Without You
Sang by:Jaci Velasquez

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Till the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life, you're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you

Verse 2:
When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rushed to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you

I can't imagine me without you

o1.o6.2oo7 =DD

2007-06-01T23:35:00.000-07:00

whees...today ish the first of june...may has past...and it's a new month...!! will this month be exciting to me?i hope it do...! (= firstly,i went swimming in the morning at tampines swimming complex...although i dont really know how to swim,it's alright...cos i wanna tann...oopps...went there from 9 plus till 10 plus...tann a small little bit nia...HAHAS! i did play the slide too...so fun...hahas...den after that,had my lunch and around 12pm,went to tampines mrt station platform to meet sabrina le...cos we both going for ushers workshop at nexus...on train,we both din talk much...hahas...miss the time when we were sheepmates...hmmm...but i keep laughing and smiling...dunno why...LOLS...but at the same time im tired after the swim...den the workshop starts at 1pm...started by introducing as well as games...hahas...bernadette was there too...whoots...the workshop ish interesting yea...HAHA! they teach and tell us what we are suppose to do during ushering,as well as show how we should have this excited spirit to welcome people...cool horx?JOIN USHERS!!! LOLS...den later we break into teams,as in ushers for the first day,second day,thrid day,forth day...i will be ushering for the first day...whole of first day...same as caijuan...whees...nicole briefed us...and after brefing,cos our team ish the faster team that briefed finish,so we played games...it's silly but fun! hahas! den yup,ended at 3pm...through this workshop,get to know new ppl from other district as well...(= den went off with sabrina to take mrt...she alighted at tampines to go for cg,whereas i alighted at pasir ris...waited for minyi to come...she's late...oopps...but never mind...we went to find vivian...we are very funny...at first we saw bus coming,and thought ish our bus,den we run like mad...LOLS..but it's not our bus...den minyi says this bus also can,so we boarded...on bus,i saw something like planet shakers paper,dunno how to say...den i took alot...gave minyi too...we are so funny larh...ooppps...hmmm...let me just summarise the thing happen in point form as alot of funny,eerie,etc thing happen:
1.just because we miss one stop,the bus went hightway and off we from pasir ris go to punggol...=.=
2.we took around 1 hour plus or 2 hour just to find vivian's block...
3.minyi at first tell me the block ish 725,den after awhile,she tells me ish 724...i was hurh?! i say 725,but she says no,ish 724...so i followed her...
4.we walk around pasir ris like that...from around block 700 walk to block 760+...LOLS...=.=
5.ask alot of ppl,some give wrong info...etc...
6.but god send two ppl [auntie] ,to give and direct us to the correct place...THANKS GOD! and PRAISE THE LORD! (=
one auntie never give up helping us...she even call us when we are so far from one another,like opposite the road...and she even calls her friend and ask for us...arent euu touched?yes,i do...
second auntie ish she saw the block and call us to walk that side...WOW!!!
7.when reach 724,it's so eerie!! dark dark de...we both are so scared...den minyi call vivian ask her to door no...den we go find...but all say dont have vivian this person...but when we call vivian house,we can hear the ringing tone euu know!! very gang gang hao de!
8.minyi check with vivian wad's her block again,and it's 725...so we find the block and went up again...so eerie too de...but i believed Jesus watches over us...(= den dont euu find it's so scary,when euu at 724 euu can hear vivian's house phone calling?ahhhh!! [hair standing le]
9.finally about after 2 hours plus,found her house le...(=
i pass her sweets,enourgaement cards as well as camp form...yupps...just hope she will come...i really pray that she soon will have a change in perspective of not always stick close to her friends...yupps...den after that,minyi and i took bus to pasir ris inter...and yupp,from there,minyi took bus 15,while i took bus 12...really thank god for god as well as thank god for minyi for peiing me to find vivian...yupps...the journey was very very funny...and from this i know that minyi ish very very funny!!! HAHA! oopps...yupps...i shall end here den...buhbye...

NEVER NEVER WILL I GIVE UP IN FINDING THEM BACK!!!
BECAUSE EVERY SOUL ISH IMPORTANT AND MATTER TO GOD AND US!!!

28,29 may 2007 (=

2007-05-29T21:50:00.000-07:00

well guys...im backed to blog...changed blogskins to spongebob...cos i find it rather cute lil' thing!
hahahas...okaes...let me say all those i can remember de...hmmm...monday,no school...finally...it's june holidays le...heex...but it's time to play hard and study hard too...heex...today no need go back school for any stuffs...whees...i meet yushan today to cut hair...cos tmr will be having oral,and my hair ish so untidy larh...so decided to cut hair with yushan,since she wants to cut too...hmmm...den we take bus 8 to tp there...walked a distance and yea,we reached...but the shop i want ish close...so yushan suggested we go another shop,which she went de...at first,i hesistated...cos i really very scared my hair ish destroyed...but no choice,i die die also must cut,if not tmr,my appearance ish untidy...hahas...so went in...ahhhh!! quiet regretted alright...dont go fushion hair man...it will destroy your hair...kinda sad...but never mind...HAIR WILL GROW!!! im changing hairstyle before school reopen le...hehe...hair hair,faster grow,feed euu with water and shampoo...haha...and yea,after that,yushan pei me go eat...we went to singapore expo...due to food fair!!! heex...recently i have really been eating alot...hoho...food fair rawkss...eat laksa there...cheese sausages...wadever and anything drinks...last but not all,KONGBABAO!!! heex...yum yum...but sadly,tmr food fair ends le...sobx sobx...den after,went back home le...anyway,yushan thanks for peiing me today...adne encourage euu something:hair will grow...dont be too sad le oh...(=
tuesday...went back to school for oral...meet erica around 9.55am under her block...and i walk to school together with her...yupps...talked alot...hahas! den saw siqi on our way ya...den when we three reached bus stop,toh they all still at mac eating...LOLS...that's wad siqi says...so decided to meet them in school instead...went to 1N3 with jac...was asked by pei to do surveys...=.= den yea,im the time-keeper...cos im the last one...so lame...LOLS...den nehx,wait and wait for my turns,kinda nervous too...and the teacher in charge of us ish mr desker...uh oh...as you all know....den finally my turn le,when i reading and saying about the conversations etc,he dozes off?i was like err...wake up...oopps...but horx,i think i did badly?im stunned for words to say man...ahhh! just hope i will pass...and jac wait for me...awww...so sweet of her...hahas...thanks! den went outside staff room to find miss hang,do corrections of our worksheets...den after awhile,i went off le...wet off with siqi,while amanda and jac wait for pei they all...den yea,siqi says i not suitable with spike-hair...hmmm,will take into considerations...haha! change hairstyle soon but must wait hair grow...hahas! den nehx,went off home le...prepare lyrics for caregroup....but a sad thing was that,i sleep awhile after doing the lyrics,and when i woke up,my eyes swollen...uh oh...duh...i din managed to go for cg...and easte,im sorry for not providing lyrics...but im sad,cos i do le,den....ahhhh!! sorry guys...not feeling well now...kinda giddy...haissh...tmr have to go back to school for chem corrections i think?but,it's awhile only...so yea,after tmr no need go back to school le!!! whees!! hehex...okaes...i will write till here bahx...buhbye~

im craving for watermelon honey-sticks
im craving for lollipops and chocolates
im craving for ben and jerry
im craving for cavana
im craving for loads and loads of things...oopps...
IM HUNGRY!!! )=

lyrics of would you be there

2007-05-28T22:15:00.000-07:00

LYRICS OF WOULD YOU BE THERE

If I were blue,
would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good,
would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me,
would you run with me,
And never look back.
Would you be there to love,to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there.

this song ish just so touching as well we sweet~~ lalalas...=ppp
im so in love with this song...oopps...=/ sweet sweet...awww~~

IPW week

2007-05-25T22:05:00.000-07:00

heyy!! here i am to blog...HOHO!!! changed blogskins not long...thanks monster for helping me out with it...as euu all know,i dunno how to change blogskins de...oopps...heex...=/ SPONGEBOB AND PATRICK RAWKSS!!! it's fast,or should i say slow?today ish the last day of school le...as in last day of semester 1...whees...and it's JUNE HOLIDAY!!! lalalas...but homework are loads and loads,waiting for me to touch them and do them...HAHAS!! wait till im bored i will go to euu,my homework...hehee...ehs,let me summarised my this week IPW week,wad i did and went etc...

MONDAY:
-PETROCKET!! hey...it's rocks okaes...hahas...so fun...paired with jess and jac...the funniest of them all...HAHA! tell euu guys something,our petrocket lookes like kiddy's place colour...HOHO!! too bad i din take the photos of it...yeah...but petrocket ish really fun...cos at the same time,played with water as well??hahas...jac everytime ish the wettest de...dunno why...hahas..our petrocket ish made up of two fizzy drinks bottles...recycled de...den we are to make it,as in cut it,etc,and fill it with water,so that it is able to fly up the sky...hahas...it's fun...do euu all agree??=/ i love petrocket and im fascinated by it...HAHA!!

TUESDAY:
-never go school due to wake up late...oopps...they all went to singapore river...merlion there...
ahhhh! and i heard from them,they played amazing race,if i know i would go man!! sobx...)= wanna suntann de,but failed,due to bad weather...)=

WEDNESDAY:
-went school...had talks for us...but those going for SP de ppl,including me,dont have to hear the talks,and yea,went to foyer,take attendance and board bus [ stated jurong bird park ] =.= and went off to SP le...long journey though...chatted with hazel throughout the journey...tsk,so bad de...she keeps things from me...HEH! den nehx,pass by ferris wheel...i know where le...WOW WOW!!! im going for sure...but have to see if it's exp not...oopps...but it's so rare can...and they are still building it in process...hehex...excited for it...woohoo...let's go...HAHA!
reached SP,the building ish not very nice and attractive though...it's my dream poly anyway...den yea,the lecturer there kinda sot?will laugh when not funny de...and they laughter so scary de...oopps...im scared of them...had lots of breaks...the food are nice...hahas...yumm yumm...but the course has it's dangerous warnings...as we might get electric shock if we din handle the stuffs properly?hazel and me were quite scared...hahas...oopps...den after my lesson,went to find pooiyee...yupps...den went back home with her as well as chatted with her loads...love pooiyee...heex...(=

THURSDAY:
-morning reached school...after assembly,had gangsterism talks by mr nahar...the pics of the dead are scary...so i warn euu all,DONT BE GANSTER MAN!!! oopps...no offences...den nehx,around 8 plus,the sec 3s express went off to foyer and went to board the bus and off we go,MALAY HERITAGE CENTER! hahas...sit with erica...on bus,wasnt feeling well...and yea,din talk so much too...went there for some malay cultural stuffs...the performance was nor bad,as they show us the polite ways of greetings...cool...den off to musume...look at all those artifacts...hahas...den went back to school le...was dismissed at 12.25pm...whees...

FRIDAY:
today ish the last day of school...morning had some actives call thinking ish fun??LOLS...ish abt different types of thinking...actually ish quite boring,but enjoy myself too...group with priscilla,trixie,qiongqiong,jiahui,erica and me...ish actually wth...cos just becuase of the four of them,me and erica have to join them to form total groups of 6 teams...i was like...DUH!!! it's stupid..why cant they just separated??wth!! and know wad,throughtout the activitie,qiongqiong did nothing...as well as jiahui...who only knows at there make heart straws...seeing like that can really make me pissed off man!! only,erica,me,priscilla and trixie did the work...DUH!! stupid...haissh...but thanks god,we do not need to do the forfeit...as the loser team has to do it...HAHA!! which ish melvin,chuan yi,fabian,chengyong and shaune...LOLS...they are so funny larh...den nehx,was recess,went back to class to update my amaths content page...den after that,class cleaning le..the first thing mrs ang did was to give us homework first...ahhhh! that's alot of homework..out of 7 subs we have,we have 6 homeworks...!! ahhhh!! fainting...never mind...den after start,started cleaning the classroom etc...and after we are done,REPORT BOOK TIME!! this time round,my results are really disappointing...yes,it's was a sad results...it is the worst that i ever scored man...)= shant says how many subjects i fail or pass,cos it's really something that i cannot be proud of...but overall,passed..but im quite puzzled abt it...hmmm...im gonna work hard for the rest of the term after june holidays! yeah!! jiayou jiayou!!! (= )=

tada...~~i will write till here...heex...buhbye...

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!

2007-05-19T22:30:00.000-07:00

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!
SPONGEBOB!~~~~SQUAREPANTS!

T.H.U.R.S.D.A.Y

2007-05-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

hello...im backed to update my blog once again...heex...my blog ish active again...oopps...
yeah man...finally MYEs ish over...whees!!! it's time for relax awhile,and time to buck up too...
wed get back chem paper?failed badly as expected...haissh...CHEM AH CHEM!! *faint*
den today,thursday...get back almost every paper yea?english,chinese,physics,lit,amaths!!!
ahhhhhh!!!!!! im really not satisfised with all my results...NO MAN!!! all were so badly done...
english,i did pass,but it's not even a B4...!!! i was aiming for every subs except amaths for Bs...
but it was disappointing larh...sobx sobx...)=but i pass english,that's one thing i should be happy of...i will work HARDER for my english now man!!!
den chinese...haissh...not my ideal grades or marks too...sobx sobx...nvm,im going to buck up and achieve better den now!!!
physics ah physics...i also wanna faint even though i pass...but my combined sci add up together din pass at alll!!! ahhhh!! few more marks to pass can...!! haissh!!! sciences ish also the sub im gonna work hard NOW!!
den was lit...i tell euu...i really wanna kill myself le...4 more marks to pass...and wad mrs goh told me was: euu know where are eur mistakes?*den look through the paper with her*den she says my points are good and ish there,just that i lack of elaboration!!! i was quite upset larh!!! i've disappointed mrs goh...)=
den ish amaths...expected to fail...but din know will fail so badly larh!!! ahhhh!!! amaths i hate euu man!!! going to buck up during june holidays!!!
enough of my anger and grumbling...it's not point...who asks me dont work really hard enough?
wad's the point to complain now...haissh...tmr getting back emaths as well as dnt..just hope i can pass can le...that's all i want...GOD,i commit my papers into eur hand that euu will allow me to pass...
den after school,rain...big rain?hahahas!! share umbrella with amanda...thanks for sheltering me till mrt station there...thanks alot!!! den off to take train to meet cj at small mac...saw sally as well as melody as well as peiqing...was wanna take free coke de...but they got time to give out etc...so sad larh!! i din get...)= nvm...den me and cj decided to go cs food junction to have lunch together...KOREA RAMEN!!! yeah yeah!! i eat finish for the first time man!! WOOHOO!!! =D
den share some problems with my budd as well as she told me abt hers too...feel better after talking?at least someone understands me a bit afterall...thanks BUDD!!! during eating,it's so funny larh...shant mention here...it's too malu as well as so not nice to say man!! =/
den yea,after eating,off to pei cj buy things...den we are so funny...tsk tsk!! hahahas...thanks budd for cheering me up yea...(=
den reached rc for cg...discuss games etc...today cg was ermmx...for 3 hours?that's long...heex...actually games was not well lead at all...sorry guys...cg end around 8pm...today cg i feel kinda lonely...haissh...)= forget it...den went back home with melody,suzhen...yeah...they are funny though!! reached home around 8.50pm...yupps yupps...
i think i will write till here bahx...whees...6 more school days before end of semester 1!!!
whees!!! okaes...buhbye...

im just gonna work hard after this short time of break!!! yeah man!!!
im NOT going to fail any subs anymore le!!! yupps...make up my mind and work towards my goals!!! GOGOGOGO!!!!
*NOTHING ISH TOO LATE!!!*

kid's prayer lyrics...(=

2007-05-16T12:10:00.000-07:00

during last sat service,there was this kids prayer during holy com...
it's cute but at the same time,it's meaningful!
check it out guys!

Kid's prayer:
Dear God,thank you for loving me and giving me your all.
when i grow up,i will still be serving you.
i want to know you more,i want to love you more,
i will never forget you Lord.
In Jesus Name, Amen!!!
Songs:
i want to know you lord, you are a great big God,
i'm young and do not know alot
come and be my all.
i want to love you more, giving you my life and all.
you die for me you sacrifice ,i wont forget you lord.
i love you jesus, i grow up knowing you,
i love you jesus, i grow up serving you,
i love you jesus, my life is saved by you
.i'll never forget, never forget,
i grow up loving you.

YES!! i LOVE EUU LORD!!! =DD

US!! XDD

2007-05-07T11:10:00.000-07:00

pics took on 7/5/2007,MONDAY at 201 mac!!!
maddening with ahhpeeh and ahhtoohh while eating plus studying!! LOLS...
! i look inncocent man!!! HAHAS!! LOLS...do i???=x
i look retards too!! rahhh! hahas!
but i prefer the last pics...
"ahhhtooohh!! where are euu!!!"
where ish the pics that we three took de??!!
euu guys rocks hurh! ahhhtooohh and ahhhpeeehhh!!! =DDD
WHEESSS~~~MADDENING TIMES with euu guys!!!
one word to describe: ECCENTRICS! =DD
hope to go out often with euu guys including jac and fel too...(=

16.o4.2oo7

2007-04-16T22:00:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!! i'm back again...
seriously i dont like my com...keep spoiling and spoiling!!! arggghh!!!
everytime i want to blog cannot blog de...)= but yeah! i'm blogging now! XDD
woohoo!!! PRAISE THE LORD!
hmmm...firstly 15th of april ish here...but has past 1 day le...
hmmm...restructuring took place le!!!
my shepherd and caregroup din change...but at first i thought i change shepherd to *****...
dun wanna say who...shhhh alright?ooppps...=x
but really thanks god that i din change ya...
but i know that i really wanna treasure my shepherd MENG MENG NOW!!!
but....one very sad thing...minyi ish no longer my sheep...
but i know it's god's plan!!!
melissa,michelle,sabrina,mag will be transfering out...to eastc...
jeslin ,yingying and kaysee added to easte...WOW!!!
and now my sheeps are all nort really very stable?
no support,but never mind...
as long as i dont give up on them!
show them my love,care and concern for them...
i will do things to the extreme that even they reject,i wont stop too!
i will just keep on doing to let them feel touched!
KEEP ON GOING ON! PERSERVER! NEVER GIVE UP!! JUST DO IT! XDD
seriously i have things to say to some of my cg memebers....
below are some things that i really wanna say to some of them!
are euu ready?hahahas!

MELISSA!
-i seriously appreciate euu alot! i wanna thank god for putting euu in my life! i will miss eur "shyness and funniness"...LOLS...we have been through thicks and thins together...one thing that i remember clearly ish that,euu never fails to cheer people up,euu never fails to serve people,euu never fails to be a good armour bearer to eur shepherd! and euu will really do things willingly! it really WOW! euu never fails to inspire me as well...th way euu evax etc...WOW and WOW and WOW!!! i wanna learn from euu to be a good armour bearer! (= seriously...euu grow alot and euu never give up easily...yeah man! that's right,PERSERVER! although at times euu feel sad,i dunno how to cheer euu up...all i can only do ish to see euu and keep quiet...but melissa,dont be sad anymore! remember i'm there for euu...anything still can share with me although we are different cg now...alright girl? i'm sure euu will grow even more de! JIAYOU!!! CL BY JUNE RIGHT!!!?LET"S WORK TOGETHER!!! woohoo!!! i will never forget the times we spend together as well as how euu cheer me up! thanks girl! although we quarell,but i still wanna say sorry...yeah...extreme sorry...but no matter wad,we are still the best of the best friends and sister in christ alright?JIAYOU for DAMAI!!! GOGOGO! I WILL MISS EUU MELISSA! remember to come and disturb me oh...hahas...can ask me go out okies?i'm waiting...lalalas...=DD let's run and complete this race together! MELISSA EUU ROCK!!!!

MAG!!!
-hey girl! euu are really very inspiring to me! i can see how much euu really love and treasure eur sheep...how euu love eur shepherd as well...eur laughter never fails to make me laugh...i really will remember the times that we spend...like euu are my guatarist,study together...or even go home together after service or even go out after service! euu never fails to put a smile on eur face...euu also desire to have sheep as well as be a CL soon! WOW! JIAYOU MAG!! i'll support euu all the way! and i can see st.hildas ish starting to grow and multiply man! dont give up! can de!!! the harvest ish here! jiayou mag! although now euu might be busy with eur "O"s?,euu still do god's stuffs first...which ish really WOW!!! if euu have anything can come to me too alright?but i might not be close to euu,i seriously want to be there for euu when euu need someone...yeah?alright?find me if euu wanna study or go out or wad okies?heex...MAG,I WILL MISS EUU!!! EUU ROCK TOO!!!!

Sabrina!!!
-SHEEPMATE!!! I MISS EUU!!!! seriously...at times euu are really cute! hahas...especially eur laughter...hahas! although i seriously dunno euu well,but i can see how much euu appreaciate eur shepherd...! hahas! euu are a cheerful girl too!! i'm sure euu can be a shepherd soon! JIAYOU JIAYOU! i'm sure euu will grow like never before de! go sabrina!!! REVIVE EUR SCHOOL TOO!!! never give up!!! woohoo~~ I MISS EUU! EUU ROCK! HIAK! =DD

Michelle!!!
-hmmm...dun really know michelle well too...although we are nort in the same cg,but we are still the same ushering team! woohoo!!! euu rock! hahas...hmmm...jiayou oh michelle!! be a shepherd soon too!! jiayou in eur studies! euu are really a cheerful girl like sabrina too!!! =DD GO MICHELLE!!! =D KEEP GROWING GIRL! =DD

MINYI!!!!
-sheepy sheep! EUU SERIOUSLY ROCK! euu are my first sheep that i take care of...the first stable sheep...at first i really scare of euu,cos euu are so quiet...as in i dont know how to approach euu and talk...as euu know,i'm quiet too...LOLS...=x i also very scared euu will backslide...but really thank god that euu din backslide,but instead euu grow so much!!! minyi,i can really see how much euu grow man! eur desire to fins lost souls out there,eur passion to outreach...etc etc!!! it really wow and inspire me alot!!! that time when meng says the restructuring result,and i saw euu cried,really make my heart broke...as in i din expect euu will cry...but minyi,dont worry okies?we are still the same caregroup and same school!!! although we are not shepherd and sheep anymore,but we are still serving the same god,JESUS...right?amen?heex...continue to grow much much more under jeslin okies?! ask jeslin to feed euu more of WOG too...! support jeslin too!!! jiayou! BE ACCOUNTABLE OH!! heex...i'm always there for euu too alright?just call or sms me if euu have anything...can ask me to evax with euu or even go out with euu de...but seriously that day,our last shepherding,i meet euu i will feel quiet relieve...cos i think euu are starting to get used to jeslin?heex...and the neos we took,it ish just so memorable...yeah man! must keep properly okies?remember wad i told euu on that day okies?minyi,lets be this generation that will set up a cg in changkat okies?still on for it mahx?and CORETEAM arhs! dont forget! see euu in coreteam man! woohoo!!! minyi,i believe euu will grow like never before de! CAN DE!!! take good care of szeying too!!! any problem follow upping her can ask jeslin to help euu too...and remember to remind caijuan to take good care of dionne...hahas! XDD anyway,i seriously appreciate euu alot in my life...my first sheep,i WILL NEVER EVER FORGET EUU,THE TIMES WE SPEND etc...dont be so quiet le okies? *CHEERS!* I MISS EUU MINYI! SHEPHERD AND SHEEP FROM:22.11.2006---14.04.2007!!! i will never forget euu as well as how much we go through! let's finish this race together!!! GO MINYI! let's revive changkat!!! woohoo!!! XDD on mahx??JIAYOU!

yeah,that all i wanna say...i will upload some of the pics soon...stay tune!!! woohoo~~~
blog till here!!! buhbye guys!! I MISS EUU ALL!!!! )= LOVE YA!!! EASTE ROCKS! XDD

PHOTOS!!! XDD

2007-04-16T21:50:00.000-07:00

EAST ECCENTRICS!!! WE RAWKSS!!!
MY PRECIOUS!!! =DD

EAST E!!!!

we are so childlike!! *SMILES*

my sheep:minyi and i! *LOVES*

22.11.2oo9~14.o4.2oo7 =DD

MELISSA;CAIJUAN;ME! we rawks!

euu are all miss by me!!! *loves*

some random pics...there's more...but i'm just so lazy...psps...
unable to post the neos that i took with minyi,but i will post it sooner or later!
yeah man!!! WE ALL ROCKS! LOVE YA AND MISS YA!!! =DD

M.O.N.D.A.Y

2007-04-09T14:40:00.000-07:00

hey hey...i've come and blog le...LOLS...today school was a BAD one!
first three periods,CME,Chinese and English...
CME do wad international friendship day...design costumes...=.=
den chinese period,i kinda falling asleep...LOLS...i close my eyss...=x
den after class,teacher ask me wanna go wad shan dong or dunno where la...LOLS...
den i at first heard wad??! CAVE?! LOLS..but it's nort...
but the fact ish i dont understand wad teacher say...LOLS...
shall ask her more den...
den english go throught comprehension...
den recess,eat...till den i'm alright...

AFTER RECESS!!!
bad things started to happen...
my stomach very very pain!!!
which ish physics period...
i wanna ask teacher to go toilet,but didn't ask...
nort i want da pian alright?LOLS...
den i at there hug my bag...
feel very sick seriously...very uncomfortable...
den wait...next period,mr barry lim never come...
relief teacher...den can't tahan le...
ask teacher for pass go general office take medicated oil...
den my school horx,very budget...LOLS...dont have medicated oil..
gort dunno wad tiger palm...diaos...LOLS...
den i think i took about 20 mins like tat...den go back to class...
sit down,but still very pain...den wait again...
den take pass from teacher go find mrs ang...
but dunno where ish she,cos i wanna go home!
den wait till mr lim come,amaths,hazel pei me go find mrs ang...
den that time i feel like vommitting...
so while hazel calls teacher,i go toilet and i vommited...=x
but din feel better...)= feel kinda giddy...
so in the end,hazel suggests to ask me go general office instead...
took the permission to leave home early...
call and ask my mummy come fetch me...
den hazel went back class help me take my bag and stuffs all that...thanks girl!
den sit at the sofa there,feel sick!! ahhhh!!
i grab the paper very tightly...
cos i gort nothing to hold on...my stomach very very pain!
head kinda giddy too...den hazel came down with erica...
and they pass me my things...thanks!!
den i sat there wait for my mummy...she ish long...LOLS...
but wad i wanna thanks god ish my mummy,
first time in history,she come and fetch me back...LOLS...=x
thanks MUMMY!!!
den went home,while mummy go work...
den here i'm blogging...LOLS...

i just hope that i'm gonna be alright bahx...
abit of feverish now...)=
hmmm,write till here bahx...
buhbye...

THANKS HAZEL;MY TWINS! =D

LEAVE the past ; LIVE your now!!

2007-04-06T10:45:00.000-07:00

I or maybe we should remember this:

LEAVE the past ; LIVE your now!!

=DD

whees!

2007-04-04T10:15:00.000-07:00

hey guys...i'm backed again...i guess i'm alright le bahx...yupps...
and we were back once again...sorry girl...
hmmm,today ish wednesday...i pon school??LOLS...
no lahx,just tat i din go school...cos cant really talk...
oopps...dunno wad happen...hahas!
and guys,my that phone line no,ish currently only can receive incoming call and smses...
but ish just that i can't reply euu all...something ish wrong ya...but i have a new temporary no.
if euu want,ask from me ya...but that ish prepaid card no...

TMR,THURSDAY! something very special!!!
woohooo~~~~it's MCG!!!!
i'm really looking forward to it...hahas!
some highlights are: watching sunsets,games,building sandcastle and more!!!
anyone wanna come???ask me for more details!!!
dont be paiseh to ask as well as dont miss it! =D

hmmm,seriously,MID YEAR EXAMS are coming real soon...
listen people,it's REAL SOON! 4 more plus plus weeks only...
and my exams are so scary...ish from 2nd may till 14th may...
three weeks i think?ahhhh! so scary...
i will start studying from 9th of april all the way till my exams end...
anyone wanna study together?
i really scare i can't do well...just so stressing...!
can anyone tutor me???hmmm....

i really pray hard that everything will be fine...
and even me,i wont bring anymore unhappiness to people...
GOD,renew me...transform me!
i want to be happy once again!
yeah! i'm trying and trying...!
i wont give up! PERSERVER!

yeah...write till here...buhbye!!!
i'm scared of restructuring...sobx sobx...)=

*God will make a way,even if there's seems to be no way"

it hurts!

2007-04-02T17:20:00.000-07:00

SERIOUSLY I'M HURT!!!!
a scar that ish left in me by you...?
so deep so BIG so hurtful!!
never to forget about it...
the words euu say...
i can really feel the pain...
i can feel like a real knife ish really stabbing my heart...
stab and stab...till i can't breathe...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
it just simply hurt!
do euu all understand?
never mind...
emo me,lonely me!
just leave me alone in one corner!
sad...)= )= )=

The Parables of the Three Trees!

2007-04-02T16:20:00.000-07:00

The Parables of the Three Trees!

this was what pastor shirley say last sat during sermon...
took from yushan's blog...

Once there were three trees on a hill in the woods.
They were discussing their hopes and dreams when
the first tree said,"Someday I hope to be a treasure chest.I could be filled with gold, silver and precious gems."
The second tree said, "Someday I will be a mighty ship. I'll take kings and queens across waters to corners of the world."
The third tree said, "I want to grow to be the tallest tree in the forest.People will see me on top of the hill and look up to my branches, and think of the heavens and God and how close to them I am reaching.I'll be the greatest tree of all time. People will always remember me."
After a few years of praying that their dreams would come true,a group of woodsmen came upon the trees and cut them down.
When the first tree was cut and sent to the carpenter, he's happy as he thought the carpenter would make him into a treasure chest.
But he was made into a feed box for animals and was placed in a barn.
This was not at all what he had prayed for.
When the second tree was cut and sold to the shipyard, he was happy as he thought he's on his way to becoming a mighty ship.
But he was made into a small fishing boat.
His dreams of being a mighty ship and carrying kings came to an end.
When the third tree was cut, he was sad.
His dreams of being the greatest tree in the forest would not come true.
He's cut into large pieces and left alone in the dark for a long time.
The years went by, and the trees forgot about their dreams.
One day, a man and woman came to a barn and she gave birth.
They placed the baby in the feed box made from the first tree.
The tree could feel the importance of this event.
The Son of God was just born and was laid in this manger.
The first tree knew that it’s holding the greatest treasure of all time.
Years later, some men got in the fishing boat made from the second tree.
One of them was tired and went to sleep.
While they were on the water, a great storm arose.
The boat didn't think it was strong enough to keep the men safe.
But the sleeping man was awoken.
He stood, rebuked the wind and the waves.
The storm stopped.
At this time, the tree knew it’s carrying the King of Kings in its boat.
And finally, someone came and got the third tree.
It was then carried by this man who was already beaten and whipped.
Many people mocked the man as he carried the tree through the streets.
When they came to a stop, the man was nailed to the tree.
Then he was raised in the air to die at the top of a hill.
The third tree realized that it had come close to God and became the greatest tree of all time,because the Saviour of the world had been crucified on it.
Each of the trees got what they wanted,though not in the way they had imagined.
In the end, God's way is higher than our ways.
And He will never forget our desires to be used by Him.

SERVICE!!!

2007-03-24T23:50:00.000-07:00

hello...i'm backed to blog...sorry for not blogging for so long...cos packed with lots of stuffs...
like homework etc...if not ish laziness...ahhhh!!! hmmm...school days weren't a good one...i simply dont like school...because of something that make me feel so...ahhh!! neber mind...sometimes i really wish that there was just this person whom i can spend with every single days and moments,talking and peiing one another...it's just so difficult to find...dont euu all think so?hmmm...let me say about today bahx...morning meet melody around 8am,cos she lending me her guitar...den after that,went home use computer awhile...den jiu go out le...took bus to inter...den from inter took train to novena...for some of euu who know why,just keep it silence alright?actually it's kinda lame...go there jiu can come back le...LOLS...actually wasn't kinda feeling well...cos head was giddy plus i din have my breakfast...den the time ish around 10 plus,i went to walk around novena square...LOLS...hmmm,but i feel lonely at the same time...cos i'm waiting for minyi's sms to let me know she reach city hall le...so that i can take train to somerset and meet her...den walk lai walk qu...finally decided just to wait for her sms at novena mrt station,before tapping the card there...i feel very giddy...have the feeling the i'm so light till can float...hahas...yeah..den waited quite long...den finally she sms come,and off i go,went to somerset to meet her...den we sit down at one side,waiting for caijuan to come...LOLS...that caijuan ish really very funny...LOLS...den saw michelle and sabrina...den while waiting,i ask minyi to do her devotions,while i write cards...den caijuan finally reach...off we go...but we were still early?cos shirley talking to the grads??finally we can go in the american room...den settle down...start by playing i i captain...so funny...i look blur?said by someone...LOLS...but i think so too...cos being pull here pull there,i dunno where to go...hahas...den after that,watch video clips of the grads...it's really a memorable one...den after that ish holy com as a whole district...we can offer the drinks with the cup to the grads...meaning exchange...yeah! see some of the grads and magcry,i nearly tears too...cos can't bear them mahx...oopps...den when nicholas exchange with me,he said something about changkat...yeah! changkat will grow even more...! one cg,one unit, one district will be set up in CHANGKAT!!! this generation will not let changkat died down...there will be even boy's cg...yeah! do my 100%,god will do his 100% as well...can de!! NEVER NEVER EVER GIVE UP!!!! den there will be 17 of the grads transfering...chiachia transfering...i'll miss her...)= prayed for them...den yeah,dennis meeting ish over...den eastE stay at the american room...we talked about mcg...yeah!! it's sure gonna be a cool one man...want to know more,den join us!! hahas...den after that,we went to B2to slack...played card games...hahas...den time to go up to nexus le...caijuan!!! euu are so cute and funny!!! hoho...but seriously she look cute...heex...den nehx,prayer meet...prayed in threes...with melissa and minyi...i ask minyi to pray for me...woohoo!!! den praise and worship was so cool!!! i want to be child-like...hahas...yeah man!! i want to praise and worship god like never before...cos god ish jus just so great!! amen?! den today's sermon really speak to me...it's point 3...i shan't elaborate,if euu want know,ask me...heex...den after service,went to B2 to take district photo...sit beside melody...hahas...so cool man!! EAST ROCKS!! woohoo~~den nehx,we went to s-11...but was changed to le meriden...den i dont feel like eating..suddenly so full like that...also dunno why...collect rc fund...EastE: can euu all pay the remaining rc fund for jan and feb and march asap?so that i wont have to keep on pestering euu all...i'm sure euu all dont like bahx...cos i myself dont really like to chase people for money de...oopps...but for the sake of rc,can euu all pay faithfully?if euu all have any difficulties in paying,let me know alright?(= thanks...den finally i calculated the total amount i will be receiving for the rc fund...yupps...finlly i'm done...den sit there,stare...hahas...all the CLs and UL all go for retreat...den left only me,minyi,mag,sab,melody,melissa and caijuan...after eating,sab and melody went off first...den left only the 5 of us...den around 7 plus,we went off le...went to the grads...take photos with pooi yee...heex...muacks!! i will miss pooi yee too...she ish the one that always make ppl laugh de...jiayou pooi yee!!! =D den went off together with minyi,mag,melissa,kerlyn,caijuan,pooi yee and pei chyi...den walk to doubhy ghaut mrt...melissa and kerlyn go to another place,while the rest went home...we very funny...cos the train ish like fully packed,but we all squeezed in...hahas...saw jessica chow in the train...den nehx,in the train nothing much...after that,reach tampines le...went to buy a curry puff...that's my dinner??den peh chyi buy bubble tea...den when reach inter,minyi told me one thing.but i'm sure still gort alot of things bahx...but never mind..it takes time...den nehx,pei peh chyi to the traffic light...tml ish peh chyi's spiritual birthday...should be 3 years...wish her alright??hoho...den after that went home...yeah!!! spending time with you* ish just so great and memorable...wo ai shi te ru ni!!!* yeah!!! i shall write till here bahx...buhbye...!!

i'm really very scared of her eyes eyes contact!!!ahhhh!!
HAPPY EARLY 3 YEARS SPIRITUAL BIRTHDAY TO PEH CHYI!!! =D

METAMORPHOSIS!!! =D

2007-03-14T23:10:00.000-07:00

METAMORPHOSIS!!! =D

hey hey...my blog ish revived...hoho...LOLS...
on the 14th of march ish METAMORPHOSIS!!!
woohoo...i think it's the third time i went before le...
if i didnt remember wrongly...hahas...isnt tat cool??=D
first time i went ish for me?cos i'm still a new believer...
chiamin brought me there...=D
second time i help caijuan to take care of siqi and siqin they all...
den today i bring minyi there...woohoo...
was really looking forward to it...hahas...
eastE only have me and minyi...
joey and vivian were suppose to come...
but they can't make it...so sad...)=
they missed out something that's just so great!
was like quite sad...as other caregroup ish like alot of ppl...ahhhh!!!
den meet at small mac,was late again...oopps...
den went to take train with yingying,her contact and yushan
as well as chiamin and minyi!!!
awww~~i miss chiamin can!!! )=
den on the train,they all all sit down on the floor
but i pei minyi stand...i was very very sleepy...
i sleep very little...oopss...hahas...
will nort mention so many things...
so i'll jump to the part of METAMORPHOSIS!
hahahas...when come out of the train,suddenly the rest dunno go where le...
so me and minyi just go first...
den waited outside as it haben open...den the newbie has to take goodie bag...
den minyi very funny,dont dare take...i was like errr...
den help her and everything...den finally can went in...
at first me and minyi sit nort with the eastc and eastf they all,we sit behind them...
no space...den i feel very weird...really have the feeling of should nort have come
as well as being pangseh...it's just so awakard...ahhhh!!
but thanks god they move in den me and minyi went down and sit with them...
the praise songs ish so great...i'm enjoying myself...hahas...
den the teachings was great too...re-learn the things...
actually they very good,theirs teachings was on book...
whereas my times ish file with paper...LOLS...
den after teachings ish break?
fell so awarkard again!ahhhhhhh!!!
went to find peiqing and melissa at hemisphere cafe...
as they are having shepherding...
order cookie and cream and fries...hahas...
den stay there awhile...
1pm le...den me and minyi went off the nexus first...
it's games...!! get into gropus of 7-10 ppl...
my group consists of angel,jingjing,yingying,caijuan,mitchiko,yushan,minyi,two eastF converts...
yupps...that's so cool...leader ish angel and the treasurer ish jingjing...
i miss mitchiko lots...lalalas...hahas...
the game ish like amazing race...so cool right??! hahas...
one thing i never forget ish gort one station ish abt pass ice de...
den the game master start from me...i was like ahhhh!!!
i very scared...ooppps...hahahas...
and the winner district ish northwest i think...
was like WOW!!!hahahas...
den rest first...went back to nexus...
was so tiring...sweat all over...ooopps...
meaning i play very mad okies??hahas...LOLS...
our caregroup members finally can join us...
i no longer feel awarkard anymore...thanks guys!! heex....
den went over to sit with my caregroup members...=D
den gort band performance,the redemnption i think...dunno how to spell...oopps...
that's cool...hahas...gort dance,gort drama as well...
my shepherd mengmeng ish just so cute and funny...hohoho...
PIKACHU!!!! PIKA PIKA!!! hahas...
den teachings...i learn a new ways of drawing the bridge diagram...so cool!
will use the method...hohoho...
hohoho...den ish about holy spirit baptism...
prayed for our new sister,minyi...
den i received something from god while praying for her...
ish that,god wants me to ask minyi to speak out...
god whisper to me,SPEAK!!!
den that time meng gort says,so i din says out...
it's so cool...GOD I WANT EXPERIENCE EUU MORE AND MORE!!!
as well as i asked god for new tongues?heex...
but minyi still haben holy spirit baptise...hmmm...
never mind...MINYI DONT GIVE UP ALRIGHT?!
den went to have dinner...
cos it's dinner time...woohoo...i'm hungry...hahas...
minyi and peiqing din eat...
so me and caijuan decided to bless them...hahas...
we both went to cold storage...
actually wanna buy biscuits to bless every of our caregroup members de...
but nort enough money...
so decided to buy fu choy for peiqing and minyi...
den went back,pass them,den me and caijuan went to buy food to eat...
cos it's only left 5 more mins...
den quickly buy and eat...den i eat till very xin ku...
cos i stuff everything...LOLS...
den yeah!! went back to nexus...still early...LOLS...
den it's the FINALE!!!!
FINALE ISH ALWAYS THE COOLEST PART!!! dont euu agree?hoho...
praise god,worship god...!!!!
i really enjoy myself...heex...
den gort one part ish whereby ULs pray for the new brothers and sisters...
den i pei minyi went down...
she never give up...
she continues to ask the UL to pray for her to be holy spirit baptise...
i was WOW!!! hahahas...
and cheng said she has been holy spirit baptise!!!
that's cool!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!! woohoo!!!
everytime when it ish going to end,they will ask for more!!!
hahas...cool right??hahahas...
den it ended around 8 plus...went home after that...
was sleepy too...den i take bus 3 home...
listen to my mp3...fa-dai~ing...hahas...
yeah!!!! overall wad i wanna say ish tat...
METAMORPHOSIS ISH JUST JUST JUST SO GREAT AND WONDERFUL!!!
A GREAT TIME TO KNOW GOD MORE AS WELL!!!!
DONT EVER MISSED OUT IF EUU HAVE THE CHANCE THE GO!!!
NEVER EVER!!! OKAYS? =D
I WANT TO GO FOR EVERY METAMORPHOSIS!!!
meaning i must have new believers!!! whees...!!coolness~~
yeah!! SIEWLING JIAYOU!!!! EASTE JIAYOU! EVERYONE JIAYOU!!!!
heex...okaes...blog till here...buhbye...
METAMORPHOSIS RAWKS!!!!
=DDD

Y-HOPE SHEPHERD APPRECIATION!!! =D

2007-03-14T01:00:00.000-07:00

Y-HOPE SHEPHERD APPRECIATION!!!

to my dearest shepherd:
BERNYCE JASMINE SIM MENG HONG!!!
hey...shepherd...this affirmation ish for you...
continue to read on to find out more...=D
woohoo!!! excited excited!! xD

i still remember on the 7 august 2006...
there ish restructuring...
i from EASTC to EASTE...
and that day ish whereby you are my SHEPHERD!!!
but before EASTE,i have already known you in EASTC!!
i remember tat when i first know you are my shepherd,
i was "UH OH!"cos i very scared of you...oopps...=x
i also dunno why...hahas...
you all must be wondering that
she seems so funny,so easy get along,but i just very very scared of her...
it's kinda funny right?hmmm...
maybe there ish fear of you within me...?HAHA!

BUT...this shepherd of mine,really cares alot for me...
-->Incident 1:EVERYTIME if she knows that i din eat,she will ask me to eat if not she herself also dont eat...thus,in order i dont want her to starve,or because of me she dont eat,so i buy food and eat in the end...
--->Incident 2:I remember one time before service,i tell her i have sore throat,den when saw her during service she bought a box of strepsil for me...i'm so touched...
--->Incident 3:during shepherding she will buy food/drinks for me if i nort eating...such as iced milo and chocolate sundae...but one time i really feel bad,as i din even touched the choclate sundae at all...i sense that she ish kinda sad,but i really dont feel like eating...no appetize or maybe i'm just full...SORRY SHEPHERD! hai you waste money...

but shepherd,although till now i'm nort accountable or submissive to you,i promise i'll try my very best to account to you everything okies?and i confess something:I'M REALLY STUBBORN! =x although i'm a stubborn and difficult sheep,i know tat you never give up on me,as well as you will do all ways to help me...
--->Incident 4:there was this one day when i really very troubled with my problems,and you know it,so you came over to my house corridor and sms me asked me to come out to meet you,but i just rejected euu and asked euu to go down to my house voideck,cos if nort i will get scolded...den euu sms ask me to come down,i once again rejected you...but you keep persuading me down,despite i keep rejecting you,but one thing tat make me touched was tat you said: you can wait for me to come down even if there ish no bus you will still wait,even you have to walk home you also dont mind...i was like ahhhhh!! "why are you persistent!?"but i know you meant well to me,but in the end,i did not meet you.

i'm really very inspired by her as well...
i guess everyone around her do get inspired by her too...am i right?
her passion for the lost souls,her fire buring for JESUS ish always there!!
she never fails to inspire us as well as she never give up on me or even others too!!!
she puts others before herself as well...
--->Incident5:everytime go to a place or come out of a place,she will open doors and even wait for every single people to go out,she den go out.

THANKS SHEPHERD FOR EVERYTHING!!!!
I APPRECIATE WHAT'VE DONE;
AS WELL AS I APPRECIATE YOU!!!
YOUR SHEEP HERE LOVE <33 YOU
I LOVE MY SHEPHERD!<33
**picture of her below!!=DD**

your difficult yet cute sheep here =pp:
SIEWLING xD

-We are from EASTE!! =D

12.03.2007

2007-03-12T21:18:00.000-07:00

for my previous post,dont really need to care much bahx and i have deleted it...
cos the only way i think it can help me ish by blogging...
i just dunno wad happen to me...haissh...)=
i'm just nort feeling well and just nort myself...!
but still wanna thanks some of euu for showing me care ya...
euu should know who euu are...heex...
thanks girls!!! =D

Oral:
my oral for today dunno ish die or alive...LOLS...
dead part ish i use alot of den horx,english sub in...!!
ahhhhh!! i force myself nort to say anymore,but can't control...
just hope tat i wont minus marks...oopps...
den the lang du thing,i alot of words read wrong,as in too nervous...
but i read slow to calm myself down...LOLS...
but overall actually nort tat bad...
teacher comment:read nort bad,and for the conversation,ideas nort bad...
whees...just hope tat i will get very good marks bahx...
A1 for chinese!!! JIAYOU!!!

Studies:
get back progress report...
ish so dead can...
i failed three...
dnt,amaths,emaths...
this ish the worst result i ever get man!!!
neber mind...this ish just the beginning...
i will strive and work harder from NOW!!!
no moe SLACKING...!! but i'm really lazy...
can i find a study buddy??ahhhh!!!!
one question tat bother me alot ish:
should i drop amaths??
but.........
I JUST WANT TO GET A TUTOR!!!

Personal:
haissh...i really feel like breaking down...
or maybe i'm breaking down now...?
everything seems so WRONG!!!
wad had happen to me??!?
i just feel like shouting all i can...
ish there anyone i can confide to mahx?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
ppl around me can sense i'm sad...
but i just dont want them to worry for me...
so i can only pretend tat i'm alright...
haissh!!!!
to me,something dont really mean anything to me le?
easpecially THAT!!! ish it??
never mind...dont wanna say le...
haishhh...

tears tat just over flow deep in my heart all day...
it can never be mend back anymore!!!!
)=

ALIVE!

2007-03-06T21:05:00.001-08:00

KEEP MY BLOG ALIVE!!!
HEEX...=DD
WILL POST SOON YA!!!
SO STAY TUNE!!!

xDD

F.R.I.D.A.Y

2007-01-05T00:00:00.000-08:00

hello...people...i'm backed to post...
hasn't been blogging for quite a long time...
ahhh!! cos was kinda busy and also lazy too...oopps...
new year=new style of blogging...LOLS...
wun have tat much of change...but i will try nort to be long winded...=x
hmmm...the day of 3rd jan,makes me become UPPER SEC le...
can euu all believe it??i can't believe it myself...time just pass so fast...
and i must sure i wun waste my time anymore le...
cos with JESUS,everything will be diferent...!!!
somebody please keep watch over me can??
hmmm,become upper sec=study more and more stressed...
seriously,sec 3 life ish nort good...NONONO...!! nort ever!
although ish like 7 subjects,but all the subjects are stressing!!!ahhhh!!!
how i wish time can go back...but it's nort possible de...
class 3E2...ish err...quiet??nort like last time 2E3,where we were so noisy!!!
ahhhhh!!!! i really miss the noise...but neber mind,it's just the beginning...
and after beginning,we will be very extreme noisy i hope??heex...
there are 40 ppl in class,22 girls[1 are from china,1 are from katong convert] and 18 boys...
so my register are 20!! was like errr....so BEHIND!!!! ahhhh!!! so sad loh...
i think 3E2 ish the most girls class??hahahas...so funny...
know all the teachers...some are good,some are average...
form teacher:Mrs Ang...ahhhh!!i at first was really scared of her...but horx,pass le abt 2 days,i think she ish also a good teacher??she teaches us english and CME too...meaning we will see her almost everday??LOLS...but she ish strict!! ahhhh!!! hope i wun kenna get caught by her...=x
maths teachers:EMATHS--> mr barry lim and AMATHS-->mr lim...
they both are quite okies...and i beganning to like maths??my barry lim ish funny...and his teachings are fast...while mr lim will slow down at our pace...and i think he ish a christian...cos he asked us to treat AMATHS textbook as a bible??as first i thought i hear wrongly or something...hahahas...hope i can really love maths...hahahas...
chemistry:miss hang...she quite friendly...i think she ish the youngest teacher among all??and she pronouce my name so funny...LOLS...neber mind...but her teachings are quite alright...
physics:mr heng...hmmm...he arhs...quite okies...will jokes and share his things??[eg.calender]so funny...but his english abit dun understand at times??but still alright...a nice teacher too??
Lit:mrs serene goh...wow!! a dramatic teacher indeed...seriously...how i wish i was half of her...
the teacher whom i wanna learn from??hahas...her lessons are fun too...
SocialStudies and PE:haven't seen the teacher,meaning haben have tat period,so i have no comment...
DnT:ahhhh!! i dun like dnt can...die die...i just hope tat god will pull my through my dnt...let me like dnt...hahas...the teachers i also dunno them well yet...
Chinese:wu lao shi[female de]...how we wish were the male wu lao shi...cos we really like him to be our chinese teacher,but seems like it dun turn out our way??neber mind...she ish very funny too??but...!!! she arrange sitting arrangment for us...ahhh!! girl boy girl boy...ahhh!! but thanks god,i sit near the window and ish 2nd row i think...hahas...cool...i can lie near the window...lalalalas...
tat's all for the teachers part bahx...heex...cool right??i have different character of teachers...but i hope tat this year will really goes well for me...yeah...heex...smooth journey;smooth learning...okies...for classmates...din know much of them...they are kinda new to me...LOLS...neber mind,shall take time really to know them well...it takes time to build a good friendship de...yupps...
today ish friday...something happen...which was actually sec 3 express suppose to be first recess de...but i think due to too many sec 1 classes,sec 3 were asked to go second recess from thursday onwards...i was like errr...GOD...!! how can i evax??!?cos different recess time with them...neber mind...god has a plan for it de...den ish like i nort used to going to second recess??it's from 10.50am to 11.20am...ahhh!! den our stall vendors also change...why change??!?but know wad,the chinese noodles store tat i eat,was nice!! and ish like traffic colour...cos the green was the veggie,yellow was the mee and red was the char siew...LOLS...so funny...and minyi pei me eat after skool today...spend time with minyi after skool today too...but joey went off with her friends,this ish wad minyi told me...and also,euu all know wad??!?cornerstone ppl so fast started evaxing le...i was like ahhhh!! HOPE!!! jiayou!! let's really also set up a caregroup as big as cornerstone okies??it ish nort like we are challenging or competing...but it's really a motivation??jiayou!!! changkat will neber be small,but it will GROW...!! 10 by end JAN!! are euu ready??!?if euu are ready,let's ask god to pour in alot and alot of harvest for us!!! MINYI,JOEY AND SIEWLING!!! JIAYOU TOGETHER! dun stop until we finish the race...let's chiong all out for JESUS...10 ish really really a small number??or should says a tiny winy bits of KOG?so let's see changkat grow from this moment!!! AMEN!!!God,i commit changkat and changkat sisters into eur hands,blessed us...yupps...in JESUS name,AMEN!!! xD
school started,and i will be extreme busy...there ish gonna be remedial...it ish the worst thing...i just hope tat it wun clash with caregroup...ahhh!! was really stressed...skool just started and teachers told us abt remedial!!! ahhhh!!!! haissh...*should i take higher chinese??*can anyone give me suggestions??hmmm,i wun be going out tat often le...or maybe after skool jiu go home le...yupps...cos i want to mangement my time well...ehs...i think i write till here bahx...anything will update tml...psps...nights nights...=D

ahhhh!!!

2007-01-02T23:50:00.000-08:00

AHHHH!!!!!
SCHOOLING STARTS TML!!!
TATS GONNA BE SCARY!!!!
BUT FEAR NORT...!!!
TO EVERYONE:GOD WITH WITH EUU AND ME; US
FOREVER!!!!
=DD

whoots...!! =D

2007-01-01T00:00:00.000-08:00

BYEBYE YEAR 2006...!!!
Year 2006 has really let me grow,let me experience new things,let me learn new things etc...
but...tat's nort all.....
HERE COMES AN EXCITING AND INTERESTING 2007!!!
WOW!!!! say W-O-W,WOW!!! hahas...
GOD!!! I"M READY!!!
and siewling...JUST DO IT!!!!
=DD

PICTURES AND PHOTOS!!! =DD

2006-12-31T23:55:00.000-08:00

TODAY'S PICTURES!!!

YOSHINOYA!!! this ish what we have for LUNCH!!
YUMMYLICIOUS!!!! =DD

oh...my NAME!!! coolness...!!

the SHIP!!!
how i wish i and shanshan can board...!=D

the DOGS at Pets Safari!!! CUTE!

Giraffe at TOYRUS!!!

the insects i scared shanshan...
but me myself also scared...heex...=pp

it's POOH and EEYORE sweets!!

CHOCOLATES!!!

do euu think they are real??

CUTE RIGHT??!!?!

from MOTHER GARDEN!!

CHRISTMAS TREE!!

tall indeed...!!

WATER FOUNTAIN!!!

cable car!! i wanna sit on it!!!

to shanshan!!!

this ish wad i wrote...heex...x)

OTHER PICS:

what we eat on the other days at KFC!!

shanshan should know wad's it!!!=pp

balloon tat i brought home after caregroup!!

nice right??EASTE rocks!!

all my christmas present!!

coolness!!! =DD

from that SOMEONE special!!

lalalalas...

especially from hongyu!!

thanks..!!! it's really yummy and nice!!!

S.U.N.D.A.Y

2006-12-31T23:50:00.000-08:00

hello...today ish sunday!!! whees...morning was suppose to meet caijuan 8am at romantic mac de...den the night before,which was saturday...i sleep at 2am++ going to 3am...den i set my alarm clock at 7.30am..but who knows,today i dunno why i neber wake up by my alarm clock...hahas...and i wake up around 9.05am...i was like ahhhh!!! i on my comp etc,no mood or should says big apptitze to eat...i on comp to charge my mp3 awhile...den awhile around 9.30am,call caijuan...thanks god,when i called caijuan,she says tat she preparing to go out...phew...thanks god!! den wait for bus quite long and i saw melody...LOLS...she going to sentosa with the grads and sally to tann...den bus 38 come,melody and i board the bus...den after reaching interchange,i kinda rush to romantic mac...cos dun wanna caijuan to wait very long or something...but who knows,i reach first...hahas...den find a comfortable place to sit...den i pray first...cos i really very sleepy...LOLS...den awhile caijuan reach,den i bought iced milo while caijuan drink cappicuno i think...hahas...den nehx,caijuan shared with me alot of things...like how she encounter god all that...i was really very WOW and inspired by her...den we do our work...den awhile,talk again...we cannot dun talk de...i also dunno...den funny things happen at the romantic mac...caijuan saw one butterfly,she dunno that the butterfly ish in the mac or outside the mac,she point and says "butterfly"....i was like scared!! cos i saw it le...den when caijuan knows the butterfly ish inside the mac,she kinda shocked too...and her reaction very extreme funny!!! LOLS...den we kinda like wait for the butterfly to fly to other place,but the butterfly dun wanna fly...den me and caijuan were like laughing at mad...den i says we change place bahx...den we change the place to somewhere very smelly...smell like shit...and caijuan says where gort??den i asked her to smell again,she smelled it...so funny can...den we both laugh and laugh again!! finally we settle down at somewhere tat ish peaceful!! and we started to do our work...really want to thanks god for caijuan,cos she helps me with my chinese compo...thanks...but i haben finish...!! ahhhh!!!den i bought one ice-cream to keep me awake...and know wad,my ice-cream drop,kinda fly to the table...dunno how to says,but it's very funny also...hahas...but still can eat...hahas...alot of funny things happen in romantic...euu all wish euu all are there right??hahas...den nehx,went off le...was around 12.45pm??or something...cos caijuan meeting gillian,while i meeting yushan...actually was suppose tomeet shanshan 12pm de,but she oversleep??it's alright okies shanshan??i dun mind...den nehx,send caijuan to her bus there...den yushan came join us around 1pm...??den caijuan very funny...i say one word can freak her out le??LOLS...den caijuan bus came,she went up,den came down again...LOLS...den the bus driver was like errr...??LOLS...den we found out caijuan din top up her ez-link card...den she rush to mrt station,den pei her to interchange again...den soon,caijuan bus came den me and shanshan went off to take mrt le...hahas...we took mrt to pasir ris den back to outram park...den from outram park to harbourfront!!! whees...going to VIVO with shanshan...my first time there...so excited!!! shanshan must be honoured to bring me there bahx??hahas...on the journey on train,very very funny...i keep making shanshan's leg...LOLS...cos she scared...hahas...i really enjoyed with shanshan's presence...den nehx,reached vivo,i was WAH!!!~~ so big!! hahahas...shanshan says tat VIVO ish me and her build de...LOLS...funny and cute shanshan!!!den me and shanshan went walk around,and i saw FOOD and FOOD and FOOD!!! it makes me really hungry...went to alot of sell food place...hahas...den finally we decided to eat at yoshinoya...whees...my first time eating too...hahas...i look kinda weird..everything first time de...hahas...we both eat chicken terriyaki set meal...den horx,after finished ordering,shanshan started to laugh madly...i was kinda hurh??den she point to me the cashier...i was shocked!! my name!! hahas...i work at yoshinoya...no lahx...hahas...just tat have the same name as the cashier ppl...den tat time the cashier ppl look at me,cos shanshan keep laughing...i'm so paiseh...den i tell her nth nth...den shanshan continue laughing,so i tell the cashier wad happened...den she also kinda laugh??hahas...a friendly cashier and siewling indeed...hahas...xDD the food really very nice!! ahhh!! i wanna eat again!! heex...yummylicious!!! den after eating,went to walk around,den it'stime to eat medicine le...den shanshan and me went to wad hypermarket or wad vivomarket or something,to buy mineral water...hahas...i drink only ice mountain...i also dunno why...but i drink evian too??hahas...but it's expensive...den horx,i kinda play hide and seek with shanshan??cos we wanna see who search the water first mahx...was kinda funny actually...den shanshan found the mineral water in the end...hahas...den stop at one place drink water and eat my medicines...at that time i was so cold,and shanshan lend me her jacket...awww~~i'm so touched by her...thanks shanshan girlfriend!!!den nehx,went to toyRus...wow...tat's cool...at first i thought shanshan wun like toyRus...cos for me,everytime a place gort toyRus i will go de...hahas...so cool loh..the place ish big...and the toys are cute!!! saw POOH!! shanshan's favourite...i feel so bad tat i can't buy for shanshan...den we walked past this corner,gort alot of toys on the floors...alot of rubbery insects...den i scare shanshan...LOLS...i feel bad though...heex...sorry shanshan...den i gort myself injured on the hand at toyRus...not serious lahx...yupps...heex...but kinda gort scar??ahhhh!! den after going off from toyRus,went to playcourt suggested by shanshan...but can't go...cos they having countdown thing today...i was like quite sad,cos i neber went there before!!!ahhhh!! neber mind...there will be next time tat shanshan will be bringing me go again i hope...??heex...den nehx,went to walk around,saw arcade...hongyu very funny...she din sees the arcade...LOLS...hongyu,there's a arcade in VIVO...LOLS...went in to explore but din play...heex...den went to pets safari too...so cute the dog...ahhhh!! shanshan and me lurbb the dogs!! hahas...den nehx,walk around and around and around...hahas...we saw something very cool...in january 2007,there will be kinda mrt or dunno what to travel to sentosa from there!! so cool can!! ahhhh!!! me and shanshan are so excited for it...lalalas...the food i saw really tempt me alot...feel so hungry...hahas...next time we will eat the food there!! hahas...actually was quite regretted din eat new york pizza,hahas...cos we din see it...den went to candy empire...ahhh!! so sad,tat shanshan can't find the sweets she wants...ahhh!! but the candies,chocolates really tempts me alot...hahas...gonna buy next time i go there!! heex...den nehx,took train back to outram park den to tampines...den know wad,i do a very very extreme malu thing...i thought need to change train or something,i told shanshan to alight at raffles place...hahas...LOLS...den when we alrighted,i immediately knows it's wrong le...cos the board already says to pasir ris??LOLS...i was like ahhhhh!!! so malu...hahas...and tat shanshan keep laughing...LOLS...den while waiting for the train,i saw a guy...i dunno why i keep stare at him or look at him or something...nort because he ish handsome or something alrght??LOLS...den when i see his backview,meaning the back of his shirt,know wad i saw???!!?? JUST DO IT!!!! was what i learn during coreteam meeting this fri!! ahhh!!! i think god ish really there to hint me something!! wow!! praise god!! heex...den the train finally came,wasn't that much ppl...thanks god!! heex...den awhile,me and shanshan sit on the floor...den gort seats le...we get up and sit on the seats...hahas...the train moved quite fast,this ish was shanshan says...hahas...den when train reaching tampines,shanshan dunno,den she very funny,she asks me this place so familiar,where arhs??LOLS..and i says it's tampines le...and we both laughed...hahas...funny shanshan!! heex...den reach tampines,my head quite giddy...but was alright after awhile??den nehx,went to cs 5th toilet,shanshan wanna style her hair den we took neoprints...shanshan paid the money...ahhhh!! really thanks alot shanshan!!! it's my first time taking neos and it's the last neos of 2006...coolness right??den we dunno which machine to take...hahas...but finally we settled le...den the neos was runied by me...ahhhh!! i looks so ugly...i spoilt it...oopps...=xx but no matter wad,it's still nice!!! heex..i lurbb the neoprints lots!! den nehx,we walked back home...while walking,shanshan wanna go toilet...hahas...den i at there disturbing her??keep saying shhhh shhhhh shhhh....lalalalas...hahas...den saw ahbee,mag and meiyi...hahahas...!!! their drinks so nice de...LOLS...den chatted with them...meiyi says i look like apple??LOLS..kinda funny...i look like so many ppl...look like the fruit,apple,deathnote L,kongbabao and lots...LOLS...den awhile,they three went off le...cos ahbee,mag and meiyi going to geckting's house to have steamboat and countdown...coolness!! heex...den shanshan send me home today...everyday shanshan send me home i feel so bad...ahhh!!! but i really did had a great time with shanshan today alright??heex...shanshan send me till 11th floor...den we hugged!! hahahas...LOLS...we hugged long and we hold hands long too...WOW!!! hahas...i lurbb shanshan tonns and tonns and tonns...den today know wad,everytime when i go in one shop,i will WAH~~!! so funny...LOLS...it really facinates me lots...hahas...den nehx,me and shanshan keep saying the same things at the same times...hahas...so funny...LOLS...how i wish we are really couples...LOLS...lalalas...but we are sisters-in-christ!!! heex...btw,i like the shop called MOTHER GARDEN!! the things are cute and the price are "nice" too...LOLS...i gort took pics with it...shall post ltr...den also MORE THANS WORDS...the eeyore,the pooh and everything so nice and cute!!ahhh!!!ehs...okaes...i think i will write till here...gonna post all the pics now...shanshan:beware arhs!! LOLS....okaes...i really lurbb 2006...and i spend it with SHANSHAN!!! ahhh!! i'm so touched!! heex...thanks shanshan for giving and spending with me such a good and wonderful time...THANKS ALOT!!! I LURBB SHANSHAN TONNS AND TONNS AND TONNS!!! =DD

replied to taggs...!!

2006-12-29T23:50:00.000-08:00

replied to taggs...

JHONG-->yupps...RELINKED!! =D
melissa-->LOLS...euu are funny...comminicate with your future daughter-in-law at my tag...hahahas...=pp
piggy_pq-->hahahas...ah ah ma...wad can i help euu??=D i lurbb eur jingle bao song...lalalalas...
siqin-->HELLO!!!!
shanshan-->nort i dun blog,ish my computer dun let me blog...heex...but right now i can blog le...happy right??lalalalas...i love shanshan tonns and tonns and tonns too!!!! =DD

F.R.I.D.A.Y

2006-12-29T01:00:00.000-08:00

hello...today ish friday...ahhh!!! i haven't been blogging for so many many days...so sorry...cos my internet kinda slow and also cannot blog??dunno why...but see some ppl msn nick says of earthquake den singapore internet connection all very slow??hahas...kinda interesting...LOLS...i seriously miss BLOGGING!!! ahhh!! i missed alot of interesting to blog...will blog it short and simple soon...yupps...okaes...today i woke up around 8 plus,dunno why...but i eat porridge and went to sleep back immediately...hahas...did i become fat??LOLS...den i wake up again around 10 plus...watch teebee,eat another bowl of porridge...!! hahas...the porrigde ish just so nice and yummylicious...!!! heex...den bath and prepared all tat,watch teebee again...den around 12.40pm,i went out of my house le...cos i meeting my sheep,minyi,1pm at small mac...heex...but really thanks god tat i reach before her...cos everytime minyi will reach very early de...den while waiting for minyi,gort one guy sell pen de approach me...den he keep asking me to buy,while i keep rejecting,den i think i scared or something,i nearly cry...wah!! saw yiqin and weixiong and some brother and pooiyee...den minyi came le,and her leg pain...ahhh!!minyi,take care alright??den nehx,we both went to tm de mac settle down...den i teach minyi about outreach...actually i din preapre well...cos actually wanna teach LTTF book,but i dun even have a single thing with me...LOLS..as in i dun have LTTF book...den nehx,i think god send bern to tell me something...cos bern asked me wanna evax anot...den i says okies...den nehx,melissa gort lend me abt the CLC1 booklet...den i flip through,i saw OUTREACH!! i was like,god,euu want me to teach minyi outreach ish it??den i quickly look through...blahx blahx blahx...but thanks god,it went off smoothly...i teach minyi how to draw bridge diagram,share conversion story and why we outreach...but i teach her basic de first...when i came prepared next time,she den write it down...yupps...heex...den nehx,awhile,i went to take medicine,while minyi was there alone,i feel bad...den i quicly run here and there...den at polyclinic i saw mr koh,my sec 2 form teacher...we both are so funny lahx...hahas...and can euu all believe i ask him to rest well??hahas...LOLS...thanks mr koh! den quickly run back to tm mac...thanks god bern was there to pei her...den awhile,bern went to buy yankie fries for me...thanks god for bern!!! den i teach minyi,before starting to evax,get plain water for them...and off we go,start evax!!! i evax awhile den around 3.30pm,i go off first...cos there ish coreteam meeting 4pm at rc...den on my way,saw geckting aiai,ahbee and pooiyee...heex...den i went to buy yankie fries for sally...hahas...den i walk to rc...i saw suffiyan...hahas...den nehx,thanks god for melissa cos she specially come down from rc to bring me up...cos i dun dare to go rc alone de...also dunno why...LOLS...den nehx,at rc,waited for quite long...and i keep eating sweets and chocolates...ahhh!!! LOLS...den nehx,learn a tiny winy bits of guitar...heex...den start coreteam meeting le...i love the song "you are awesome!" yea...today coreteam teachings are great!!!firstly welcome melissa to join this team!!heex...i learn alot of things through today's teachings...ahhhh!! 1 very important things i really want to apply ish LOVE TO THE EXTEND TAT OTHERS WILL FEEL LOVED AND TOUCHED!! and soon and very soon,there will be at least 1 caregroup in changkat!!! can de...AMEN!!! chiong all out for it!!! yupps...i want to really show the love towards others ya...yupps...den nehx,after the teachings,we played a simple game...so fun...hahas..i write about babies stuffs...milkbottle and pampers...hahahas...LOLS...den after tat,ish around 7pm,we pack and leave rc le...den me,mag and cj walked to inter...but halfway,mag went off with meiyi they all...cos they went to rc to study...yupps...den left me and cj...den at mrt station there,saw cheng,peiqing and meng...i decided to scare them...and meng gort scared..oopps...feel so bad...den nehx,pei cj to M1 shop to look for phone...cos she buying new hp...whees...coolness...den saw jade and shanshan...hahas...den nehx,awhile,cheng,meng,pq and cj went to foodcourt to have dinner while i went to find shanshan le...at first i went to basement to look for food,but dun have the food i want...or maybe i dun feel like eating...den walk around the basement here and there...LOLS...den i finally decided to find shanshan at small mac...den nehx,shanshan keep asking me to eat...!! ahh!!! den walked home with shanshan...den we crap all the way,but at the same stuffs i thinking of some stuffs...ahhh!!! den also says abt cats thingy...hahas...if gort 5 cats,i will eat,if dun have,den i will nort eat...hahahas...so funny...but in the end,i eat...we went to 7-eleven...den so funny...i want to eat,den shanshan dun let me eat...but in the end i eat chicken curry rice...it smells nice...den shanshan help me take...thanks alot!! den shanshan send me home...i feel so bad,so late le,shanshan still send me home...den bought drinks from mama shop...hahas...den shanshan send me till 11th floor...cos that's my level...hahas...thanks alot lei...my dear shanshan!!! den nehx,shanshan hold my hand and i hug shanshan...hahahas!!! so funny of us...LOLS...den i reach home around 9.45pm...and i eat the rice while watching teebee...it's nice...!!! must try okies??heex...okaes...i will write till here...buhbye...nights nights...=DD

I MISS SHANSHAN BADLY!!!
I LOVE SHANSHAN TONNS AND TONNS AND TONNS!!!
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!
=DD

T.H.U.R.S.D.A.Y

2006-12-21T01:50:00.000-08:00

hello...today ish thursday...actually morning at 6am ish wanna go jogging with caijuan de...but den it rain,so i decided to sleep back...cos caijuan no hp,den i can'tpossibly around 5am call her house mahx...so i suppose caijuan wun go jog lahx...den i went back to sleep again...den morning i wake up around 10am plus...den i tell my mum tat actually i wanna go jog de,but it rains,den my mum says tat everytime euu want go jogging,will rain de...ahhh!! so bad...lalalalas...LOLS...den nehx,watched teebee,use computer...den around 1.15pm,i went out of my house le...cos i meeting bernadette 1.30pm at mrt station...thanks god this time round i wait for bern,if nort everytime she wait for me...hmmm,i dun mind waiting for ppl actually...den after bern reach,she pei me to lifebookshop...i went there to buy gifts for my sheep and follow uppee...spend quite a long time there...LOLS...den after finish buying,went out and started to evax le...yupps...today evaxing ermmx,was quite fruitful??cos 4 pri 6 ppl confirm coming this sat,just hope tat they wun last mins says cannot...den nehx,there were three anglican high de girl,so responsive...hahahas...and sporty of cos...muahahahas...den i saw felicia,meng,cheng...hahahas...den evax till around 5 plus,6 plus??den went to tm mac to rest le..gort me,cj and bern...saw minyi and joey too...hahahas...they both so funny...den after awhile,i have to go le,so i asked minyi and joey to join cj and bern...they four horx,so funny de loh...especially bern and cj...hahahas...den i wanna went off first,denn i can't bear to walk,den i like glue to the ground le...LOLS...but in the end,i went off le...cos i can't bear to let shanshan wait so long for me mahx...heex...den i quickly walk to small mac to find her...oopps...shanshan i make euu wait for me again...ahhhh!!! den nehx,very fun to play with her...lalalalalas...den we went to sunplaza park...it ish in the night le...quite dark...den me and shanshan walk around the park,run around the park...LOLS...den until we finally settle down at the park...i ask shanshan a question...hahas...i also dunno why i will ask ya...hahahas...shanshan looks very serious when she ish thinking...den i at there rest...i like wanna sleep le...oopps...but i really want to thanks god tat it din rain...den awhile,we went off from sunplaza park le...den cos shanshan was coughing,so we went to shopnsave to buy mineral water...hahas...den nehx,we walk home...on the way home,craps alot...den i very funny...i keep saying gort bicycle...LOLS...but actually the fact ish no bicycle de...hahahas...den one thing very funny was that,that time the whole path were occupy by me and shanshan,den if gort bicycle come sure no place to go de mahx...den rea,lly gort one bicycle...tat time i very panic...cos the bicycle ish coming behind us...den i says "gort bicycle gort bicycle..."den i dunno i says wad le...very funny jiu dui le...den the bicycle stops...thanks god ish a young man...if ish uncle or auntie,sure gort scolded le...the young guy even laughed loh...alamak!!! i feel so paiseh...hahas...den i play a "game" with shanshan...cos she always look to her left side,den i standing on the right side,den everytime i stop,while shanshan continue walking...hahahas...LOLS...den today actually shanshan sending me home de...but den it's really late le...so i send shanshan home instead...hehex...den i went off after tat...actually i quite scared,cos was quite dark...LOLS...den i reach home around 9.15pm...i think...den shanshan pei me sms...really thanks alot...!! heex...tml me going jogging...whees...pray tat it wun rain alright??heex...also going evax plus buying christmas presents tml...whees...=D den at night my kor told me alot of things,den i really have no choice,so i give in to him le...haissh...ehs...keep me in eur prayer okies???i really very scared...ahhhh!!! haish...i think i write till here bahx...buhbye...nights nights...

i had a fun fun time and day with shanshan...=DD
shanshan...dun worry abt me okies??heex...dun think so much...
yupps...i lurbb euu tonna and tonns and tonns....muacks...~~

i really love the time i spend with euu...

really thanks alot...

thanks for being there for me too...
*hugshugs*
lalalalalalas....=DD

meaningful message...=DD

2006-12-21T01:15:00.000-08:00

it's meaningful...read it...=DD

Dear friend,
Did you know ???

-Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?

-Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weaklings and most succeptible?

-Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?

-Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I love you,Sorry and help me The people who say these are those that actually need them or really feel them, and they are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.

-Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?

-Did you know that those who dress in red are more confidence in themselves?

-Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy thier beauty?

-Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?

-Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?

-Did you know that those who need more of you are those that did not mention it to you?

***-Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writting than saying it to someone in the face?But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face?***

-Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money?

-Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?

-Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.

-But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself , if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned of,and you know that you can help,you'll see that it will be returned in two folds.

-DID YOU KNOW THAT YOU COULD ALWAYS COUNT ON ME???... AT THE MOMENT, TIME AND PLACE THAT YOU NEED ME, CALL ME, I WILL BE THERE WITH YOU !!!!!

caregroup at seoul garden!!!

2006-12-20T02:20:00.000-08:00

hello...today ish wednesday...whees...having caregroup today at seoul garden!!! whees...actually this morning i wanna go jog or run de,but no one pei me..i did ask my mum,but my mum says wad raining!!! ahhhh!! so bad can...when den can i go jogging/running??!!? hmmm,den morning wake up around 10am plus...den went to bath all that...use computer.watch teebee blahx blahx blahx...den i went out of my house around 11.25am,oopps...i'm late...hahas..cos was suppose to be meeting 11.30am...=xx den on the bus,i quite moody i think...also dunno why...den until bus going to reach inter,i saw amanda on the same bus as me...LOLS...so funny...but i din call her,cos we sat quite far...den when reach small mac,i tell amanda abt it...lalalalas...hahas..den nehx,were at small mac chatting and waiting for people...den i spot one girl,den i wanna approached her,so i pull berndette...LOLS...nort oull lahx,but ask her to pei me...den her two other friends come lahx,den we still dun care,just approached,den euu know wad,when we approached,they at first dun wanna stop de,but when they stop,jiayin came over...den i was ermxx...den jiayin know them,and they went off le...i was err...!! ahhhh!!! den i ask jiayin to find caijuan they all first...den actully me and bernadette dun wanna give up de,but still in the end,we gave up...ahhhh!!! cos they walked quite far le...so sad lahx...haissh...den nehx,around 12.05pm,some of us went to seoul garden le...peiqing was there first...ahhh!! my first time at seoul garden...it's really very cool lahx,at first i thought tat i wun be eating that much,or rather i wun touch the food at all...but i was wrong,all the food i like so much loh...ahhhh!! and each person only has to pay $13.60...ish really very worth it...euu want eat how many food,euu want eat how long also can...whees...i eat alot of things,i like the ca jun turkey alot!! it's nice...looks like chicken chop...muahahahas...den i sit with bernadette...infront of us were caijuan and jiayin...muahahahas...den so fun lahx...after all tat,went to eat ice-cream...i took alot of scoops...oopps...hahahas...one thing i regretted was tat i din eat the dessert!!! ahhhh!!! so sad can...cos i was really very full le...den nehx,keep stuffing the food in my mouth...hahahas...so funny...ahhhh!! i want to go seoul garden again!! anyone wanna go jio me alright??whees...i really enjoyed myself...den inside,after eating so much ice-cream,i was freezing le...so i borrow melissa's jacket...so big and it looks nice on me...LOLS..i think i suit brown colour???hahahahas...LOLS...den me and sab went off first,cos sab ask me pei her to go buy christmas present...i was really freezing cold...i saw felicia,hongyu and jacintha...lalalalas...miss them so much...!! den nehx,went to tm and cs...den melissa have to go le,den i need to pass her her jacket le,cos the jacket ish her brother de and den melissa have to go to taka le,so return her...and tat time,i'm really freezing le...ahhhh!!! i discover something,when i'm hot outside,i'm cold inside,when i'm cold outside,i'm hot inside...hahas...get wad i mean??LOLS...den also pei sab to wrap the present...den after buying and wrapping,i pei sab and felicia to arcade,but i din play any game...ahhh!!! i feel so moody...den awhile,send sab to take taxi,den me and felicia went to toilet...felicia very funny...LOLS...she asked wad if people chase her out...LOLS....btw,i saw bai wei xiu too...hahas...in the toilet...lalalalas...den me and felicia went to pasar palam...nothing to shop and buy de...den after tat,went home le...felicia took mrt while i walk home....listen to songs on the journey home...went to library to find the book i want,but dun have...so went home,as i was walking,i was thinking and thinking of something...haissh...!! i just dunno wad to do lahx...help me!!! haissh,totally sadness,den i walked around 201 alot of times,actually was suppose to meet shanshan girlfriend,but i think better dun want or something bahx...cos i scared late i meet her den i dun talk,very weird,so we change to meet tml...den i sat downstairs blk 298...i was at there enjoying the breeze,listening to songs...was really cool loh...i cry out to god,and eventually i cried...at that moment of time,i really dunno wad to do lei,i really like lost??ahhhh!!! how i wish i can cry non stop,just let everything out,but can't cos will have ppl walk past,so yupp...haissh...i sit for quite long...around 45 mins...i keep thinking and thinking...even if i dun go home,i also dun mind...cos i just have this feeling,the breeze ish just for me...den around 8pm,went home le...no choice...btw,thanks shanshan for being there for me...thanks!!! :D and once i reach home,i cough until very jia lat can!!! all because of the smoke...cough and cough...thanks god din cough out blood...den i watch teebee,use computer all tat...den talk on the phone with my spiritual budd...hahas...she ish just so funny...den i bath at around 12am...LOLS...lalalalalas...den i sleep at around 2am++...hmmm,okaes,i think i write till here bahx...buhbye...nights nights...

have a nice time today!!!
i want to go seoul garden again!!! =DD
i really find it's hard to fake out a smile...

M.O.N.D.A.Y

2006-12-18T19:15:00.000-08:00

hello...today ish monday...ahhhh!!! so fast so fast!!! gonna be christmas soon and skool ish reopening soonn!!!arghh!! dun want dun want...cos i still in lala land...oh my gosh...!! ahhhh!! anyway,today i wake up around 10 plus...do my QT...den at 11am,watch teebee,use computer...den around 12 plus,i went out of my house le...cos i meeting jiajia 1pm at small mac...den waited quite long for my bus...once again,bus 18 save my day!! hahas...den board the bus,in the end,i'm late...LOLS...sory jiajia...den nehx,reach small mac...and off me and jiajia go,we went to cs first...and we started to pray and start evax immediately le...yupps...evax with jiajia at first,den ltr she actually wanna pei mag to vivo de,but in the end didn't...so i went to evax with jiajia and meiyi...den awhile evax with meiyi and jiajia went to find melissa...hmmm,evax with meiyi was quite fun...LOLS...she entertain me...hahas...but once again,i know her more...yupps...hmmm,today evax was quite fruitful yea??the contacts most was quite responsive...yeah!!work on work on!! heex...den around 5 plus,all seems to be going home le,so i also no choice,i went back home too...took bus 3 home...ahhh!! i wanna thanks god for two special people today...cheryl for blessing me with a bottle of mineral water...and melissa for blessing me with the sweets i want...ROBITUSSIN!!! ish for cough...also known as cough sweets...hahas...really thanks alot sisters...den when reach 201,my mum fetched me...!! yeah!! thanks mummy!!! cos usually she din fetch me de...but really wanna thanks my mummy...yupps...heex...and i reach home around 6 plus...eat my dinner and here i am to blog...yupps...heex...how??!! i haben buy christmas thingy!!! ahhhh!!! oh my...haissh...oh ya,i also wanna thanks god for his blessing...tat my kor lend me money to buy stuffs first and my daddy he gives me money...thanks!!! whoo!!! i'm just so happy...thanks alot...!!! hmmm,tml tuesday right??i think i will be buying the christmas gifts tml...and also evaxing tml...yupps...btw,i saw 4 actors today...whoots...meiyi saw them too...hohoho...hahas...i will end here le...buhbye...

AHHHH!!!
I WANNA GO BEACH!!!
I WANNA GO SENTOSA!!!
SOMEBODY BRING ME PLEASE!!!

i'm feeling so hot all over my body...

my face,my neck,my forehead...

but i dun think i'm having fever bahx...

ahhhh!!! i'm just so hot...:((

and my cough ish worst...ahhhh!!

*please keep me in eur prayer alright* thanks...

S.U.N.D.A.Y

2006-12-17T23:45:00.000-08:00

hello...today ish sunday!!! hmmm...work up around 9 plus...cos i heard teebee noise...hey...can euu all believe it,when there ish teebee noise,i will wake up de...hahas...LOLS...dunno why...hahas...den nehx,watched my le le wo...LOLS...den eat rice...the rice dun suit me,or should i say i dun feel like eating or something...so i only eat abit...den nehx,went to use computer etc...den around 12pm,it rained cats and dogs...so big the rain!!! den 1pm,i went out of my house to meet bernadette at my house there de bus stop...but really thanks god that bernadette did come out of the bus...phew...hahas...den went to mac...we were like staring one another??hahas...kinda funny...we were thinking what to buy or do for christmas...LOLS...but ended up,we walk to tampines mall...i walk in the rain...while bernadette use umbrella...den nehx,walk and walk,den we finally reach...went to popular first...we spend a very long time there...hahas...den when walked out,saw serene...she waiting for peichyi...hmmm...den walked around to look for things etc...den after tat,went to library,cos we went to library to think of ideas...whees...we sit on the train...hahas...so funny...LOLS...den around 5 plus,we went home le...sorry bernadette for nort peiing euu till mrt station...den i walk home as usual...ahhh!!! seriously i'm missing shanshan...ahhhh!!! den i reach home around 5.40pm...den i eat my dinner...den watch teebee all tat...and here i am blogging!! whees...tml ish monday...i think i'm going evaxing and buying things bahx...so yupps...okaes...i think i will write till here bahx...buhbye...

I MISS SHANSHAN!!! ahhhhh!!!
AHHHHH!!! GOD,as i think and think,i really think i have alot of things unsettled...
although i like seems alright...but..........
my personal things,my sheep,my follow uppers and lots...!!!
God i need euu in guiding me in everything and everywhere...
DRAW ME CLOSE TO EUU!!!!
and NEVER LET ME GO!!!

breakthrough camp photos...=DD

2006-12-17T23:40:00.000-08:00

these are the photos of our BREAKTHROUGH CAMP!!!
11th-13th dec 2006 at SINGAPORE SPORTS SCHOOL...SSS!!!

tat's all the photos i habb...yupps...
take a look or take many looks also can...

AHHHH!!! i really did enjoy myself!!!

HOPE CHRUCH SINGAPORE!!!!
enjoy looking through...
:)))

the whole EAST!!!

BREAKTHROUGHS!!!

East C,East E and East F...!!!

YEAH!!!!

SISTERS-in-CHRIST!!

EastE with Pastor Shirley...!!!
i'm privilegde to sit beside her...!!=DD

EastE...dao...~~

EastE...1&2...!!

EastE...40!!!!

MISMATCH!!! guess where am i??hahas...

ECCENTRICS US!!!

EastE rocks!!!

:DDD

Smile...cheers..!!!

funny us...lalalalas...=pp

shepherd and sheeps...!!

mengmeng:sabrina,jiajia and siewling!!

i looks funny...hahas...LOLS...

sheepmate jiajia and me...!!!

me and siqin...
GRIFFITHS!!!!

sally and me...!!

our mismatch custumes!!
L-R:bernadette;michelle;felicia;siqin;me...

shanshan girlfriend and me...=DD
lurbb her tonns and tonns and tonns...=ppp

my spiritual bud and i...
caijuan and siewling...:D

siewsiew with chiachia...
lurbb her lots...xDD

S.A.T.U.R.D.A.Y

2006-12-16T23:40:00.000-08:00

hello...today ish saturday...it has been a long time since i post or something??LOLS...hmmm...today woke up at 10.05am...cos i wanna watch channel 8 de show..LOLS...le le wo...hahas...den use computer,chat chat...den nehx,around 11 plus,went to bath...den i went out of my house around 1 something...den i walk to shanshan's block...hahas...cos we wanna walk together till tampines inter...den the journey was very funny and enjoyable of cos...muahahas...den we both very funny,cos we both are late..she ish late meeting her contacts,i'm late to meet bernadette...LOLS...den we rush and rush...actually was quite sorry to shanshan...harm her rush...ahhh!!!! den nehx,i send shanshan till mrt station...den i went off with bernadette le...omg!! i everytime meet bernadette i'm always late de...how and why arhs??LOLS...bernadette really very sorry...wun late le...heex...den nehx,actually was supposed to go have lunch together de,but in the end,no time...but thanks god bernadette did eat something le...although i din eat,but i'm full...so we went to small mac le...yupps...den awhile,i ask caijuan pei me to ntuc...i wanna buy something for shanshan...den me and caijuan very extreme funny...hahas...cos we dunno wad to buy..as in wad ish best to buy...hahas...but ended up bought vapour for shanshan...it's a sweet...hope i did spell correctly...den nehx,me and caijuan rush to mrt station...but thanks god,our contact,jiayin,she din reach earlier den us...the rest of the eastE went off first...den in the mrt,me,cj and jiayin...were talking lots and lots of craps...lalalas...den when reach somerset,we quickly rush,cos we are kinda late...but thanks god we reach on time...whees...den the service started!!! wow...it's so great lahx!!! ahahahas...!! first time i'm really tat high man...woohoo...praise,followed by drama,follwed by sermon...sermon was great!!! and jiayin dun feel paiseh or shy or wad...cos when praise,she also like us jump and sing around...sermon when pastor jeff ask us to read,she read too...wow!!! den nehx,was altar call...i peep...oopps...=xx...LOLS...and jiayin raise her hand!!!i was so happy lahx...although she kinda backslided last time...but we wun let her backslided anymore le...!!! den jiayin kind of sniffing or sneezing or wad,i thought she cry...make me very scared...hahas...den brought her down the aisle...i was WOW!!! my first time alright!!! i have experience le!!! yeah yeah!!!! hahas...really wanna congrats jiayin for making her best choice!!!! hmmm...i have something to say...the harvest ish really really here liao...it all depends on us to reap or nort to reap!!! ahhhh!!! jiayou!!fellow harvesters!!! den after tat,we went to outside starhub for a short meeting...yupps...i can't wait for next week...ahhh!!! christmas ish coming soon!!! i'm really excited...but haben bought gifts yet!! on my!!! ahhhh!!! still have around 1 week time...gogogo!! hahas...den nehx,went to S-11...i share food with caijuan,cos din bring enough money...den at first really very funny,cos jiajia and caijuan were like feeding minyi and joey to eat...hahahas...LOLS...but after a long while,they both finally agreed to eat...hehex...den it's my turn and caijuan turn to eat le...hahas...den while eating,joey and minyi have to go home le...so i send them off first...yupps...den come back and i eat the rice...den nehx,have coreteam meeting...den around 7.45pm like tat,me,jiajia,jiayin,esther,siqin,caijuan and mag leave S-11...den caijuan and mag went to doubhy ghaut there...i dunno why...den nehx,took bus 38 home...reach home just in time for i nort stupid...!! it's the last esposide!!! whoots...nice nice...hahas...den here i'm to blog...hehex...tml ish sunday...meeting bernadette to talk abt christmas thing...hahas...LOLS...funny us...lalalalas...hmmm...okaes...write till here le...buhbye...nights...

awww~~shanshan went to genting le...
she will be back next week tues or wed i think...
i miss her tonns and tonns and tonns!!! :( :)

F.R.I.D.A.Y

2006-12-15T00:00:00.000-08:00

hello...today ish friday...woohoo...it has been so long since i last post...cos i'm kinda lazy...oopps...hahas...but i willpost abt camp soon...by this week...so wait okies??hahas...today arhs...morning wake up around 9.15am...cos was woke up by my mum's screaming...LOLS...cos going to buy sec 3 books...den my mum like to go out early tat type de...so i quickly get changed and den go out of my house...my mum pei me go...actually my mum ask me go alone de...but i can't...cos one hand pain mahx...how am i going to carry the books...den my mum pei me in the end...took bus 9...den nehx,bought the books le...saw the books already makes me very scared...cos ish so thick and also looks difficult...i really feel like fainting le...i'm thinking..."wad ish my sec 3 life gonna be??"AHHHH!!!! can time pass slow slow??i really wanna enjoy now...if nort sec 3 cannot enjoy...i'm nort prepared neither am i ready for sec 3...how??haishhh...hmmm...okaes...den my mum and i took taxi back home...the time ish around 10.10am...den i use computer all tat...btw,i think god appeared yesterday...hahas...cos i have high fever yesterday...den when i wanna use computer,it's spoil...den when today i switch on the computer,it can use...hahas...i think god ish trying to tell me to rest and sleep early yesterday...heex...den nehx,11am i watch teebee...den 12pm,bath...and den watch teebee again...hahas...i went out of my house around 1.10pm...den took bus 8...den i meet bernadette at mrt station...den nehx,went to find melissa...den after tat,started evaxing...me and bernadette...den evax evax...den until around 2 plus,meet caijuan and off we go,we went to sow on jiayin...heex...she lend me her disc too...hahas...cos i'm interested watching it...hahas...den nehx,walk here and there...until finally,we settle down at new york pizza...hahas...cos i want to eat the yankee fries...hahas...cough still can eat fried de...nort bad urhs??hahas...den after eating,went to walk around cs...i saw ahtoh,ahneo,siyu they all and also hongyu...heex...funny them...hahas...den nehx,around 5 plus,send jiayin to mrt station...den after tat,me and caijuan,went to evax...but din evax in the end,cos they[including angel and slyvinia] wanna send me home....aww~~cos i fever tat's why...but den in the end,went to romantic mac to find bern they all...yupps...den after awhile,went to evax awhile...with mengmeng...hahas...wow...there ish 6 converts from EastE today...cool man!!! EastE will break 40 de...!! jiayou!! den around 7 plus,went home with yushan...hahahas...she send me home...so sweet of her...awww~~den she also bought me honey lemon...really wanna thanks god for her...!! thanks god tat we live quite near each other too...heex...actually today quite funny...hahas...cos all the way we says mostly ish "i send euu home horx"...hahas...and also ish the longest journey...like walk also cannot reach de...neber ending routes...hahas...den when reach shanshan's block...saw her parents...den very funny...cos shanshan dun want to go home yet...den i quickly run to the lift there,den i went in...den shanshan went back her house to refill water and also take thermometer...but den can't find...den it's alright...but shanshan ish perspiring...i see le,really feel so sad lahx...but i find her brother very cute...hehex...den nehx,shanshan pei me home...she send me until my house downstairs...i can really feel tat shanshan ish really very tired le...den after tat,i send shanshan to one block before mine de...den see her cross the road...i tat time really feel heart pain...cos i shanshan ish also abit sick den despite her tiredness,she send me all the way...ahhhh!! i really wanna thanks god for her...she really makes me feel touched...thanks shanshan!!! i lurbb shanshan!!! next time ish my turn to send shanshan home le...whees...tml ish christmas service part 1 !! i'm really excited...whoots...let's see more souls coming to know JESUS!!! heex...okaes...i end here le bahx...night nights....xDD

awww~~i lurbb my girlfriend shanshan!!!=ppp
rest well arhs shanshan...=D

camp...!!

2006-12-10T23:40:00.000-08:00

i wun be online from 11th-13th of dec...
do nort miss me oh...hahahas...
BREAKTHROUGH BREAKTHROUGH!!!
i wanna experience breakthroughs...!!!

i wanna learn alot of things...!!

i wanna know more of our cg ppl deep inside...!!

i wanna......etc......
CAMP HERE I COME!!!!!
=DD
siewsiew ish excited...!!
woohooo...~~